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Friday, November 30, 2007


I'm like sitting in bus 187 now ,lol, so I thought of making good use of my time to blog.
I AM SO TIRED LA!
Wah, was talking to Juen till 5.30 am this morning, when she had to shower and leave for work.
So sad right, lol, she works from 6..30 am to 6.30 pm.
So I slept from 5.30 am to 7.30 . Super duper tired.
But yeh I needed the talk Juen, more than you think I did.
I had something nice to remember about yesterday,I spoke to Amybaby!!
I miss you bro. Truly do, you have no idea how I wish it was 2nd Dec again like last year when you came to S'pore lor.
So yesterday, evening time was spent at airport with Juen,Vik and Tnesh.
It was boring. Honestly, I only enjoyed the times Juen would crack lame jokes nonstop la.She's classic man.
But behind those lameness outta us, was there a thought about what could have been running through our minds?
But arghh, I dont wish to speak about it.
I NEED A DAMNED reason for meeting up uh?
They went there, they ate, they played they returned.
Yep, a nice evening. Would have been better if it didnt take place would it?
But then again I wouldnt have known seeing the way you kept mum.
I won't initiate anymore.Yeah, I can so hear you say, 'Dont la', thats really how much....
I had enough. Juen and I are always always doing things but seriously its fine.
Its not your loss anyways, you can hang with 4648302437302321355436597 people whom would love to.
SO YA!
Amy!
I was talking to her on my way back, she wanted the goss and all.Drama occurs here all the time bro, but would be more interesting and memorable if you were here with us.
Imagine the plight of the pooR people around us. They'll get hell.
"Shahl, you know whats your problem? You love to .... and you don't realise that you're the one losing...but I'm really sorry for you Shahl.You and Juen deserve more."
Remember saying this Amy?
I was touched when you said you were sorry for me, cause back here no one thinks and feels like us except you. But yeh, this one will move to another continent and get all angry with us.
Juen and I had a long talk in the bus back home in 858.
Lol, talk would be an understatement won't it bro? (Juen, I don't know if you know, but seeing you get all teared just cause I too... made me realise something.)
Juen is super siao but cute but funny, she'll just cry when people whom she knows around her cry. But she understands what they are feeling la. Lol.
Yeah but, we realised the different number of people we have been with, the nmber of cliques and so on. And we realised something, we have mixed with so many different kinds of people, and sometimes leading two different groups to join and become one, but then what becomes of us? We initiate, ya'll gain.And we get forgotten. Gosh.Time and time again. Yeah Amy, I know whats my problem.
Oh well. Happy can already uh Juen?
Amy, WE are gona be under one club, the club which consists of us 3 and no one more .
I promise. :)
To think you thought that one night of sleep could push away my thoughts just like that?
Well, you thought wrong.
As random as our chat was, I was clear minded.Since yesterday and till now.
And now, I'll be honest and say, things won't be the same, cause I chose for it not to be.
And you'll know why.
I'M DONE , NOT HERE, BUT YOU KNOW WHERE. Yayayaya, having a good life k.
kkkkkk, just feeling siao a bit. but but but, I got something funny to share.
This random girl messaged me in friendster !
She said this , "Hey frn,,Can i get yogi b Contact num 2 bok 4 a show..:i hope 2 hear frm u soon,,thnx....''
Like seriously?
Do I look like the Manager or what? Was telling Juen and Pravin about it and they found it damn funnny la.
But yeh, I merely replied her saying, 'Im just another ordinary fan yeh, anyways you can try contacting them thro dem friendster.'
Yeah.
I just spoke to Amy again. Buy card tomorrow kay.
Dont cheat me already la!
Walau.
Thanks for talking. And understanding.
:)
I'm gna sleep and never wake up. DAMN TIRED LOR.