<p></div> </div></div> <DIV style="LEFT: 408px; POSITION: absolute; top: 577px; width: 545px"> <div class="content"> <p> <div class="head"> Can&#39;t keep calm so FU*K you! </div> <div class="date"> Wednesday, July 31, 2013 </div> <p> <div style="clear:both;"></div><div><b><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXRT8MVhObyRtWsCa7w1QIKuPCcnvcFdkWGFt1pi5xv2qPIMQ7RTpyrOiAolsJ8E5cLs4lRPvQQtzt6uqHzfiI__t6kgskeipG8uHdMJOLZCfCnLzCs2kxznGewCeUJvtHKhdP/s640/blogger-image-387015561.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXRT8MVhObyRtWsCa7w1QIKuPCcnvcFdkWGFt1pi5xv2qPIMQ7RTpyrOiAolsJ8E5cLs4lRPvQQtzt6uqHzfiI__t6kgskeipG8uHdMJOLZCfCnLzCs2kxznGewCeUJvtHKhdP/s640/blogger-image-387015561.jpg"></a></div><br></b></div><b><div><b><br></b></div>Just cause I look fucking harmless doesn't mean I am not capable of anything to fuck it up for you right?</b><div><b>I am l,so please fucking change the mindset of yours that I actually can fuck it up for you.&nbsp;</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>Don't fucking think you can always get away with things can?</b></div><div><b>Like seriously. Cannot be you fucking lucky all the time mah?!</b></div><div><b>Karma doesn't serve you soon then I will speed up the fucking speed okay?</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>Like cannot be a rapist rape rape rape then don't get caught right? The fucker will be caught what.&nbsp;</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>Same thing. Cannot be you always fuck things up for me then get away mah!</b></div><div><b>Some things aren't suppose to be visible lor.so wait for the fucking surprise.&nbsp;</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>I am fucking pissed la.&nbsp;</b></div><div><b>And all the mofos who contributed to it are way beneath my standards la but I am just in need to vent and rant. So here I am at my own space doing what I do best.&nbsp;</b></div><div><b><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiz-ABm6M84Hsfgx1adWGs2_llU3lFtAaJ4n7CCwMdYKHnfulEEiFmjfdKWmOoiXpH2SGmIp0leZIR9X-FiDAXcK7JmCvo9o1u4D-hB4sYzFX7umQKcQZzYsjomO7Pfpqz99ZF_/s640/blogger-image-554770270.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiz-ABm6M84Hsfgx1adWGs2_llU3lFtAaJ4n7CCwMdYKHnfulEEiFmjfdKWmOoiXpH2SGmIp0leZIR9X-FiDAXcK7JmCvo9o1u4D-hB4sYzFX7umQKcQZzYsjomO7Pfpqz99ZF_/s640/blogger-image-554770270.jpg"></a></div><br></b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>Kanina use use use.&nbsp;</b></div><div><b>Use people.&nbsp;</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>Argh!&nbsp;</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>The worst kind of people are those who knows it all and remain like a fucking coward and not standing up when you need.</b></div><div><b>Who wants to know a coward like that?</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>I can literally fucking stab you.&nbsp;</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>I better go now. Hearing and seein more stuffs has completely annoyed me!!!!!</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>Love,&nbsp;</b></div><div><b>To fucking kill you!</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><br></div><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div> <div class="head"> My colleagues crack me up! </div> <div class="date"> </div> <p> <div style="clear:both;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgdDph4T_5ISabOurGJWgQ2LmlPKdRiRxJ9yyCZc-F6Bpry8Rf34I_9Tv6xqV06Ft_RbPWxpomUCfhyj7fmpGexiiCmUcjt9euADmV6BRtZHow-WT3ZVTKTfZqoF67lrcM-HPQj/s640/blogger-image-1341650339.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgdDph4T_5ISabOurGJWgQ2LmlPKdRiRxJ9yyCZc-F6Bpry8Rf34I_9Tv6xqV06Ft_RbPWxpomUCfhyj7fmpGexiiCmUcjt9euADmV6BRtZHow-WT3ZVTKTfZqoF67lrcM-HPQj/s640/blogger-image-1341650339.jpg"></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">I am laughing non stop!!!! My colleagues are driving me bonkers. Melolove especially !!!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">We are kinda annoying Melly together now and it's damn entertaining.&nbsp;</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Oh I love themmmmmmmmm! !!!!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Back to work now.