Today was the best day of my life perhaps.
I'm super tired.
Running around from north to south west to central!
BUT SERIOUSLY.
I'M SAD.
AMY'S LEAVING IN LIKE 8 HOURS TIME.
I'll miss her.
She'll always make my day.
Always always.
And today we spent the last evening together, romantically with pasta and coke. lol!
:) i love you bff.
Today's day 2 of work.
Tomorrow is day 3 and then holis again and then full time back!
SO ANYWAYSSSS!
Today I had like a message forwarded to a couple of people.
So like it goes something like 'its 2010 to an end, so time to confess something to me or ask me something and i will answer u truthfully' shit?
And the answers i got was fantanstic!
LOL..
From this dance lovie of mine she said : 'I always thought you had the most friends and I always wanted to be as connected as you baby! Hahahahhaha :) so lame right!?' LOL!
And from Oswind, he had this to ask, 'When are you seeing me!' - LOL!!
From my Seanpaul cousin : 'Do you miss me?'
From my childhood sweetheart Thadjjjj : 'I am in love with you... :) How about you?' - LOL LA!
Never changed one bit this one.
And this sweet one said , 'i may have said this b4, but it wun hurt to say it again..ur one awesome friend..ur always there n always go all out 4 people u love...u motivate them and feed them with confidence and they get there in the end..im lucky to have met someone as pretty and as awesome as u...lovelove' -AWWWWWWWWWW PLEASEEEE!!
MY SUPERSTAR SAID ' YOUR CUTE!!!' :)
And Sarvesh doll said, 'Your awesome in doing eye make up, you shld venture more on it. you'll do great!'
And my closer ones havent repliedddd!!!
So wait,
Song to die for. Awesome.
I had this certain monkey annoy every nerve in my body yesterday.
Wahhhh. He can make me believe all kinds of nonsense. ARGH!
Really, I am so naive.
So 2011 resolution, be LESS NAIVE AND MORE ALERT!
No new look for 2011 for me. :(
broke liao.
oh dear.
Pravin!!!! oh yes, how can i forget, saw mr mia king and we had a few deals.
And surprisingly he's keeping up to it more than what we dealt for.
awwww,sweetest thing you said was that I'll always mean something to youuuuuu!
And also my year end post is gna be delayed but juicy nevertheless.
I'm freaking tired!
I can't do this la!!!! WAHH!!
I made alot of mistakes this year.
Alot, and sometimes I even repeated them.
But from today, this very moment I'm never turning back to the old mistakes.
I'm never.
I may have been clouded these days.
I may seem vulnerable. I may have still done things I shouldnt. But this is it.
I'm deserving the best. And that's not anything near you.
But watch me roll now, its hard to be on par.

Awww, rare photos that I actually can look pretttyyyy!! :)))
Been busy having the fullest fun with the little holidays I've got left.
And thus, this post is gona be photos much.
My life is pretty much exciting as always.
But excitement comes with shit sometimes.
So anywayss....
Some old photossss

Went to this nice+eerie place to chill with sissy's and her friends.
We played this super dangerous game, like omg, I would never want to play it la.
Its called Silent Library and its seriously the shit! Power game but scary laaaa.

Try guessing how the games goes....

This kidrock loser is by far the most amazing male 'karagattam'(a dance involving the balance of a pot or something on your head with no support) dancer!

My sister's face here is the bomb.
SUPER CUTE LA !!!!
Hahaha.
This was while we were playing that Silent Library game.


The loser who often annoys and seldom entertains me.
My bangs is growing uh, I need to trim liao, or its back to side frinch.
Oh and this loser sings exceptionally well for those ollllldddd tamil songs. And it actually sounds like the original singer itself.
But his brother is way way way talented.Lol.
Like omggggg!! His rendition of this song hasn't left my head.
I told ya'll I'm a sucker for people who can sing and all.
SO SUPERSTAR CAME DOWN TOWN as he had some shooting to do, wanted me to gather some friends.
But I didn't till the very last day he spent here, and I called Shalini and Rupini!
I am sure they had some fun coverage!

Attam 100 Vagai Host, Denise

Jesz and Lookalike ! Pretty uh sheeee!

Miss Beautiful and Jesz

Sweeeettttt faceeeee Rupiniiii
And lastly,

I like this photo! I think it was a great shot!

Some pictures of me ...



Reflect reflect.

