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Since 24/08/06 ................... Person/People here right now!

Feeling super super down.
And I don't exactly know why?
Like....omg, there's something eating me up inside.

I know I'm never used to blogging my down side on my blog at all, but screw that, this is after all my blog.
The thing is, I never want to attract too much of attention on the note that I'm down?
But here I am typing all these asking myself why am I feeling off for no reason?

And if there's a reason, is it worth it?

See, the saying, once bitten twice shy never worked on me.
And I think that's more than what I should let on.
But then, by the time I'm bitten thrice I lose myself completely.

Argh!!!
I'm really really losing it.
I need to just get out of everything that is routine for me.

My mum got so mad at me last morning for some dishwashing reasons and started saying that I'm more interested in guys issue than washing the plates.
IM LIKE OMG OMG OMG?
WHERE THE HELL IS THE LINK?
I mean, I'm 22 and if you want your daughter/son to be interested in the same gender then its a problem.
And not that she knows of all the shit I've put myself through to say all that? She doesn't la.
And if she does then she'll know I'm really done. I will not be in a relationship for the next few years and this I'm damn sure of!

Yes I have awesome family to share my sorrows with, but then there comes time then you have search within. Cause its not about sharing to reduce the load, its about absorbing and letting go.
And this is the space where I can.
So bear with me if you're still reading.

Then again, I can't continue.
Fcuk what I'm feeling.

That was rough.... Thing to do now is try and forget it.... I guess I don't quite mean that. It's not a thing you can forget. Maybe not even a thing you want to forget.... Life's like that sometimes... Now and then for no good reason a man can figure out, life will just haul off and knock him flat, slam him agin' the ground so hard it seems like all his insides is busted. But it's not all like that. A lot of it's mighty fine, and you can't afford to waste the good part frettin' about the bad. That makes it all bad.... Sure, I know - sayin' it's one thing and feelin' it's another. But I'll tell you a trick that's sometimes a big help. When you start lookin' around for something good to take the place of the bad, as a general rule you can find it.



And to you : my blog hater(Probably the only one who dislikes my blog), if I even said anything wrongly to offend you then let me know?But don't just ignore?


I'm out.