&nbsp;</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Love,</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">To be in loveeeee</div><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div> <div class="head"> Hama beads! </div> <div class="date"> </div> <p> <div style="clear:both;"></div><br><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEihodIGgVLPvcFeRRg-gZVOH_YPKngzqmVj947nLwVOJublydnqY1jPLCpk-3MGNrN8x0ECLPla6yqO7P4VR6QjsK24UjaMpUjR_BlpV6dFGOXlTvbUPdzE5-52nq4tFQuXMDKT/s640/blogger-image--1479697733.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEihodIGgVLPvcFeRRg-gZVOH_YPKngzqmVj947nLwVOJublydnqY1jPLCpk-3MGNrN8x0ECLPla6yqO7P4VR6QjsK24UjaMpUjR_BlpV6dFGOXlTvbUPdzE5-52nq4tFQuXMDKT/s640/blogger-image--1479697733.jpg"></a>So this is what I do in my CCA with the kids. Hama beads. It's pretty at first. But it's like production line in here. The main CCA teacher in charge kinda makes them produce and produce and produce. So then, come a school fair,we can be selling them all. Yep!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">And the time passes by damn slowly as compared to when I was with my Bocce boys!&nbsp;</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Tsk.&nbsp;</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">It's Wednesday already. And I feel so lifeless. Thank God there's no contact time today else it will be a draggy Wednesday as well.&nbsp;</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">So yesterday &nbsp;I went to one of the ATMs to get some money out and when I went nearer I realized ALOT of people were queuing up! And I was wondering why? Then when it was my turn to draw I realized OHHHH the extra money is here!! It didn't impact me much. Cause I am pretty happy with my current money flow.&nbsp;</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">I don't find a need to stress about money issues so much as that's what I am going to be attracting, more stress. Some people really get crazy and start doing shit to get money and with their constant thought 'not enough money not enough' well no use working however hard. The worst part of that is not the money factor. The fact that you workworkwork and get indulged in settling your whatever debts debtsdebts and forget that the world is still spinning and you are still breathing, so why have you stopped living, loving and smiling?&nbsp;</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">OMG. I know, that sounded awesome. Ahhaha.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">I am good.&nbsp;</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Lol.&nbsp;</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Anyways.&nbsp;</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">I gotta go now. Be back shortly.&nbsp;</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Love,</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">To be in love.&nbsp;</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div> <div class="head"> It&#39;s gonna be round two </div> <div class="date"> Tuesday, July 30, 2013 </div> <p> <div style="clear:both;"></div><div><b><div style="display: inline !important; "><b>It's 10 mins before 11!&nbsp;</b></div></b></div><div><b>And no I am not falling asleep.&nbsp;</b></div><div><b>Damnnnnnnn!!!</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>It's an early and looooong day tomorrow. I have CCA.&nbsp;</b></div><div><b>But I still don't feel sleepy. Why?!</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>I have been having this severe pain on my shoulder because of my keloid. It burns hot and I can't seem to bring it down! It hurts so bloody much and there's possibly nothing I can do about it.&nbsp;</b></div><div><b>Some scars are forever uh'</b></div><div><b>Fuck this one.&nbsp;</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>I went to my tailors house just now! And pretty excited in receiving them back!</b></div><div><b>I would have pretty suits for Deepavali.</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>So I decided I am going to avoid big Hindu festivals hence.&nbsp;</b></div><div><b>Kinda wanna be off the radar.&nbsp;</b></div><div><b>Just to know how that feels.&nbsp;</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>Keloid is annoying me again!&nbsp;</b></div><div><b>Argh.&nbsp;</b></div><div><b>I am gonna panadol my pain away.&nbsp;</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>Nights y'all.&nbsp;</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhdgfPyQs7tot5EsToPh2IT6upoxytrxfsDCOvvCyO1GhxtiejE-uJr9pthSNSpofWzMIy9dfQ9IxpjOXasnxd72Wd1Du1ff7RHf7JWdYwlIJjsLbplDPLEpBcROPt5B-c1VrK-/s640/blogger-image--1027160830.