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Thursday, June 03, 2010

And who would have thought I'd be back on this space just so soon.
Blame the holidays.
Speaking of which, my holidays are too long now.

Been occupying myself with relief teaching here and there.
Sometimes they call me on a day I can't seem to even open my eyes and sometimes they don't call me on a day I can't seem to do anything but be wide awake waiting for their call.

But seriously!!!
HOW HAVE YOU GUYS BEEN!?! :)
It feels nice to come knowing that I'd have some of my friends still read this.
Well I thought I'd just come back and give a solid update and them come back again after 78947592 years.
Lol. Well not really but yeah.

Has my writing changed since?
I doubt ay!
But I have changed since I stopped blogging a while.
And sometimes as much as we all hate changes we either fall victim to it or we'd get to witness it happening to else.

So biggest achievement on my list : GRADUATED BABYY.
And I really am happy like I always pictured my graduation to be a sweet one to look back at smile at.
And seriously people who came there for me besides my parents(Who were more than ecstatic as they couldnt be there for Bro's) I'm so thankful and appreciative of you all.

I actually miss my FYP days, more like Yana and Mike they have made such an impact in my life its sad thinking I won't get to work with them or laugh like crazy at each other's speaking deficiencies any more.

Secondly I'm glad I'm developing in my art.
Like sometimes you would come to a point you know you're definitely doing alot more than you used to.
It doesnt really matter if others notice it but you know you did? So yes I know I did.
Cause I knew I would invite my friends to watch me only when I knew I could perform well.
And so I actually invited a couple of them to watch me.
BUT, well, sadly Bestfriend TNESH hasn't came.
And I'm actually sad that he didnt. But yeh....who knows.

Apart from that Oswind came, Viknesh came, Ragu(TWIN!!!) came and a few others did too.
Ashwini did! :)))))) And I am thankful for all of that.
Like Oswind came and not only watched but became the source of distraction for another dance mate of mine! Lol.

Things at home are like things at home ; crazy as hell.
Brother's MIA most of the times, work's such.
And if ya'll wanna see my brother at work drop by MAKANSTURA !! :)
No, not having a roti-prata shop(Thought my mum would be keen to have one) but managing them all.

And as for me,The month June's a dread.
SERIOUSLY.
Now I think Primary and Secondary schools shouldnt pamper students with holidays la!
I mean come on already!!!
Study laaaaa, so that I can relief teach and earn. :(
And secondly my big 2-1 is coming up and all I seriously wish for would be to erm...say, eventful?
Like even if it means going to the temple.
I want it to be eventful in the most positive way.
:) I want God to bless me such.

And when it comes to all other things in my life.
I'm glad I'm eliminating things that can never bring back the same good they once did.
Like as much every object has its reason for serving you, every human put in our lives have a reason too.
Some to guide us.
Some to teach us.
Some to lie to us.
Some to cheat us.
Some to hurt us.
Some to make us laugh.
Some to have our backs.
Some to make us cry.
And some, just come to love us despite it all.

So there you go, you were right.
Every human is in our lives for a period or more/less but still they were.
And they may never be where they were cause of incidents.
But heres to you.
I'm never looking back on that page of ours.
NEVER EVER.
And my that wasnt just a page, a book almost, but see even a book has chapters, and some chapters are meant just for memories where it REQUIRES NO REVISION BUT JUST PERMANENCE at place.
But you know that day, that very day where the reason of you being in this position right now might also become just another page of your book, even then you won't be able to find our page.

So thank God for everything.
Like shit happens,and I know it does.
And to have family and friends who will always have your back is what that matters.

Like my bestfriend once asked me, 'Don't you feel annoyed Shahl seeing a friend of yours being close to another friend of yours after your introducing and then they forget you almost?', I laughed then.
Cause I knew perfectly what he meant but what I also knew was gone should be the days getting even affected by such people who can simply bounce of their path just cause another seemed more fun. Cause seriously, whats their worth?

Okay so right now. I AM MISSING AMELIA SO BADLY.
Sometimes I wish she was right next to me cause I'd just have to annoy her and that would make my day.
So my BFF you better be doing great there.

I had the sweetest letter penned to me some time back.
And I think it deserves to be here.
Not saying who but sweetest ever alright!

Valentine's day is not only for lovers. To me Valentine's day is for all
those who has been there for you through thick and thin, who is able to tolerate all your nonsense without complaining at all.
All those who knows who you truly are and who you totally know that you can count on at times of sorrows and difficulties.
To me love, you are one of the very few ones. & I am so glad we have come this far.

Love, we have known each other for like a over * years now?
But yea, I am glad we met! Truly glad. If not for you, I wouldn't have known how strong and beautiful the Indian religion is.
If not for you, I wouldnt know what great surprises are! (*th bday party! omg! )
If not for you, I wouldnt have known great people like * and *.
If not for you, I wouldnt have found *! (:
AWWWWWW right?
But the only think I regret knowing from you is the other thousand * friends you have.
YOU KNOW, I KNOW CAN ALREADY!

So, today love. I dedicate this day for you. For being there for me. Without complaining.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, YOU HAVE NO IDEA.'

Not jinxing the 3 letters love.
You know, I know, can already.

So yep, pretty much NOT contented with life.
Lol, cause I never hated JUNE holidays till this year.
I wanna work!

And, erm, did I mention how AWESOME SINGAM, SURYA'S LATEST movie was?
GOODNESS.
Like take that VIJAY! Cause thats one actor you gotta take leads from.
I AM LOVING SURYAAA.
:)))))

I feel as if this week's alot better than the last in terms of weather.
Sun's cooling down atleast a tad bit.
Then I realised that even this aspect of heat is something Hinduism has covered.
All these while till last Friday I think, Agni Natchatiram(Fire star) was ruling.
So thats the hottest period of MAY.
And since then I was trying to see how accurate it was but I really feel as if it did become less hotter.
And so I fell ill, and dear bestfriend bought me cookies and lemon tea and came right up to my flat. Well not literally, but yeh he drove to see me and surprise me with cookies which I didnt ask for. :)
Love youuuuu.

Ashwini love, you better start counting your days.
O levels is not some Hindi movie named kites or as easy as window shopping at fareast/bugis all.
START BUCKING UP ALREADY.
=.=

And I end my post here with all thanks to God for allowing me to be a Hindu. :)

p/s : You've forgotten how it has been like. And its sad.

Godspeed and My Love.