Sooner than you'd expect
Wednesday, March 13, 2013
I'm back.
I'm gonna try and make it often.
Anyways, I'm reaching a short break from school and I'm kinda looking forward to it.
I am packed with so many camps and honestly I am excited.
Since I am with BOCCE team for my CCA, I am automatically involved in the Special O this year.
Special O as in Special Olympics.
And I am really interested to be apart of the team.
Special Olympics happens every 4 years as well, and this time it commences on the 31st of May.
So we'll see if we are going to be able to bring some medals back, it might just look good on my work review? No?
I literally train my bocce kids hor! Not by a vendor or whatsoever lor.
So yes, school's been going on well.
Loving the environment better than last.
Simply because all the younger ones are kinda in the noon sessions while the older/married parents are in the morning session.
Lol.
So yes, I have a funny Teacher aide, Jude to accompany me throughout my lessons because I do have some kids who are of high needs.
And they are really adorable but seriously I am very strict with them, I only get to adore them when they are in someone else's lesson. Lol.
But yes, I shall blog about them someday.
On a personal note, shit loads happened in my family.
An accident to the look alike and it was a no small one, it was too much for anyone and knowing me I get internally affected and even went through post traumatic stress disorder and had to talk to some people about it cause it really was bad.
She hasnt quite gotten back on her feet like before but she's really improving.
The amount of tears shed for her accident that involved her sister in law was really overwhelming.
Prayers made for them both were in abundance.
It was really too much for anyone to handle, sometimes the one above seem to have written things in such painful result that I hope he'd know that he has to provide the strength to go through it too.
And the above painful incident happened 2 days before another close one's wedding, so yeah pretty much a screwed start of the year, but we all are learning.
And in this learning journey some of us refuse to appreciate things and still carry on holding grudges and so on, some even treat others unfairly and indirectly bully them.
And trust me, I am always a victim to that.
But I realised, forget that, I am ready to accept any heart break, because if they really loved you they wouldnt treat you such, and so if they can treat you such then they never really loved you.
So yes, my standard motto, grow up, and grow apart.
I am learning.
I know that I have done and given my best in matters concerning to you and your life if you however wish to forget all that then the ball is certainly in your court,and actually that whole court belongs to you, cause I am not even sharing that space of yours.
I know where I stand.
Well God bless us all.
We need your blessings as we walk through the path of life.
Oh and clumsy me, I smashed my iphone and honestly I can't even type my pin to unlock it. So yes, apparently the best deal my dad could get me was $130 to repair screen? I'm contemplating between repairing in late March or just wait till May where my contract ends and get my new phone which is definitely a no apple! But my iphone is so dear to me la, alot of memories so yes, I guess I will pay that $130 just so I can keep the phone safely hence.
A sweetheart of mine did me a favour and bought me all of Gossip girl season and I'm contented with its ending and I am never forgetting how crazy my life was with GG since it started.
Lol.
Oh and now I am Glee-ing .
Apart from that I am still a movie freak and I OHSOLOVEEEEEE AH BOYS TO MEN 2!!
Omg, freaking awesome.
Excellent choice of cast, dialogues, direction, seriously!!! Hats of to Jack Neo!
He's a talented one.
Coming back to my work life, well its been 6 months of probation and I am indeed done with that!
Happy with myself.
And hoping to stay here long enough.
Chao Yang School is one place that flows with everything you can think of.
Good colleagues, great environment, humour, politics, sense of belonging and etc. But I like it there cause I can handle it and I appreciate it.
Everyday I go to work with the mind set, 'Today, I am going to be learning something new, it can be some new method to teach, some new information of my work system,or most of the time I learn something new about a kid in my class' and that kinda satisfies me.
On a random note, I am still into make up okay guys!
I haven't quite let it go yet, not intending to do so too.
I've gotten better at it okay, I'm learning as much as I can whenever I have the time.
I had to do make up for my Shini girl the other time and like it felt real, like she'd come over, and get all ready and sit while I primed her face neck ears and doing it from scratch, not one comment on her preference, not a complain not even her choice of doing the eye liner herself, she left it all to me! I was overwhelmed la. I mean sometimes you know girls can get a little fussy over their eyeliner thickness or the wing/no wing or even their brows to be filled in/not.
I was satisfied with my work.
And she was gorgeous and she left home prettily till it was time for her emcee-ing at a ROM.
And the make up artiste for the bride approached her and asked, 'Who did your make up?Its really very nice.'
Omg, please for a amateur like me receiving indirect compliments from a professional will of course perk me up.
And then my bitch told me that she had girls pming her asking her for her make up artiste contact upon seeing her photos!
But then again, my bitch is a hotstuff la, she's effing beautiful and I really needn't do much enhancing.
But still she'd try and make me look all good so she was all about her receiving compliments.
So yes that's for that.
Did I mention my two major gifts received was the Sephora set that included lip gloss, eye gels, eye shadows(56 colours) and then came my nakey palette 2 from Urban decay.
I am so thankful for that!!!! THANK YOUUUU!
That aside, I've been really affected with the amount of deaths,near deaths news that I'm surrounded with.
Really had a hard time getting out of that shit depression I was in.
It was depressing, it really was.
Be safe on the road guys!
I'm about done.
For now.
I'm thinking of launching my .dot in June.