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhdgfPyQs7tot5EsToPh2IT6upoxytrxfsDCOvvCyO1GhxtiejE-uJr9pthSNSpofWzMIy9dfQ9IxpjOXasnxd72Wd1Du1ff7RHf7JWdYwlIJjsLbplDPLEpBcROPt5B-c1VrK-/s640/blogger-image--1027160830.jpg"></a></div></b></div><div><b>Need to see you soon. Not at this avatar though. Calm it down yo! Haha.&nbsp;</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>Love,</b></div><div><b>To be in love.&nbsp;</b></div><div><br></div><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div> <div class="head"> Insomnia!! </div> <div class="date"> </div> <p> <div style="clear:both;"></div><b>Effing insomnia hitting me up! OMG.&nbsp;</b><div><b>HEELLLLPPPPPP!!</b></div><div><b>I used to be able to go to bed at 10 and knock out by 10.45! And now I go to bed at 10 ish and I only sleep at 1.30!!!&nbsp;</b></div><div><b>I don't know what came and ruined it la!&nbsp;</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>I had to down cough mixture to try and get drowsy but it just made me more relaxed but not sleepy.&nbsp;</b></div><div><b>Gosh!</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>Anyways I am running late. And it's Tuesday today! Which means department meeting at 10! And so so so I had to cab it's like 9.49 now! 10 mins left to make it.&nbsp;</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>Tuesdays are my longest days cause it's full academic periods for my class. So I have to keep them on task learning as much as they can!&nbsp;</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>Okay so I reached at 9.57! Yay! Not too bad ay! Cab costed me $9.50! Yay!&nbsp;</b></div><div><b>I am off for department meeting shortly!&nbsp;</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>I want to go to Legoland! Kinda seem exciting.&nbsp;</b></div><div><b>We shall see.&nbsp;</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>Oh I just drank lime juice like a cold one and my tummy is hurting. My melolove bought me!</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>I have a loooong day ahead. Lessons lessons lessons and then I got to go to my tailors place to get some stuff tailored!&nbsp;</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>So I had two dreams that I can vaguely remember. And I am glad I saw some beautiful things in them. Made me smile.&nbsp;</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>Will be back to blog soon.</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>P/s : you gotta wait for what's coming. :)</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>Love,</b></div><div><b>To be in love&nbsp;</b></div><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div> <div class="head"> Some things never change. </div> <div class="date"> Monday, July 29, 2013 </div> <p> <div style="clear:both;"></div>Once a jerk.&nbsp;<div>Always a jerk.&nbsp;</div><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div> <div class="head"> Monday blues </div> <div class="date"> </div> <p> <div style="clear:both;"></div>I am on my way home and decided to blog as I make my way home. It's like 6.20, I should reach home by this time usually but I had to stay back and do some eye make up for the sweet colleague of mine.<div>And so here I am leaning on the doors of this jam packed train typing away!</div><div>School was crazy today. OMG sometimes I feel as if weekends serve as a relapse of bad behaviour to the kids. Cause when they come back each Monday they will definitely give you hell and then slowly settle for the remaining days of the week! Really!!!&nbsp;</div><div>And then repeat this every Monday.&nbsp;</div><div>Oh well.&nbsp;</div><div><br></div><div>Anyways. I had a good start of my week. Templing has always had a good effect on me. I feel happier and at ease after all that childish prayer. Lol.&nbsp;</div><div>:)</div><div>An avenue to vent it all out for me.&nbsp;</div><div><br></div><div>I haven't done my lesson plans! Die! Need to do!&nbsp;</div><div>And I need to replenish all my hair,beauty stuff. Lots to shop for.&nbsp;</div><div><br></div><div>I also need to watch my Shivam drama episodes. I like did a marathon and covered 200 episodes in 10 days. Each episode goes on for like 25 mins.&nbsp;</div><div>Oh I am a proud Hindu. I was born to learn about my roots and I want to continue learning up on my religion.