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Having you, I have it all

Sunday, June 28, 2009

This very day i wont forget. 26 june 2009. the smile she had on her face nv died! it was there the wholeeeeeee day! you didnt expect all these much of things to happen right? haha.. well its your day n all your loved ones wants to see you being happy!! :)

I don't always tell you how you fill my heart with cheer hnd how happy i am whenever you are near. I don't always tell you that the love you give brightens every day that i am with you. I don't always tell you what's in my heart and that you are the most important part of my day. I don't always thank you for the many things you do or tell you how much u really mean to me.

Having you, i have it all.

HAPPIEST 20TH BIRTHDAY SHELINI...

p.s: hope you love the gifts from all of us and also the cards :)

My Best Friend :)

Friday, June 26, 2009

As we walk our path of life, we meet new ppl everyday. most are simply met by chance, but, some are sent our way (YOU were sent my way and im thankful to god that he allowed it to happen). the ones who understands us and shares our joys and pain becomes our special friends, whose bonds we cant explain.

I wld describe my best friend as a girl who is sensitive, humble, emotional, and honest and also a person who has a great sense of humor.

I can tell my best friend anything without her judging me or telling others what i tell her. she'll give me her suggestions but doesnt get mad if i chose my own. when im down shez there to pick me up. when im up shez there to join me in my happiness. she likes me for the person i am and accepts me. im not perfect just as i accept her for being her.

My best friend is a beautiful person who always thinks of everybody else before herself. always giving and nv expects anything in return. my best friend knows all my faults and frailties and still likes being my friend (how sweet of you la shelini *gives you that tupid smile* hahahha!!!)

And if i cld give you one thing, i wld wish for you the ability to see yourself as others see you. then you wld realize what a truly special person you are.

HAPPY 20TH SHELINI :)

I LOVE YOU!

So its another beautiful year (:

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Birthday, the day we were born, is one of the most special occasions in our life. A Birthday is a million moments, each holding a promise of fulfillment of your dreams & accomplishments of some special plans.

So to this very special someone in all our lives, here are our wishes to you…

“YOU” are far frm me but ur presence is always here in my heart,

I may not come to see “YOU” but my wishes can reach you to say happy birthday love (:

Tnesh

Happy bday shahlu kutty! Many more returns of the year! Hope all your wishes granted! Just hope only la.

Oswind

Happy happy 20th Shahl! You’ve been a fantastic friend to me. The times we’re hanging out is awesome but I’ll always cherish the times when we’re on the phone before we sleep. You’ve got heaps of potential to be the best you can be. In order to do so, you’ve got to make the right decisions and always put your needs, wants and dreams first. I wish you all the best this 20th year and you’ll always have a friend in me! (: love ya.

Sam

HAPPY TWENTEENTH BIRTHDAY OGAY OARTNER (: You’re the awesomest friend any person can have and im looking forward to many many more years of gay moments! (: love you plenty lift-head bangerrrrr!

xoxo pavitra

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CUPID! One person whom I know who genuinely cares. The first person whom I turn to for everything. Someone who gives best advice. The siaopehness only we gt ourselves into! (floor banging and kitchen sleeping). Thanks for being part of my life. Love you!

Appro friendship! Happy happy happy happy birthday to you! don’t dance too much and fall in the lift next time.. may god bless u and hope you grow taller!

From dearest friendshippuu aka K7 Lehhh!!

Happy shahl day! Always look for the light in your soul for the answers - paul

Happy birthday shahl!! May all ur wishes come true.. Stay cheerful and bubbly always!

Best regards,

Raj (:

Hey shahl! It’s your special day. So make sure on this special day you must be feeling very special. Keep smiling, keep on smiling and nv stop smiling. It’s a smile which will bring you far!

P.s: A year older and a year wiser!

Cheers and rock on… Happy Birthday!

Rino

Happy birthday shahl.. may your dreams come true. May you be the sweetest person in the whole wide world.

Rubyz mummy

HEya Shahl!!! Enjoy your special day that is filled with joy and happiness!!!!Smile owayz coz u’ve gt a beautiful smile!! Happy 20th Birthday!!!=)

Sivakangai

To the Pretty face of my life!! HAppy Birthday!!!! have a blessed and blissful 20th bday!!! muacks hugs!!!!