I do it better than this one right? Comparing to my first picture and this.
WENT FOR THINESH'S DHOOL!
WAS AWESOMEEE POSSSOOOMMMM BLOSSOOMMM!
Seriously, I was screaming my intestines out.
He was good la, he belongs on that stage.
:)
I am in a dilemma now, was so sure I wanted JOKERS to win it and now I'm like TLC perhaps?
Lol.
And, today someone sang a song for me to sleep! YAY! :)
Sweet much.
I had a good times with the sisters on XMAS.
It was fun! <3>
Okay, loves and misses and I'm out.
For all the loves who was there for me with me on Tues night thank you all.
For I would have really been going crazy without the phone calls,texts.
For a friend I got to know just, you're amazing, so thank you M.
And for Thinesh, you always always always never fail to be there.
As for my brothers, my sincere apologies.
As for YOU!
Well, my words never carried any weight for you, so this time, I'm not saying anything more.
But you'll learn. :)
As for this asshole whom god forbids I see your face, I wish you well and out of my sight for good.
With that immaturity you'll go a looooong way la. Super mature la you actually. You'll never grow up.
Wow, thats amazing know, for a 21 year old not to grow up yet. Take your time kiddo.
:)
So my sissy's birthday was a BLAST!
It really was.
Having planned with like 2 of her friends to plant her a surprise at the temple it happened nicely and it was sweet ay! :)
So yes!
After templing, we apparently were taken to the best mee pok noodle shop at bukit batok.
WOW, IT WAS TOO AMAZING LA THE NOODLE.
YOU GUYS SHOULD TRY IT LA AT 413 OR SOMETHING.
WOW!!
I left like 2/3 of the noodles =.= while my sister and her friend had their plates cleaned.
And then went to chill at my sister's friend's place and brought babylove over too!
He was having fun despite the new environment.
And then we like chilled some more and then proceeded to get more friends and then off to Chevrons for karoke timeeee!!
And so it was absolute fun.
Got to know some really funny and nice people.





BABYLOVE






Karaoke session was great.
I got a shock of my life as the number of awesome singers were too much!!
AND YOU GUYS KNOW HOW MUCH OF A SUCKER I AM FOR SINGERS.
AND OMGGG, ALL OF THEM HAD MAJOR STRENGTHS IN DIFFERENT AREAS.
ONE COULD MELT US WITH HIS VOICE, ONE COULD SOUND EXACTLY LIKE AN OLD TIMER.
WOW!!!
I was astonished.
So so so impressed.
Was a great evening and wonderful experience.
I had alot of fun.
Especially with this kidrock loser.
He's so funny.
And I'm very tired.
I know I've delayed my post for too long now.
So I'll come back with a better one.
Much loves,
Me.
AND OMG, I AM IN LOVE WITH A SONG.
And its on repeat.

Today I met this kind soul.
He's not someone whom I may have mentioned alot but perhaps a few times in my blog for like some reasons.
But nevertheless, he taught me new things today.
For the first ever time, I actually feel as if you don't have to be close to someone for someone to listen and talk to you.
Well this soul didn't.
I didn't know him personally much?
Like just Hi-Bye only?
We don't even chat on the phone, until the day before where he made the call to ask the whereabouts of our meeting.
And he spent 4 good hours with me, listening and talking.
He's seriously super genuine la. He came with a smile, and he brought so much of smiles to me. And I'm never gona reveal who la!
But yeh... So he listened to me speak and he didn't judge for a second.
And I was amazed.
Waited till a pause came for him to express what he felt.
And speaking things with him got me thinking more and realising more.
I can't get anymore explicit.
And when he started speaking is when I honestly felt so touched....like he would actually maintain that eye contact and give you that assurance that he perfectly knows what you are feeling,thinking and he's there to share with.
And from the way you respond you would know he listened.
Such assurance was really good from a friend whom you know, is barely a close friend?
But see, I like that kinda relationship.
That we opened up even though we arent close friends we felt better , well I did and it eased us up.
So thank god, I made the move to meet you up, for you really enlightened my life! :)
I still think you make an awesome person,son,brother,FRIEND and bf too! :)
Which leaves me the question he asked , 'What's friendship? Can you define?'
Having you in one's life would certainly fulfill the definition friendship M! :)
And all the best for your future which is gona be on cloud 9,literally.
Lol, you're great! :) much loves and respect to you.
On a side note, lookalike's birthday was a goooood one!
Like seriousy!!! will blog with photos soon?
I'm kinda tired now.
I'm still feeling so touched after meeting the guy mentioned above.
Oh and and and, my FUTURE BOYFRIEND BETTER BE ONE HELLUVA SINGER UH!! Its like a MUST! (I've had this thinking in me since the age of 16, even my first crush could sing leh!)
Seriously, I'M A SUCKER for people who can sing,play musical instruments, basically musically inclined, but singing EVEN MORE. And like, you have to be a good singer la. If not I'm not looking at you. But at the same time MUST KNOW HOW TO TREAT A GIRL RIGHT TOO! :)
Much loves, much loved, me.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ONE AND ONLY SISTER!
You’ve been there for me, rain or shine.
Car accident or not!
LOL!
Seriously, you’ve been THERE as a listening ear, leaning shoulder, comforting hug and advisable words.
Thank you so much for never failing or bailing on me.
I treasure you a lot akka. If there’s one person I can open up about anything its you.
I really see you as one, and hope that you would continue to have a blessed life, and perhaps before the next birthday find my brother in law!
I’m excited for you.
May all the negative vibes change into magical positive ones and enlighten your soul from within.
You have been such a sweetheart I feel so happy knowing that I can always count on you.
You have been the reasons for so many laughters and smiles I have had.
Thank you akka.
For your nice and big heart you deserve the best.
From caring about a lizard ($#%$&^%&#) to feeling sorry about littering in Singapore.
I almost thought Mother Theresa left her share of her love in you. Lol.
YOU’RE THE BEST SISTER, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
I love love love you AMOI AKKA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Your one and only lookalike,
Me!!!!
The best is yet to come, be it days or months, we know we have the power to visualize. The secret we still share, we'll always share.. Love you.
The truth I wish would never change.
I love you too much much.
And so don't just give me the impression that the best only comes with coincidence, but planned meetings too?
Thank you very much.
I will drop by soon.
Sorry love.
And I hope you're well.
You've got to be.
I'm at my sissy's place now!
Yay! I feel better already.
I am going to see my babylove face and that will instantly bring a smile on mine. :)
And and and its her birthday tomorrow!
I hope she has the best birthday!
She deserves to.
So if anyone wants to wish her surprise her please DO!!
OK OK OK?
:) Her number's not the same anymore, so text me for her current one .LOL.
She's gna kill me for this but ya.
And I am feeling super restless!
I don't have one useful friend asking me out!
LOL. Sorry friends, but ya.
=.=
My leg muscle is torn!!
:(
I missed class.
I can't take the pain.
Salonpas-ed it!
Did I mention how funny my brother is?
REALLY!
He's super funny.
SO ANNOYINGLY FUNNY LA!!
90 MINS TO LOOKALIKE'S BIRTHDAY!!