&nbsp;</div><div>:)&nbsp;</div><div><br></div><div>Did I mention I had two loveys who bought me a mini bouquet with a rose? Cause I was apparently not as cheerful as I usually was. And along with that was a note that said, 'Cheer up Shahl.' Love them totally.&nbsp;</div><div><br></div><div>I am doing a countdown of my months ahead.</div><div>So yeah 11 more months.&nbsp;</div><div>To what?</div><div><br></div><div>Okay I am hungry now.&nbsp;</div><div>I only had two slices of apple and I need some food and I am foreseeing no food at home!&nbsp;</div><div>Just reached admiralty!</div><div><br></div><div>Gotta go now.&nbsp;</div><div><br></div><div>Love,</div><div>To be in love</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div> <div class="head"> For this Tribal King came a long way. </div> <div class="date"> </div> <p> <div style="clear:both;"></div>I really want to see him.&nbsp;<div>My almighty.&nbsp;</div><div>My lord.&nbsp;</div><div>The cosmic dancer.&nbsp;</div><div>I will do anything to see you.&nbsp;</div><div><br></div><div>The best thing that happened in my life apart from my family was knowing him, Lord Shiva.&nbsp;</div><div><br></div><div>Dedicating my next 16 Mondays for you.</div><div><br></div><div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVrZxw8bhI3CdYM5HCGd2Kf3p6DK6MjkBhT13dC1qRnokdE6UvKiiYCVoHpjj9GSPdHKLDrk_yzYs1T2ZfWRAEuJvCScylYCCyphnJgQUu2YxvOfGUFMDi9jSqiAHqLl_AzoqN/s640/blogger-image-1399703575.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVrZxw8bhI3CdYM5HCGd2Kf3p6DK6MjkBhT13dC1qRnokdE6UvKiiYCVoHpjj9GSPdHKLDrk_yzYs1T2ZfWRAEuJvCScylYCCyphnJgQUu2YxvOfGUFMDi9jSqiAHqLl_AzoqN/s640/blogger-image-1399703575.jpg"></a></div>&nbsp;</div><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div> <div class="head"> I got an iPad! </div> <div class="date"> Friday, July 26, 2013 </div> <p> <div style="clear:both;"></div>So the GOOD news is I attracted an IPAD with the laws of attraction of course, to myself! Yay yay. But seriously. I have an iPad now! Like how my school gave me a laptop to work with now an iPad to work with too. More of an interactive chance for my kids but yeah it's totally mine!! :)<div>And there's this app of the keyboard/piano thing right! And I found it so interesting and within an hour Iattempted &nbsp;something.</div><div><br></div><div>Click on this link!</div><div><br></div><div><span style="font-family: '.Helvetica NeueUI'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 20px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); ">http://youtu.be/EsTKwOZom38</span></div><div><br></div><div>Not perfect but but i'll get better!!!&nbsp;</div><div><br></div><div>Actually dedicated it but whatever.</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div> <div class="head"> Stay alive </div> <div class="date"> </div> <p> <div style="clear:both;"></div>Saw this image that I had to share.&nbsp;<div><br></div><div>Nice eh?!</div><div><br></div><div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiU2F0T71vO2bmm3GpjhE_-8bMEt3DZbIetnK0YnYhPR15wdRuDS_EgvE_wqeiStQoQQ363Ap7zoucGC3dra5OYE3ywOZiAk8rnRZcrdVqRtdgvY5hhQL8Cl5k9-zGj0tC_ypFu/s640/blogger-image--999106264.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiU2F0T71vO2bmm3GpjhE_-8bMEt3DZbIetnK0YnYhPR15wdRuDS_EgvE_wqeiStQoQQ363Ap7zoucGC3dra5OYE3ywOZiAk8rnRZcrdVqRtdgvY5hhQL8Cl5k9-zGj0tC_ypFu/s640/blogger-image--999106264.jpg"></a></div><br></div><div><br></div><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div> <p> </div> </div> </body> </html> <!-- --><!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(http://www.blogger.com/css/navbar/classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head><body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/31838474?origin\x3dhttp://stickyjellybeans.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener("load", function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <iframe src="http://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID=31838474&amp;blogName=HEART-MEDIA&amp;publishMode=PUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT&amp;navbarType=BLACK&amp;layoutType=CLASSIC&amp;homepageUrl=http%3A%2F%2Fstickyjellybeans.blogspot.com%2F&amp;searchRoot=http%3A%2F%2Fstickyjellybeans.blogspot.com%2Fsearch" marginwidth="0" marginheight="0" scrolling="no" frameborder="0" height="30px" width="100%" id="navbar-iframe" title="Blogger Navigation and Search"></iframe> <div></div>
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Wednesday, July 31, 2013