Geetha

I love you! I will always be there for you no matter what. Wishing you all the best for your studies and dance! once again happy 20th love!

Sindhu

Hey doll! Wish you a very happy happy 20th birthday! Wish you the best in your endeavours. God bless you always.

Loves Sathya

Happy birthday shahl!!! No matter what we have been through and what we are going through I STILL LOVE YOU (:

Vik

Hey shahl, happy 20th birthday. Hoping your wishes come true year after year. Have a great birthday (:

Pipi

Happy birthday!

Ashvin

On ur birthday, I wish u much pleasure n joy,

May you have all the joy your heart can hold,

All the smiles a day can bring,

All the blessings a life can unfold,

May you have Gods best in everything!

Happy 20th shelini!!!

Love you tons. (:

Your one and only,

Ribinee

And the whole galaxy is celebrating your birthday! Hahaha.. (:

TIRED LEH!

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

I got an email from a certain someone who never fails to always remind me of my spiritual side.
And so this is what I got from her. :)

Health

1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more food that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
5. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, and prayer.
6. Play more games.
7. Read more books than you did in 2008.
8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
9. Sleep for 7 hours.
10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.

Personality:

11. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
12. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
13. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
14. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
16. Dream more while you are awake.
17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
18. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
21. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
22. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
23. Smile and laugh more.
24. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Society:

25. Call your family often.
26. Each day give something good to others.
27. Forgive everyone for everything.
28. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
29. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
30. What other people think of you is none of your business.
31. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:

32. Do the right thing!
33. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
34. GOD heals everything.
35. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
36. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
37. The best is yet to come.
38. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it.
39. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

I can't do some of the things mentioned there, maybe because I still have the stubborn side in me, but eventually on the whole I think everything here makes sense, I do make an effort to do them as much as possible.

Oh bestfriend Thini and I had the most nicest conversation today.
He called me from camp la!! Sweet kan!?
Hahaha, but as usual I had to miss his call but I called him back within 3 mins.

T : TAKE YOUR PHONE AND THROWWW!!
Me : EHH!! HELLOO!!! HOW ARE YOUUU!!
T : SHUT UP! WHERE ARE YOU!
Me : At Gaga's house, leaving soon.
T : WHAT YOU DOING THERE!
Me : Soulmate house leh! What a question!?
T : WHAT IS SOULMATE? I WANT FACTS! WHAT YOU DOING THERE? I WANT FACTS?!
ME : SIAOPEH! WHAT FACTS?
T : I've been reading Angels and Demons during guard duty and I realise its all about facts!!!
Me : HAHAHAHA!!

So funny la this one.And we caught up and it was really nice lor.
The sms conversation is something to remember !

Me : ...Have a good day tomorrow..love you long time ...
Him : Love you till eternity. Cheh :)
Me : Haha,you just made me laugh,cheh your backside.Lol, Don't worry Tnesh I down for you when you buy bigger bike. If you want la. I shall down. Lol.
Him : Hahakz ya ya. As long as you come down your blk to see my big bike enough for me liao.
Me :Helolo. Your bigger bike is the only one I'll sit on too. SO yes a ride too. Haha. Nights Superstar! :)
Him : Nights superstar's super star

OKAY SO I'M LEFT WITH WHAT, 6 DAYS TO AMY'S ARRIVAL!
DAMN HYPED LA!
AMY, MEET TNESH LEH!! SEE THAT POLICEMAN! :)

And Amy's going to meet my girlfriends too! YAY YAY! It will be fun.

Overdue pics with the lovies will come in tomorrow.
Right now at 1 am, i am discussing with MIKE about my FYP!
Hahaha, see Yana! SO good right!
But seriously, I wanna get this part settled and we are good to continue man.
CAN RIGHT YANA LOVE? ZIRAH LOVE? MIKE LOVE? Hahahaha.
Damn stressed.
TOMORROW I SHALL DO IT.
More like later hor??

SAM I HOPE YOU HAD FUN WITH ARUNA LOR!!

Godspeed and my love.

I pray for GARFIELD!

Monday, June 22, 2009

I really hope and pray Garfield gets a job soon lor.
A HIGH PAYING ONE!
Sometimes it sucks when money issues hits you hard.
I'll go through it and so will my family.
Damn, I 'hate this phase' now Pavitra!
Hahahaha.

Good God!
DAMN STRESSED.