Else I'm opening a new blog.
Love,
Me
I'm gonna try and make it often.
Anyways, I'm reaching a short break from school and I'm kinda looking forward to it.
I am packed with so many camps and honestly I am excited.
Since I am with BOCCE team for my CCA, I am automatically involved in the Special O this year.
Special O as in Special Olympics.
And I am really interested to be apart of the team.
Special Olympics happens every 4 years as well, and this time it commences on the 31st of May.
So we'll see if we are going to be able to bring some medals back, it might just look good on my work review? No?
I literally train my bocce kids hor! Not by a vendor or whatsoever lor.
So yes, school's been going on well.
Loving the environment better than last.
Simply because all the younger ones are kinda in the noon sessions while the older/married parents are in the morning session.
Lol.
So yes, I have a funny Teacher aide, Jude to accompany me throughout my lessons because I do have some kids who are of high needs.
And they are really adorable but seriously I am very strict with them, I only get to adore them when they are in someone else's lesson. Lol.
But yes, I shall blog about them someday.
On a personal note, shit loads happened in my family.
An accident to the look alike and it was a no small one, it was too much for anyone and knowing me I get internally affected and even went through post traumatic stress disorder and had to talk to some people about it cause it really was bad.
She hasnt quite gotten back on her feet like before but she's really improving.
The amount of tears shed for her accident that involved her sister in law was really overwhelming.
Prayers made for them both were in abundance.
It was really too much for anyone to handle, sometimes the one above seem to have written things in such painful result that I hope he'd know that he has to provide the strength to go through it too.
And the above painful incident happened 2 days before another close one's wedding, so yeah pretty much a screwed start of the year, but we all are learning.
And in this learning journey some of us refuse to appreciate things and still carry on holding grudges and so on, some even treat others unfairly and indirectly bully them.
And trust me, I am always a victim to that.
But I realised, forget that, I am ready to accept any heart break, because if they really loved you they wouldnt treat you such, and so if they can treat you such then they never really loved you.
So yes, my standard motto, grow up, and grow apart.
I am learning.
I know that I have done and given my best in matters concerning to you and your life if you however wish to forget all that then the ball is certainly in your court,and actually that whole court belongs to you, cause I am not even sharing that space of yours.
I know where I stand.
Well God bless us all.
We need your blessings as we walk through the path of life.
Oh and clumsy me, I smashed my iphone and honestly I can't even type my pin to unlock it. So yes, apparently the best deal my dad could get me was $130 to repair screen? I'm contemplating between repairing in late March or just wait till May where my contract ends and get my new phone which is definitely a no apple! But my iphone is so dear to me la, alot of memories so yes, I guess I will pay that $130 just so I can keep the phone safely hence.
A sweetheart of mine did me a favour and bought me all of Gossip girl season and I'm contented with its ending and I am never forgetting how crazy my life was with GG since it started.
Lol.
Oh and now I am Glee-ing .
Apart from that I am still a movie freak and I OHSOLOVEEEEEE AH BOYS TO MEN 2!!
Omg, freaking awesome.
Excellent choice of cast, dialogues, direction, seriously!!! Hats of to Jack Neo!
He's a talented one.
Coming back to my work life, well its been 6 months of probation and I am indeed done with that!
Happy with myself.
And hoping to stay here long enough.
Chao Yang School is one place that flows with everything you can think of.
Good colleagues, great environment, humour, politics, sense of belonging and etc. But I like it there cause I can handle it and I appreciate it.
Everyday I go to work with the mind set, 'Today, I am going to be learning something new, it can be some new method to teach, some new information of my work system,or most of the time I learn something new about a kid in my class' and that kinda satisfies me.
On a random note, I am still into make up okay guys!
I haven't quite let it go yet, not intending to do so too.
I've gotten better at it okay, I'm learning as much as I can whenever I have the time.
I had to do make up for my Shini girl the other time and like it felt real, like she'd come over, and get all ready and sit while I primed her face neck ears and doing it from scratch, not one comment on her preference, not a complain not even her choice of doing the eye liner herself, she left it all to me! I was overwhelmed la. I mean sometimes you know girls can get a little fussy over their eyeliner thickness or the wing/no wing or even their brows to be filled in/not.
I was satisfied with my work.
And she was gorgeous and she left home prettily till it was time for her emcee-ing at a ROM.
And the make up artiste for the bride approached her and asked, 'Who did your make up?Its really very nice.'
Omg, please for a amateur like me receiving indirect compliments from a professional will of course perk me up.
And then my bitch told me that she had girls pming her asking her for her make up artiste contact upon seeing her photos!
But then again, my bitch is a hotstuff la, she's effing beautiful and I really needn't do much enhancing.
But still she'd try and make me look all good so she was all about her receiving compliments.
So yes that's for that.
Did I mention my two major gifts received was the Sephora set that included lip gloss, eye gels, eye shadows(56 colours) and then came my nakey palette 2 from Urban decay.
I am so thankful for that!!!! THANK YOUUUU!
That aside, I've been really affected with the amount of deaths,near deaths news that I'm surrounded with.
Really had a hard time getting out of that shit depression I was in.
It was depressing, it really was.
Be safe on the road guys!
I'm about done.
For now.
I'm thinking of launching my .dot in June.
Else I'm opening a new blog.
Love,
Me