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Since 24/08/06 ................... Person/People here right now!

This is going to be random as it gets.
But I have a story.
About this friend, I made not long ago.
She's a wonderful person inside out.
Heart as big as the whole world.
Sometimes I wonder where she gets all love from, but sometimes I wish she had more of her courage than love.

I don't know why the sudden urge, but I think I should let it all out.
In the way we both love to ; writing.
I never had a friend write me so much of poems with so much of thoughts.
But sometimes I wonder if you really mean all of it in it.

Because, love, I want to be apart of your world.
I want to be apart of your life openly.
I don't just want to be there till he finds out.
So let me be.
I am sure the least I can do is be the bestfriend to you like how you have been.

I don't know how I got so attached to you.
I merely knew you.
But as we spoke and bonded we got closer than we thought.
Tighter than we would have imagined.

Its funny how your whole family knows me, but * can't know.
Its sad actually, it really is.
I know you told me you'll try.
But I don't see any effort.
I can't judge, but this is what I see.

You blew me away many times with your mature thoughts.
And more times with your actions.
You knew better than me in most situations, but you always allowed me to have the first say.
Remember the time we were at *'s house, and you stood up not caring about who's watching you, only wanting to pray to his dad.
I realised how good of heart you had, and I remember the sms you sent telling me how you're praying for * to get stronger.
I was touched, I was taken aback.
So much of love, yet so little courage.

Come out of your shell.
You heard what *'s mum said, don't repeat it.
You're young, you can make a change to your life right, so why don't you?
I don't see how it will impact your relationship with him,but tell him, cause its all about love and trust isn't it?
He will have to accept it cause you mean that much.

I can't force, but I hope I don't have to walk away from you.
I wouldnt want, but dont make such a situation arise.
You've been sucha helping hand to me in so many ways even my other closer ones don't know about.
They don't.
This irreplaceable love I get, only from you.

So tell me again, love, when will the day come?
For us to hang out openly.
For you to save my name in your phone.
For you to be seen with me.

I'll always be here with arms open wide, for you to come and smile with that dumb smile of yours and tell me that things have changed.
Only cause you'll be happier that way.
I love you.