I just want to lift the burdens of my parents.
I want to do just that.

Amy's coming back on the 30 June!
And I am EXCITED.
I MEAN FOR REAL LA!
YOU GUYS CAN GO STALK HER AT THE AIRPORT IF YOU WANT TO.
Hahahaha.
She's coming back, and Sam's leaving after a week.

Too many things to handle.
Too many thoughts.
Too many emotions.

I miss my bestfriend's face so much, haven't seen him for 919394711 years already.

And also, sad thing is I doubt I'll see any of my friends on my birthday.
Except my Lalang, who'll be in the same class as me on my birthday!
YAY FOR THAT.
And we're heading to the temple together before school.
YAY ONCE AGAIN.

Lalang; his joy. says:
and i have a feeling you'll have the best birthday ever :)
for your adulthood to start
you will have the bestest things and ppl in it

And still I feel so eff-ed up.
I want to seriously help my family but ....damn...

Did I mention, that Gaga made a super cute comment?
Cause I was looking at my picture with Thiniboy when she said, 'Friend Tnesh gives good advice ah.I can't believe I am friends with Tnesh, I used to think. he was very arrogant.. So nice guy la he...', hahahaha.
I am so glad you guys are!!! Really really glad.
I will be happier if you were closer too. :)

I realised something last night, a friend of mine and I don't see eye to eye anymore.
Its sad, but I'm done trying to show you how important you are to me.

AMY WE NEED TO TAKE MANY PICS LA SIAL, I REALISED WE HAVE LIKE 1 NICE PICTURE ONLY?!!
#%^%&(*$## !!

I am damn stressed with FYP NOW.
I have damned UT tomorrow.
And then FYP till like 9 pm.
I will do this, I will.

Godspeed and my love.

P/S : Ms.Loveyyyy, I miss you alot!! Been 1000 years la,wish me on my birthday okay!!!?? :)

WHY DO I STILL FEEL SO BUMMED !?
MY BROTHER HAD TO DITCH ME AND STAY AT COUSINS', I FEEL LONELY NOW!

Money the root to all evil.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Lately I heard the most disturbing stories ever.
Which brings me to the title of my post ; Money the root to all evil.

No seriously, we have became so dependent on money, that most of us are only happy when our pockets are full of it.
We have chose to make something less worthy than love a top priority.
See this is the story I heard.

There was a super rich family.
And there were 3 daughters to the parents.
And I should emphasize that they were really FILTHY rich.
So rich that all 3 daughters had to care about their life so much they ignored their parents.
But so thats when God decided to let something affect them, and so he took away their father.
And their father was the only one who truly loved the mother, that the mum felt even worse after the only last loving person left.
The daughters never had time for their parents as much as they did boyfriends/husbands.
So the mum grew lonelier by day, the dad didn't leave more than 1 year and the mum did a suicidal.
WHY ?

The reason being the daughters were never home to care for her.
And the mum WAS rich, so rich that her money couldnt buy love.
It didnt.
Because even when the dad died, one of the daughters took the father's car without any permission from her mum, and did the husband even care where the car came from?
Or would it even matter what the wife of the late felt?
Nope.

Disgusting.
Disgusting people who would anything for vehicles which does what really?
Move you around town?
Let it be known you have a vehicle to people?
No seriously, how worth it is a vehicle to your morals?

Let me continue, so then when she passed on she hung herself in the middle of the house.
And remembering what Sam told me, its a slow painful death seriously.
Cause you wouldn't die till you break your neck/back.
So when she hung herself in the house is a disturbing image itself.
How about her writing on the mirror, 'Everybody cheated me!', in lipstick sounds like?
Or even how she took our RED sari to lay on the bed.

How disturbed was the mum with the lack of love that pushed her to this?
Money is not everything, and it will not be everything ever.
Even after the dad left, the daughters didnt give atleast a little more attention to the mum.
But if one of them were to atleast spend time with her, or if they were even at home right then the mum might have not done it.
But then again everything's written up there.

Which brings me back to my topic la.
Money.
There's only so much money can do with it.
Right now after their mum doing sucha traumatizing thing I hope they are affected.
I wouldnt sleep if I was any of the daughters.
I can't.
And the mother even wrote a note.
When I heard all these, I was far beyond disturbed.