I miss my Heleysun too much. :)
I saw her last like 1 month back.
Its freaking Saturday night la!
I'm bloody bored.
I was so bored la.
I probably only had a peaceful time at Temple.
So yes, went to Temple with lookalike and Shalu.
And so much for going at 8.30...lol.
We ended up going 1 hour later. So sorry shahlulove, for making you drive down soooo early and making you wait.
Lol.
Oh and templing was nice, after a long time going with lookalike.
And it was calm, but I have issues with that temple priests, they all have some kind of attitude that I can't accept la.
Tsktsk.
But yeh, felt better after the rounds.
We were doing 108 rounds and I think lookalike and Shalu were clueless on the number as I was the one holding on to the counter. Its actually an uneasy feeling when you don't know how many rounds you have done, or have left.
But yes, after that was breakfast for us and then stay home Saturday.
Literally!
SO much for our kite flying la, east coast la, bowling la.
NOTHING happened.
And worst part of it, we had a car that we can travel in plus a bike.
But we chose to bore ourselves by staying home.
And time went too, without stopping.
=.=
Parents left for wedding, and I had a quick nap in between with sister before waking up to the most interesting episode of Dhool.
Wow.
Seriously.
Too good la.
I had to miss it and take a shower while at it.
I've got class tomorrow.
And afterwhich heading home, finishing my work and heading to the West, staying over.
Would like to go to the temple with lookalike on her birthday on Monday.
I hope my Sunday is a tad bit more happening la.
WALANOI,TODAY WAS AMAZINGLY HAPPENING LA.
While every damn young adult is at ZOUKOUT, I am out la, of my house watering plants. =.=
BUT! Seeing dancies tomorrow would give me a great start.
So counting on that.
Oswind's a FI now! YAY!
So happy for him.
He's one great guy who deserves great things.
I think I will be visiting my granny tomorrow as well.
And maybe before that, squeeze time for Tnesh's babyprincess.
I can't wait for my year end post which I do it annually.
It will be fantastic. Where all you people will be mentioned discreetly or openly for everything done to me, for me.
It will be the last day before I have a clean slate. :)
Oh oh and and, I was thinkin about a post on how I would expect a BF to treat me.
Was just thinking about babyboy's growth, first picture was on his actual birthday.


This was like 1 month old.

12 months old! First birthday ! SO CUTE RIGHT?

