A LONG ONE!
Sunday, February 20, 2011
That my new bangs and I'm loving it despite the comments its bringing meeee from my dearest cousins,oswind and my BROTHER! =.= LOL. Been a long while. Shit happens and so it did for me. But I guess accepting it and walking on is the ONLY choice given. So yes, Granny left. Was a painstaking sight to see a life live for the last few hours, and to actually witness it go within hours is something I never thought I could handle. But yes, I watched her pass off. Took urgent leave that day, 28 Jan. Went to visit her in the morning and stayed by her side till late noon by then which every other cousin,uncle and aunty arrived as somehow we knew it was anytime but no one really anticipated that day itself? And we went for a early dinner at 5 ish and came back at 6 ish to figure that the little movements she had in her arms were also fading off. Things became a bit more tensed, and more people came. And by 8 we all somehow coincidentally gathered around her. With her head on her first and favourite child's lap, she took her last minutes. With her last drops of milk down her throat we saw her fade....and eventually still. Cries, tears, sadness engulfed me for the next three days, along with the package came fever,flu and headache. But to send her off for one last time took it all away. She was an absolute Gardener My grandma, and so with her heart as big as the universe and soft as a flower petal, came MANY MANY MANY flowers for her send off. Came MANY MANY MANY FOOD for all. Thats how many stomachs she has fed. And how many flowers she has taken care off. She went down a royal flight down, from the 19th storey on the shoulders of people who loved her. And into her carriage and finally right into the place we don't really know off but we call it the arms of God. Since then, family has had a fair share of unhappiness,happiness, arguments and what nots. But we all agree on one thing, her love will always bind us together. And we'll keep that going to our fullest capabilities. Rest well Atta. 'Byeee...byeeee' - the way you say it. A wonderful life you have lived and led, its our turn now with your guidance. Love you now, and ever. Your last grandchild, Chalini - as you pronounce it. Apart from that separation we've been through, I'm being very very tired since. I have no time to really get more than 7 hours of sleep! My in-house training began. And waking up at 6.30 on alternate days has been a must. Class is becoming tougher with more expectations and more behaviour from my kids! Lol, but they cheer me up they do! They are just lovable. Lesson plans kill me and I really really want to do it before the weeks begin to save more time for writing in my kids individual communication books! That really cuts a lot of time. Valentines day was like a normal day for me! Last year's was totally different, lol but yeah! Memories. Last year's was a GROUP valentine. Not even double dates! But fun fun. :) I wouldn't erase them off but keeping it at the right place. But two days after Vday we had a post singles dinner with sisterlove and her friends. It was fun for I haven't seen them in 8548302032 years! I really missed them all so much especially two of them! Uma bro and KESU! :) It was nice catching up but we had very little time together, or time isn't just enough when its with them. I love my times with them, and I owe it to my sis for bringing me along like an extraa lol. But yes times with them are one of the best. They really keep me occupied. And I got my Vday gift from my sis! A ROSE! Thought fabric kind? :)
We had Seoul garden leading to smelly hair but a wonderful evening! Thank you thank you. See the part that I WAS really amazed was how I was just poking fun at this Mango(That's what I call this person) telling him how he was supposed to buy me a gift and all. And like Member suddenly disappears from the dining and goes toilet. But see I thought he was gona come back with a gift and ya it would be predictable. But no! Lol. He somehow hid it at the front or somewhere along with another gift for my sister and like presents it to me after we're done with dinner and after I come back from the toilet. And he's like 'NAH! YOUR GIFT THAT YOU ASK.' - LOL. But like see, he didnt even mean that, cause if he did then he shouldn't even get me any what, I don't matter at all. Then I realised, there are really some NICE PEOPLE around, like genuinely nice. And the gift spoke more as I used to always ask him to get me gums if he goes JB to pump his bike and he would always not give it though he buys it? Cause he forgets? And this was my gift from him : 
SUCH A BIG ASS GUM! Lol! But cute righttt. Its like a pillow so yeah. I love it.Thank you so much! :)That gift really made me laugh la, funny how he could think of that at the time.So yes my post Vday dinner was great, following that, on Friday I met my hotloveeee who by the way is the most funniest girl ever and she really keeps me laughing and entertained always.And had a small reunion with old irritating friends like OSWIND and Ramp.Lol.Irritating goes to Os of course.And that was my Friday.Following on, Saturday was an emotional day for my brother.Lol. But yeah, :) I learned alot about him that one day.Thanks to his friend. - much loves to you!And then we had a dinner with the cousinsssss! :)At Turf City for another steam boat and it was THE FUNNEST YET SCARIEST night ever.You guys know my FEAR FOR CATS RIGHT?ITS NOT ORDINARY FEAR KNOW, its ailurophobia know. Its serious hor! NOT FAKING ANY THINGS.I CAN'T EVEN STAND A CAT PLUSHIE COMING CLOSE TO ME EVEN.So there was one! THAT ANNOYED AND ATE THE LIFE OUT OF ME.Its a steamboat layout right? So count on it for being smart and catwalking around to feed itself.I had to run here and there as several times, or make it MOST of the times it was within 2 meters to me.So cousins were nice enough to chase it away each time it goes near. Like I think about 40 times one by one chased for me.One point it RAN TOWARDS ME, AND I SCREAMED 'ARGHHHHHH!' and the everyone at the steamboat area looked at me. I COULDNT HELP IT!I ran away while screaming too.When I came back they were all laughing at me, but I was in a state of shock, my heart was beating so fast, almost hyperventilating and next thing I knew, I was crying so hard.REALLY!My heart is that weak for these ANIMALS.And that shocked my cousins, oh and by then my bro left for work so he didnt see me cry. =.=He would have laughed most I bet.But really I'm serious.I took 15 mins to calm down and continued eating. :(I can't believe I cried. But the state of shock plus fast beats of my heart was a moment never to forget. =.=CAT WAS STILL LINGERING AROUND but they gave me the 'safest' seat so I ate comfortably.But following that was HOLLAND V FOR SWENSENS! YAYNESS! :)I had walnut rocky road with my handsome brother and the rest their own ice cream before calling it a night and I cabbed home! :)And come today, I woke up, lazed around, did my lesson plans and register files and now blogging this thinking of where can I fly off to this year?My BFF'S dead!AMY PLEASE TEXT ME!LOVE YOU ALL.And it was through my brother's friend that I realised that my brother had a bestfriend all these while, and it was................................ME. - Touched much. I teared reading that piece of news. :)Much loves!
Oh and to you busy bee! You can continue being busy and going out with all your other friends.
I'm never asking you out ever. BYE! =.=
And you! I see you had a great birthday. :) Hope you enjoyed it.
OH AND THIS IS MY 40022 VIEWS ALREADY.
Forty thousanddd! Woooooow la!