And thats when my brother and I had a talk about life and death.
And haven I said? I have the best brother in my life.
I do.
If there's someone who educates me and has the worthy of being my Guru, its my brother.
The things he has taught me, values and morals shown is numerous.
And sometimes I wish la I was the bigger sister so I don't get controlled right?But I know I wouldnt be half as good as my brother.
He taught me more than anyone else can.
And someday I would tell my children that there's no one else who can teach me what my brother has.
Cause he's the best. :)

And then I told him, 'I don't want to have alot of money bro, I just want to have happiness.'
And these was his words before.
And he said, 'Exactly, all we need is enough money, but we can never have enough happiness if money becomes the most important thing.'
I want to have happiness.
I want to have happiness.
Just happiness.
And IF I don't have enough notes to look into my wallet, then I'll look at the photos in my wallet.
My brother's face.My bestfriend's face.
They are there, why do I need to be down?

:)))))

I want to have happiness.
And so I wouldn't try so hard living my life in this materialistic world.
I will be myself.
I am not saying I don't want a car know !
Hell I do!
I swear I do, but I won't go to the cheapest meanest way to get the cash to get my car.
There's always a RIGHT TIME, a RIGHT WAY to get all you want.
But if it involves ruining your morals by destroying your Mum and Dad then my car can wait till forever.
And believe it or not, the moment you become a good daughter you automatically become a good person/sister/friend.
So yes, I'll do that.

I want to have happiness.
Just happiness.
And so long there's love, I won't worry.
Cause really how much can a car do ?
But love can do hell lots.

I just want to have happiness.
I want to only be happy by being a successful person.
AND successful in my eyes would mean being a good daughter,I don't want to be the best daughter in the world.
I can't too. But I can be a good daughter.
I will take care of my parents even if they don't need me to.
I will, I will earn enough to send them on trips everywhere around the world cause thats my dad's biggest wish.
And I will live up to their name. I will forever be cultured cause I rather be cultured than be wild and be spoilt.

Often I ask myself, why do I get envious of girls with wonderful night lifes?
Yes its fun.
But!
How long is that fun going to last?!
And how fun is it going to be if I can do everything and anything I want ANYTIME?
Like it becomes a mundane life then.
And I'm not just saying these because I'll never be allowed by my parents to go out anytime.
But because if they allowed me to do so, I wouldnt' be here.
I wouldn't be studying in a poly.
I wouldnt' be pursing my art.
I would probably be one of the lame Indian girl wanna be gangster la!
Seriously.
So I thank God, my mum and dad may come from ICEAGE, hahahaa, but thank God they did, or I can't be who I am today.
See Oswind's like that too? He doesnt see the need of such fun of drinking/clubbing/smoking AND I do think thats its impossible to be like him and he's missing out so much of fun?
But when you sit down and ponder thats when realisation occurs.
How talented is Oswind? No words to describe.

And if money,vehicles are more important than the respect we show to our parents that I hope God shows all those what they deserve.

You know what else I am proud of ?
Till today my family, and I mean my mum's side are all awesome CULTURED people despite their age.
No really, till today, my cousin(brothers) who smokes never do it infront of their parents or even inside their house.
Cause thats respect.
Cause no matter how addicted they are to it, they know right from wrong.
It was a cute incident when my aunty happened to walk upon us and my cousins were having a fag, and so I gave an early call by exclaiming aloud to my aunty.
And I saw my brothers RUN like as if a Tsunami was after them just so my aunt will never see that stick in their palms.
What they don't know won't hurt right?

And then I have my eldest sister who's been married for very long and her father's like the most respected uncle in my family. We all fear him because of the respect people show him.
Till today my uncle doesnt think my sister who's almost 10-12 years older than me, has the need to go to exotic places like BoatQuay.
SO when my sister went for some work related dinner there she had to ACTUALLY explain herself.
Its cute.
And I am not saying my family is controlled so should yours.

But here's the part, my cousins are all well to do!
And we are tight because we all face the same controlling. The guys not much, but even if our parents don't all my brothers view the same picture to our parents.
See they are all control freaks and at the same they are all successful and most importantly they are HAPPY!

So what if we daughters are always going to be controlled in some way
Don't we still feel happy ?
I do.
So long I am with my cousins, my mum doesn't mind.Infact thats one beautiful thing in my family. My mum's side la. I am not close to my dad side.
We all only want one thing, togetherness.
My mum loves it when all the cousins gathers.
I can be out with them till 4 am 5 am, my mum won't mind.
But we avoid telling our mums till how late we were out.
Because, what they don't know don't hurt.They'll nag la no matter what.