And like 13 months old. He's become brighter,smarter,naughtier, Lol.
But he's my only dimpleloveeeeeeeeeee.
OKAY, i'm done.
NEEDA SLEEP RIGHT NOW.
Loves and Misses
AMELIA? :( CALL ME.
*Hope you're well love.
To think that we used to.......together.....and....ya.
:)
Take care girl.
I prayed for you too.

I'll always be there for you lovey.
I'm here at 2.22 am, writing this. Super super restless.
My lookalike's over and we are laughing and catching up with brotherlove.
He's being so funny, seriously, he's one clown and I love that about him.
Gotta go temple early morning tomorrow and then go accompany Sindhu at dance and catch with steps!
I'm gona make the best out of everyday! :)
I am seriously losing mood. Like nothing interests me. Not even any guy. =.= Hahahaha.
I was in the cab today heading to lookalike's friend's crib when I saw Yana slut on her bf bike! Super excited can! I was like YANNAAA! And of course I texted her that. Lol, we intend to meet in 2011! :)
Along with Mike! We better do.
I'm seriously counting on this Shalini for my choco buffet at fullerton. We were supposed to go over and camwhore and have a blast. I'm gona get lookalike, rupz and all too and get down and enjoy all the chocolate! In love with the following songs :
Classic and of course
I would love anyone who comes up to me randomly and sings this almost perfectly! :)
I'm like super restless still. Goodness! I'm like on redbull once or twice a month. Unhealthy much?
Oh well. I'm excited for Jan 20! Weeee Thaipusam.
I miss my Murugan.
Gona see him tomorrow!
Oh and.....I've been attracting some...well...but ya....Lol!
Juen and Amy, Wed 15 Dec! :) We'll go out! :)
Kavilove was the funniest today, he has not been getting back to me at all, and today I get a text, 'All is well'. LOL! He will never change.
I needa catch up with Oswind soon. I miss him much. Ruby's another one. I will I will! :)) I'LL BE BACK WITH MORE UPDATES SOON! WITH PHOTOS TOO!
LOVES AND MISSES :)
My sister is currently complaining that my brother and I arent letting her sleep. Cause he's like playin music and me typing sooooo loud on my keyboard. So I shall end it.
*Thanks once again. Missed.You were.
Its freaking 4 am, and here I am blogging.
WELL, I don't mind sparing a few mins just to do so.
I'M JUST done with my work.
Like holidays arent really holidays for me, but I shouldn't be complaining la.
I'm still being paid for being home and doing work.
Yep.
So today, was an alright day.
Went to visit my granny again.
She's bad.
But yeah, hoping things go on as usual.
I'm not mentally prepared.
And, erm, well, had a heart to heart talk to a brother of mine.
I realised what's life and how it should be lived by his talk!
Motivational much!?
I love him so much. I always will.
:)
Loveyoubrotherrrrr
Anywayssss, my sister dropped me off at Semb and I was sleeping on her bike la!
She la, jam brake whenever I'm deep in sleep causing me to wake up!
LOL.
The wind was too powerful la. I had to nap here and there.
She bought me milkshake today! :)
YAY! THANK YOU KA!
I kinda wanna upload my 21st pics a lil here.
I just was reminiscing about my days then.
And whoever snapped this photo,thank you so much. You were such a gem. You were.
:) Those dayysss
a

Mum's so pretty uh. Lol.
I actually can pull off the most innocent look !~ lol
The heels I wore that day were killers la! Anyone else who wore that should have felt it.(*I know you did)
:) You guys mean much.
Thats my gangster(see her tatoo on her forearm!) granny on the right who's super unwell.
I don't know if she'll be around for my wedding, but she was with me on stage for atleast my major important function.
Sec sch lovies
I was having a blast. :)
But if there was someone who really helped me from the day, and made me feel ready mentally and made me feel beautiful its this girl.
Thanks much, if you ever read this.
I will never forget all that you did for me. :)Thanks much babe. I remember every help offered and done.
Thanks thanks :)

Love my gown
Oh and come earlier evening, I was basically just fbing and clearing mails and just catching up with tv.
Night passes by too fast la.
I've got a meeting at Orchard Lido tomorrow.
First official meeting with my Co Teacher.
:)
Afterwhich, I wanted to meet BFF, but she's got her friends down from Perth.
I badly miss her la sial.
Oh well.
I need to spend time with her next week.
So tomorrow I'll probably see what I can do, and maybe just head down to lookalike's.
I MISS MY BABYBOY TERRIBLY!! :(
Kavilove is at camp, and he didnt text me at all. :(
So sad!
I hope he calls me soon.
I wanna go see Tnesh's niece soon too.
I wanna do alot of things.
I will do it!
Okay, this is it from me.
Super tired liao.
loves and misses ; SHAHL THE BEST!
I
P/s : I'm trying to let go...I'm still trying....