Just cause I look fucking harmless doesn't mean I am not capable of anything to fuck it up for you right?
I am l,so please fucking change the mindset of yours that I actually can fuck it up for you. 

Don't fucking think you can always get away with things can?
Like seriously. Cannot be you fucking lucky all the time mah?!
Karma doesn't serve you soon then I will speed up the fucking speed okay?

Like cannot be a rapist rape rape rape then don't get caught right? The fucker will be caught what. 

Same thing. Cannot be you always fuck things up for me then get away mah!
Some things aren't suppose to be visible lor.so wait for the fucking surprise. 

I am fucking pissed la. 
And all the mofos who contributed to it are way beneath my standards la but I am just in need to vent and rant. So here I am at my own space doing what I do best. 


Kanina use use use. 
Use people. 

Argh! 

The worst kind of people are those who knows it all and remain like a fucking coward and not standing up when you need.
Who wants to know a coward like that?

I can literally fucking stab you. 

I better go now. Hearing and seein more stuffs has completely annoyed me!!!!!

Love, 
To fucking kill you!



My colleagues crack me up!



I am laughing non stop!!!! My colleagues are driving me bonkers. Melolove especially !!!
We are kinda annoying Melly together now and it's damn entertaining. 
Oh I love themmmmmmmmm! !!!!


Back to work now. 

Love,
To be in loveeeee
Hama beads!


So this is what I do in my CCA with the kids. Hama beads. It's pretty at first. But it's like production line in here. The main CCA teacher in charge kinda makes them produce and produce and produce. So then, come a school fair,we can be selling them all. Yep!

And the time passes by damn slowly as compared to when I was with my Bocce boys! 
Tsk. 

It's Wednesday already. And I feel so lifeless. Thank God there's no contact time today else it will be a draggy Wednesday as well. 

So yesterday  I went to one of the ATMs to get some money out and when I went nearer I realized ALOT of people were queuing up! And I was wondering why? Then when it was my turn to draw I realized OHHHH the extra money is here!! It didn't impact me much. Cause I am pretty happy with my current money flow. 

I don't find a need to stress about money issues so much as that's what I am going to be attracting, more stress. Some people really get crazy and start doing shit to get money and with their constant thought 'not enough money not enough' well no use working however hard. The worst part of that is not the money factor. The fact that you workworkwork and get indulged in settling your whatever debts debtsdebts and forget that the world is still spinning and you are still breathing, so why have you stopped living, loving and smiling? 

OMG. I know, that sounded awesome. Ahhaha.
I am good. 
Lol. 

Anyways. 
I gotta go now. Be back shortly. 

Love,
To be in love. 

It's gonna be round two
Tuesday, July 30, 2013

It's 10 mins before 11! 
And no I am not falling asleep. 
Damnnnnnnn!!!

It's an early and looooong day tomorrow. I have CCA. 
But I still don't feel sleepy. Why?!

I have been having this severe pain on my shoulder because of my keloid. It burns hot and I can't seem to bring it down! It hurts so bloody much and there's possibly nothing I can do about it. 
Some scars are forever uh'
Fuck this one. 

I went to my tailors house just now! And pretty excited in receiving them back!
I would have pretty suits for Deepavali.