See my parents,uncles and aunties have grown to a level where they care too much.
And though there must be limits to everything, they don't, and since they can't control how they feel about issues, we take the tact to not tell them things.

Like how last year I went clubbing with my cousins, do my aunts/uncles or even parents know a shit?
Nope.
But thats respect in my eyes.
A white lie is not a lie entirely right?
I admire every single one of my cousins. They can be old and they all have their fun/wild side, but when it comes to family they do all it takes to satisfy both parties. Ourselves and our parents.
Our parents are old, its hard for them to accept new things.
And clubbing is not a new thing, I know, but their mindset is such, and so if they can't accept it than how hard is it really to just not let them know. Or have a low profile?

There was a day, I decided to test water.
I said to my dad, 'DADDY! COME AH WE GO CLUBBING.' As we were watching some lame club ad on tv.
And his respond was so funny, 'GO LA, COME BACK HOME AND SEE IF DOOR LOCKED A NOT!'
I laughed la.
And he said, 'Don't have all these habits, I don't like it.'
My dad neither smokes nor drinks so tell me again how much more can he accept?
Hahahaha.

But if , just if, I randomly say that to my mum. (About going clubbing.)
OMGGGGGG!!
All her words will come out la!!!
Hahaha.

So I am proud of my roots.
And I don't give a shit to anyone who thinks my life is so screwed.
Cause seriously, its prolly better than yours.
What eventually matters is my thoughts.
My thoughts are everything. (Right Thiniboy,Gaga and Lalang :) ? )

But then life must be fair what.
So my husband shouldn't be that much of a control-freak right?
So ya, he won't.
Hahaha.

So yes, some would probably think how easier is their lives telling their parents the truth?
Truth is, you guys are blessed.
Ya'll prolly have good karma la! Hahaha, that your parents are open to all these.
But in life there's always going to be a balance.
SO yes we can't have the best of both worlds.
But we can choose, we can choose to be happy with it.

Because, all I want is happiness.
And I WILL do all it takes.
And I will work hard enough to have enough to buy a big house only because I can always have my cousins/friends come over and stay.
Because I too love togetherness.
And I will work hard enough and have enough money to give luxury to my parents cause they REALLY deserve it.They deserve it more than me.
And I will do all of these only because money is needed la, but its not bigger than my morals.
And I won't forget who I am essentially.
I will be successful, and that day I will have everything I want, I can go to sleep.
A long sleep. And never come back. :)

Godspeed and my love.

Ikan's 21st blast!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Ikan's bday was a blast la. I know his birthday happened 28483020 years ago but walau, alot of pictures leh!
Really I had too much of fun I wish the night didn't end.

But I think this event was essential for Sam, like the only chance to see all the guys before she flies off.
Anyways, I got a whole load of photos, so maybe I'll just go lesser on words again?
We reached the party late but seriously, when I entered the place, my eyes fell on one person who seemed to have the most familiar physique but not attire!?
So I took a closer look and I went 'OMG!' when I realised who that was.

Like OMG, he dressed up big time okay! THE SINGAPORE FITTEST PLAYER DRESSED UP SO WELL I COULDNT TAKE MY EYES OFF HIM.
So so so hot leh!

Oh and our way there, a few shots.

This was way before the night got higher! Hahahaha.
If you get what I mean.

Oh and how awesome is my hair straighter!!!???

Oh so upon reaching there, I was looking high and low for my dearest Thiniboy who was in a separate room as he was the deejay for the night.
And then I went to say hi to the rest. I was being polite but some people, but JUST SOME PEOPLE annoy the living shit outta me leh.
I am so used to having friendly people around me that when I see people otherwise it annoys me!
See there's this person, I'll name him M okay?
And he's an asshole. Lol God forbid he reads this.

And yes, I tried being friendly as I heard he won't respond and all.
I added him in FB and he'll ignore my request la.
Tsk tsk.
So I thought I would put that behind and say hi to him during the party.
So Sam said hi, and he responded.
So I thought, now its my turn, I tap him and I say, 'Hi' *smiles* and his reaction was so omg-classic la.
This is what I felt , *omg-YOU-ARE-SOarrogant-i-can-slap-your-face-right-now*. Because!!!!
He simply stared at me for like 3 seconds and then mustered the most *i-really-don-like-u-but-i'll-still-say-hi* 'hi.'

