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Tuesday, December 07, 2010

I NEED TO SERIOUSLY CHANGE MY PHOTO

COLLAGE ABOVE! IN THE PROCESS.

I'm feeling damn sleepy.
But no, blogging first and then everything else.
So today was a good day, met up with my colleague at Coffee Club at Taka to do some closing.
Its a pity I ain't working with her no more as I've got a new co-teacher who's just as nice.
But my previous co-teacher was amazingly awesome.
She just amazes me with the way she teaches, and connects with the kids and how she's never going to give up even if the children are.

Oh for some of those who must be wondering what I'm doing.
Well, I'm in the line I always wanted to be, just that its more special - literally.
Teaching in a Special Needs school.
And its challenging much but after a few months, I'm only getting to it from now.
Yes, I've practically been spoon fed too much.
Its a huge leap from where I was and how much I am going to be expected from next year.
And during the closure with my ex co teacher I learned not to give up and just freaking ASKKKKK for help if I need to.

I think many of us think alot before asking for help in alot of situations, sometimes we would even wish they would read our minds and come offering help.
But its never going to work.
I have to consistently tell myself this!
I NEED TO ASK FOR HELP.
My new year resolution is to be focused, determined and hard working.
I've be lazing around too much for real.
BUCK UP SHAHLEENI!!

Oh and afterwhich went over to my dearest friend's place to help him in packing as he's being enlisted this Thursday. I'm gna seriously miss him.
He's like my sunshine these days!

And then met some cuckoo who annoyed me much but entertaining still :) and back home to have my cousins over.

Year's coming to an end.
I'm excited.
I need a clean slate from alot of things.
I need to attend dance class REGULARLY every SUNDAY!
I want to do that! That's like very important to me.

I am kinda interested in enrolling into some course late next year.
If all goes well I guess I will do it too.
And I wanna get a car 4 years from now.
I need to save up.
Oh yes, before that I need to FRESHEN up on my driving I KNOW I KNOW!

Well lucky for me, my look alike sis has a friend who's a bbdc instructor who offered to give me free refreshment course!
LUCKY ME! :)

I had an awesome night last Friday.
With my sisters.
Lol.
Rupini, it was really fun regardless of all the funny moments la!
I really am glad to have it out with you!
You're one amazing babe la.
If there's something I know about you, is the fact that you're very hardworking.
Seriously, keep it going Rupz you are going to excel at your studies and that attitude will help you excel at work too.

I'm thinking of boyfriends lately.
Seriously, once your 21 it'll just either strike you in thoughts or in action.
As for myself.....I don't have much to say except ....giving myself atleast 4 years to let the right one find me.
I'm not going to look for trouble no more man.

Now that I'm active on my blog, I might wanna close my fb a while.
I don't need so many channels of communication with people.

I need to start with my templing and librarying soon.
My aim from 10 Dec is to Temple as often as I can, and borrow many books regarding down syndrome and all to atleast educate myself.
I need to do this.
I wanna go to all the temples in Singapore and leave not one unturned!
I will achieve this myself!

And and and, I need to seriously spend time with Amelia before she goes and I feel lonely.
She's like my best.
And like no matter how sick people maybe to hear me talk about the same thing she won't?
But I don't get obessessed and talk about 1 thing always la.
I'm just saying.

To me a friend must be a good listener and a good sharer.
A balance.
But there was someone who once told me, 'Shahl you're one best listener I've came across, you listen intently and you never felt as if your problems are bigger than mine. You make me feel as if you right there with me through it and I think that's why most of us unload of excess baggage with you.'
Sweet much! Lol.

I don't really open up much to people.
Cause I hate it when I try and tell you something, you cut me and talk about your own shit.
That I can't stand.
Cause if I open up to you its because I know you're one awesome person in my life who knows I need all the attention for that moment.
You know you're one of them right Sindhu? :) Thanks much love. You who were there from the start never left.

Speaking of Sindhu. We have a new year resolution in going out as a class next year!
YES ITS SO TOUGH it has to be a resolution.
But Sindhu and Thrina you guys need to chill out with me soon. :)
And then we'll discuss more about my special taste buds . Lol.

:)

So yes!
Enough about me!
I'm actually quite interested in Mera Naam Jokers in clinching the DHOOL title.
I think they deserve it most at the current juncture, if along the way it changes I shall blog about it.

I attended a funeral recently.
A suicidal.
Her face is in my head still.
It will be.
Cause she was my brother's bestfriend (in sec and poly days) sister.
She was an Angel and I envied her from the age of 14.
And I did all I can.
I am glad I did.

Love,
Me :)