Meaningful Monday
Had a good Monday today. A meaningful Monday actually. Was an early day at work and having stayed home on Sunday seriously helped.
Fantastic.
So day was great. Had meetings after meetings. Two only actually but enough to last me for the day.
Made Little Red Riding hood for art. Was so cute. I shall snap a pic and upload it!
I am on week 9! And that leaves me with another week only. Then March holidays and then Camp during the holidays I am so sure it will zoom past me ; the holidays.
Going to Malaysia on the 10 and kinda excited.
BFF arrives tomorrow. Gotta see her!
You will love my sign off! :)
Damn, ANYWAYS, I'm back.
With regular posts promised.
Damn its been long.
Wanna revamp my page.
I have a dot.com but havent launched it up yet.
I kinda am waiting for the longer holiday before attempting to revive it.
Well well, my life has been amazing thus far!
I must say, it has been exhilarating as always.
And I'm kinda used to the ups and downs already, I'm actually embracing the moments after each up/down.
Lets see whats happening :
Working life : WELL, I'm very much contented that I'm having a new set of children and learning to deal with their different characteristics. Some really make me laugh so much, some make me get really =.= , but they teach me everyday. And I guess, its through these learning lessons that I am able to be a better teacher, facilitator.
I'm paired with the funniest, craziest co-teacher anyone could have, and so I'm embracing that as well. I thought I was crazy, but she brings crazy to a whole new level.
Loving it.
I have a few kids who really crack me up and I look forward to all of them each day.
I'm still finding time to bond more with my colleagues, but sometimes it really is impossible, so I depend on the after class 15 mins we have to go toilet to change and head home.
Oh well, I still will try.
I guess the change of environment does have its benefits and disadvantages for me.
But I'm walking through it either ways.
Family Life : Well, its been the same really, and I'm just trying hard to PLEASE everyone, sometimes I get so tired of pretending, but whats life without some pretense right.
I mean, I can never be good enough, so I'm gonna try and not be that bad enough in their eyes.
Social Life :
Oh dear, its tight and controlled.
Seriously, its goooood this way, but I miss the good old days. I had a fantastic time having all those like Vik, Tnesh, Oswind, Pravin and those Galaticos moments, and then comes my Poly days, Venessa, Ruby, Oswind and our Risk(A boardgame) moments. Damnnnnn!!!! I miss it so much!
I think I finally understood that everything that is done, should be done in moderation.
And right now, I'm missing Viknesh a little too much.
He's one awesome friend I had, and I guess I will always have him in that special place in my heart always.
My dance girls! Seriously missing Thrina, Sindhu and Sarvesh. I don't know for sure if I can go back, but it is something I really wanna go back to, but why am I holding myself back? I have no idea.
But I still know that I would pursue this passion of mine somehow and never will I let it go.
My good news is my BFF is returning for a short stay here, and boy am I excited, we're having a reunion for her and of course the other one, the all famous JUEN! Hahaha, crazy frog that one.
I was reading my archive of the last 4/5 years, and boy was Juen so prominently funny in most of the entries!!
I would do anything to have those days back!
The 4 that completed my life :)
Besides that, I have my Starbucks crew that I love with all my heart : Shinigirl, Wini, Uthaya, and with the seldom join ins of Lily and Dhia during our meeting, they somehow, in some weird manner keep me going.
I am missing it now!!
I guess this circle would be the most active(Which is actually not so active right now =_=) one for me!
Oh and my cousins have been busy as usual, my family always has some event if you guys have read enough from this blogspot.
I've got 3 major events happening this year, and let me just say, the first 2 would be 2 weddings, and the third one......lets just keep it hanging for now!
But yes, my dearest Handsome brother Siva is tying the knot with a beautiful lady and boy am I glad as its happening after some wait! Granny of ours must be so happy watching all that from above, as this was one of her last wish/request before taking the few last breaths.
:) Very glad.
Following on, Gana bro is also tying the knot with a beautiful lady too.
And what a small world it is as the bride's my family friend since before and so we are inter-connected and now intensely connected! The Indian Community is such uh, tsk tsk.
Hahahaha.
I'm loving it though!
So 2 weddings in the late year, and erm the 3rd oneeeee, I can't wait!!
And and and, cousins hangouts are better moderated now, its actually a wind down session for me. When we get together its really full of laughs and smiles and most of the time a day where we learn more about each other.
Yep!
Lets get back to me !
I really am trying to figure out whats in store for me career wise.
I know I really like teaching, and I know my passion in the area of Special needs children is always going to be burning in some way but I now am thinking of my goals, my dreams.
What I always wanted to do. Can I do it?
I really want to do it.
I wanna be involved in some events management.
I hope I get that opportunity.
I don't know if I am daring enough to take that risk and move out from where I am.
Or am I just hoping for a chance to continue my academics.
Its really confusing me, all these thoughts.
I wanna keep going.
I'm so old already la, and I have to make a wise decision and be truly happy about it.
So lets see what's gonna happen for me yeaaaaaa??
Ya I guess that pretty much sums me up for what has happened is happening from 2011-now.
Not forgetting my love life!!
How could I right?
WELL, I LOVE MY LOVE LIFE NOW.
Cause,number 1) I'm not having an abusive boyfriend and number 2) nor am I being cheated in the most smartest way.
And no, I'm not having a BF now too. So yes!
Had one 2 many shit experiences.
Pretty much have myself to blame for being so gullible.
But I'm pretty much done, well, thanks to you for teaching me a lesson so hard.
But I'm sure , so dead sure, the next one is one for good for happy for laugh for trust for respect and most important for LOVE.
And till then, I'm walking around Singapore tryna lay my eyes on a someone who has dimples, mystical eyes, is hot, smells great, I don't mind a funny nose as I DON'T HAVE A PROPER ONE!
And yeh, a helluva joker he must be la. Its not tough to make me laugh know, so it should be an easy one.
Till that guy appears in my life, I'm doing good like this.
And of course, I have a few new entries of some special ones.
Like namely, Jega!
An awesome friend found.
He kinda makes my life so much easier, cause he has so many handsome guy friends, like one esp and through him I get to see and hear alot about that handsome chap! THANKS JEGA!
Hahaha. I will help you too la, no worries okay.
You know my taste for girls are good okay.
Find you pretty girl with glasses on okay?
Superstar Jesz came down town, and so I had a good time bonding with him a little.
Lets see how was my photo with him in 2012 and 2008 :
Juen and him in 2008!
How cool is she laaaa.
Partial thanks to Shini girl who had me invited for an invite only night party where I got to see him earlier than expected!
Shini is in MII(Miss Indian International) and she better clinch the top places.
Uthaya's gonna teach her to catwalk as thats the only area she may have some challenges, other than that, my girl's almost perfect!
Erm...lets see...what else for now?
I'm loving and missing all my little ones la.
Nieces and Nephews.
Laren and Baby G's having their ear piercing ceremony this Sunday at the temple and I'm the photographer as appointed okay!
So I'm gonna bombard my post next weekend with all them pictures.
Oh and nor forgetting, that I'm blessed, so much by a new Guardian Deity and he's really guiding and guarding me.
March 10 might just answer more questions for me.
Till then...
Getting married in 2017,
Shahlocks :)