So I was like okay, fine I'll just put it behind me and have fun.
Hahaha.
So PHOTOS OKAY!
Did I mention that Maadu/Viknesh was super hot too?
Both Oswind and him were like Mafia Brothers la.
Okok photos!

Maadu,Mama-Nigga and my hot ThiniBoy! :)
I totally dig Maadu's suspenders la.

So wanna see how Os was dressed up!!??

OMG RIGHT!
Wait this not the killer picture yet!

NO SERIOUSLY TELL ME HOW HOT CAN THEY BOTH GET!?
WOOOOO!!!

I edited too!

I swear all of them dressed up so well, and its a nice sight la to see guys dress up more than girls.
Oh but yes!! I saw my Primary school teacher there, my P6 form teacher whom was my DM then and now the V.Principal!
I totally love her, and if theres a teacher who really impacted me big time, was her.
Though her ways were no where near gentle, I guess I performed in pressure.
So I came to realise somehow she was related to Ikan and she introduced me to her husband and son who was so cute laaaa.

Okay so yes, Party was at Ceylon and it was packed man.
As there werent really enough seats we were just standing around, talking to the guys and taking more photos.
Oh check out our very own NEYO!

Hawwwttttt!

And of course I took photos with these 2!

:) I love our picture so much! So stylo leh he!

Member whole way maintain muke this way la!! Like in most photos he went into his Mafia role and didnt smile la! Siaopeh! But he was my favourite mafia of the night la. ;)

SammyKutty and OssyBoy!
SPOT THE EAR STUD ON HIS EAR? Happening or what!

The bow tie is really cute la.
Vik was more than nice to send and fetch us all.

He will stand la 10 metres away to take photo all.

The siblings! Haha.

After all the cam-whoring, it was the entry of the birthday boy, so theme being MAFIA, they did it really classy man!
First walked in Ikan, and then followed by 4 Mafias right behind him. Maadu,Oswind,Chandra and Prem.
And as they came they all kissed Ikan's ring and then stood behind him like bouncers.
DAMN COOL I TELL YOU.
Alot of cat calls and what not! I was taken aback la, Oswind kept giving the suepr gangster look, too funny!

See Ossy boy behind!

And Ikan's family is really awesome la, his friends/family performed, danced spontaneously, some even sang! I think thats what is most important of every party la, to have your loved ones make you day big that one day and drop all they shyness they might have.
Damn nice to watch. :)

So yes, after which more photos!

NIGEL! Hahaha.

Shaun is one very good looking guy la.
Nigel's brother!

Oh yes, surprise appearance was by Rajiv, who totally made our day la,seriously.
He's too funny.

"Shahl! I see that you get very irritated when a photo is not taken properly.''
ASSHOLE!

And then a few games were played, and seriously, his family is awesome. They are.
They all came up to play the games and it was so funny. My form teacher got called up too, and it was sucha funny game la.
Meanwhile, I was talking to whoever whom I havent been for a while, and finally Ikan approaches us.

Birthday boy and Sam!

:) I hope you like our gift!

See I told you he maintained that face!

Shaun and Maadu

Honestly, Maadu can pose okay!

Shaun looks so cute.

But yes, I think there's this candid photo of Rajiv and Maadu and it was BEYOND HAPPENING LA! Then again, it might not be candid la.

Nice right? Love the hand gesture from both! Lol.
Rajiv : What the hell da?
Maadu : Shut up!

As time passed, there were more games and then came the shock of my life okay.
See the M-person and I are so totally not friends. Like he hates me la k!
So I gave up trying to talk to him and all and then I was surrounded by the other guys when suddenly the Emcee goes, 'Okay next couple, can we have M**** and Shahlu on stage?'
ANd I go BLANK OKAY?
Cause only one person calls me Shahlu what, Ossy boy!
And Ikan started too.

So I thought it was someone else, and suddenly I realised it was me!!!!!!!
OMG, I WAS LIKE GONA WALK AWAY when so many hands grabbed me and pushed me to go up the stage, and from the corner of my eye I saw someone in red sprinting away la!! I tried to get off all the hands la, Sam was laughing at me.
Like seriously, I was so shocked and Vik was like, 'She's gona cry la!', and I'm like 'NO!'
Finally I got loose, ran towards the deejay room and banged on the door, 'THINI OPEN!!!'