So I decided I am going to avoid big Hindu festivals hence. 
Kinda wanna be off the radar. 
Just to know how that feels. 

Keloid is annoying me again! 
Argh. 
I am gonna panadol my pain away. 

Nights y'all. 

Need to see you soon. Not at this avatar though. Calm it down yo! Haha. 


Love,
To be in love. 

Insomnia!!

Effing insomnia hitting me up! OMG. 
HEELLLLPPPPPP!!
I used to be able to go to bed at 10 and knock out by 10.45! And now I go to bed at 10 ish and I only sleep at 1.30!!! 
I don't know what came and ruined it la! 

I had to down cough mixture to try and get drowsy but it just made me more relaxed but not sleepy. 
Gosh!

Anyways I am running late. And it's Tuesday today! Which means department meeting at 10! And so so so I had to cab it's like 9.49 now! 10 mins left to make it. 

Tuesdays are my longest days cause it's full academic periods for my class. So I have to keep them on task learning as much as they can! 

Okay so I reached at 9.57! Yay! Not too bad ay! Cab costed me $9.50! Yay! 
I am off for department meeting shortly! 

I want to go to Legoland! Kinda seem exciting. 
We shall see. 

Oh I just drank lime juice like a cold one and my tummy is hurting. My melolove bought me!

I have a loooong day ahead. Lessons lessons lessons and then I got to go to my tailors place to get some stuff tailored! 

So I had two dreams that I can vaguely remember. And I am glad I saw some beautiful things in them. Made me smile. 

Will be back to blog soon.

P/s : you gotta wait for what's coming. :)

Love,
To be in love 
Some things never change.
Monday, July 29, 2013

Once a jerk. 
Always a jerk. 
Monday blues

I am on my way home and decided to blog as I make my way home. It's like 6.20, I should reach home by this time usually but I had to stay back and do some eye make up for the sweet colleague of mine.
And so here I am leaning on the doors of this jam packed train typing away!
School was crazy today. OMG sometimes I feel as if weekends serve as a relapse of bad behaviour to the kids. Cause when they come back each Monday they will definitely give you hell and then slowly settle for the remaining days of the week! Really!!! 
And then repeat this every Monday. 
Oh well. 

Anyways. I had a good start of my week. Templing has always had a good effect on me. I feel happier and at ease after all that childish prayer. Lol. 
:)
An avenue to vent it all out for me. 

I haven't done my lesson plans! Die! Need to do! 
And I need to replenish all my hair,beauty stuff. Lots to shop for. 

I also need to watch my Shivam drama episodes. I like did a marathon and covered 200 episodes in 10 days. Each episode goes on for like 25 mins. 
Oh I am a proud Hindu. I was born to learn about my roots and I want to continue learning up on my religion. 
:) 

Did I mention I had two loveys who bought me a mini bouquet with a rose? Cause I was apparently not as cheerful as I usually was. And along with that was a note that said, 'Cheer up Shahl.' Love them totally. 

I am doing a countdown of my months ahead.
So yeah 11 more months. 
To what?

Okay I am hungry now. 
I only had two slices of apple and I need some food and I am foreseeing no food at home! 
Just reached admiralty!

Gotta go now. 

Love,
To be in love



For this Tribal King came a long way.

I really want to see him. 
My almighty. 
My lord. 
The cosmic dancer. 
I will do anything to see you. 

The best thing that happened in my life apart from my family was knowing him, Lord Shiva. 

Dedicating my next 16 Mondays for you.

 
I got an iPad!
Friday, July 26, 2013

So the GOOD news is I attracted an IPAD with the laws of attraction of course, to myself! Yay yay. But seriously. I have an iPad now! Like how my school gave me a laptop to work with now an iPad to work with too. More of an interactive chance for my kids but yeah it's totally mine!! :)
And there's this app of the keyboard/piano thing right! And I found it so interesting and within an hour Iattempted  something.

Click on this link!

http://youtu.be/EsTKwOZom38

Not perfect but but i'll get better!!! 

Actually dedicated it but whatever.


Stay alive

Saw this image that I had to share. 

Nice eh?!