Thini : 'Was it you they really called for?'
Shahl : 'YA OMG! I don't wana go out!!!'
Thini : *Laughs*

And then they get a call to ask where I was, and Thini's cousin who was helping him said I WAS WITH them in the room!!!
-.-

But thank GOD no one came to look for me, after like 7 mins, I walked out of the room hoping it was safe zone already and guess who I saw coming back after their run! That M person!(You guys can try guessing who la. *RED*)
Like member will run out of the Ceylon place all.
If it was another person who was nice and friendly I would have gone up the stage okay!
(Or maybe then again , I don't know la. Shy leh!)

All I knew was we exchanged glares like omg- glares and we walked in opposite directions.
Lol! Walaueh, I was so ready to murder Ossy boy for giving my name when I realised it was the birthday boy who did!

Hahaha, but they didnt let me forget that incident did they? Kept making fun and all.
Asshole man seriously.
Okay back to more photos.

I am only putting up this photo cause Shaun looked too cute and I ought to share it!
-.-

See I felt that I shouldn't let personal vendettas come in between photo sharing, so I'll put this up cause I think its really a nice photo. :)

Muhes and Shaun :)

Once again! Lol.

Featuring favourite mafia! "Mafias don't like being favourites.'' WALAUEH LAME LA! I reckon my nose does look nice from this angle okay! GOT BRIDGE!

Caught eating the damn nice jelly la! :)

Sam and Lata

Cousins!

She's really pretty lor.
I love her hair.

Nigel! Hahaha.He makes having long arms not useful for cam-whoring la.

Awww! I LOVE HER!
:) Mrs Ravi! Amybro you remember hor? :)

Group Shot!!! Many boys ah!!

Birthdayboy and Aruvin . Cousins too leh!

Aruvin and Samantha!

Ahem ahem, Mama-Nigga(Lalang's Bil) and birthday boy! Hahaha.
;)

And us!

This photo I likeeee. Hahaha. Ok Pavitra don't jealous on this okay? Lol!

The drunk boy!

Ossy boy : Kudikaran!!! (Drunkard)
Sara : Dei, I drank but I'm not taking a photo with her cause I am drunk, I just want to.
Me : Hahahaha!

There's this really nice photo of Ossyboy and I need to share okay!
His smile was so genuine la. Seriously.
It was taken with the birthday boy's mum.

So handsome, so so so handsome la.
Right Gaga? :) Hahahaa. But seriously, damn handsome. Love the smile! Love you .

Did I mention how happening the dance floor was ? Hahaha, I got to see Ossyboy dancing all!
Fuuuyoohhhh!!! DAMN HAPPENING LA.
And it was so funny seeing Maadu dance too.
And Thiniboy was having his own dance floor from where he was standing.
While Rajiv and Pravin did their thing to celebrate.
It was a wonderful night! Lol.

Muhes and I. He looks good in smart wear.

Guess who was nice enough to come feed me jelly just so I will be convinced its nice.

Awwww right? Lol.

Oh yes, of course photos were taken with Thiniboy in the little gaps he had to exit his room. :)
Save the best for the last leh.

I love you alot!

I reckon this is nicer hor? :)

While in the car back home, Rajiv was seriously the bomb la.
He was so funny I swear I didnt laugh that much that night till then.
Damn damn funny.
And maybe somethings are just meant to be kept and not shared.
All 5 of us really laughed our guts out.
Oh no, 4 of us really laughed our guts out.
Rajiv was why.
Hahahaha.

It was a blast. I had fun. :)

Godspeed and my love till the next.
And I think I'll un-password my blog soon la. Lol.

P/s : My girlfriends been asking me about my birthday plans and all, and I realised I am dreaming so much about my 21st than my 20th next week.
I mean seriously,the biggest gift is to just spend time with me that day.
I hope Thiniboy remembers my bday with his stupid STM(short term memory) problem.

And people I expect to WISH ME !!!!
Cousins are a must, esp my sisters
Ms.Lovey!
GAGA
AMY
SAM
PAVITRA
LALANG

Hahahah, you guys make my world. :)