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Thursday, May 21, 2009

I have this super bad feeling about something...
And damn is it gona happen..
I can feel my inside speaking...
I am going to be handicapped for a while now...

IF I DON'T RETURN YOUR CALLS/SMSES then please realise that Starhub's doing some magic and they want to see how many of their customers die without their outgoing.
Yes yes, barred.
TILL I FRIGGING PAY.
So, if I don't respond then sorry it means I CAN'T FROM TOMORROW!!!

And FYP is going smooth thanks to Yana love, seriously the amount of work she puts in scares me cause I don't know half of what she does.
THank you for being so patient with us.THANK YOU for guiding us.
Thank you so much.
I really don't know where we would be without you.
And I owe you cookie kan? Soon eh!
And I'm 3/4 done with homepage! Haha. :))) I am proud to have contributed.

Oh did I say how much of an awesome time I had with my SEC4 gathering.
FRIGGING SEC 4 GATHERING K!
Thats the bomb I had so far la.
Chrians rock! MORE THAN NORTHLAND LOSERS! Lol.
Funny how 3/4 of the people who surround me are from the loser school.
Okay so yes, we met at 9 am last SATURDAY and they had a bus catered cause respond was that good.
And we were off to Siloso, I had such a nice time getting back with some of them.

Like JERONME, whom I truly missed too much.
And ANGELA who never fails to update me on all that has been going on.
And JOEL who is so so hot now, and was Tnesh's bestfriend in Primary school.
Hahaha, we have grown so much these years, but there's still the bond which unites us.

Me : You know Thinesh ah Joel?
Joel : Ya! I know! How you know him?
Me : My bestfriend la..
Joel : He was my bestfriend in pri school okay!
Me : Hahahaha.
Joel : But seriously how you know him....

Picturesss !!

So many people right....so fun!!

See the guy next to Jeronme, thats Jonathan k, the one without a shirt on.
Just remember how he looks k.

Jon's gf,Angela Chan,Yeewen,Charis,Justin and Angela

Missed you alot my bestest friend in secondary school! :)

And you too :)

And thats about all, theres more lor, I'll come back soon with the remaining.
But my day spent there was awesome.
Games of captain ball,dog & bone was so so so fun la.
We remembered how back in our PE lessons we would be playing captain's ball so competitively.

And I was the only Indian there, YAY! NO drama. But really, I get along well with Chinese people maybe because of my interest in their language, and so my day was awesomeee.
Jeronme drove us to Vivo when we were leaving. I got the front seat of course ! Hahah.
I missed Jeronme and Angela too much. I am hoping they'll do these more often.

Okay, remember how I asked ya'll to rmb Jonathan's face?
Lol, cause I came across the funniest ever picture taken during assembly 7 years ago.
When we were in Sec 1 la!
Hahahaha.

THE THIRD BOY FROM THE FRONT IS JONATHAN LA! lol!!! His eyes that are almost non existing. Hahaha.
And see how adorably cute is Elan? The Indian boy behind. Awwww!! :)

And a camp during my primary 2 days! I loved my primary school alot la.

Okay lets get back....tomorrow we're having a gathering with Pavitra.
She organized it , so I am just going to get my ass down and meet her and her dog!
Lol, I hope it doesnt kill me la.
Pavitra, seeing you where again?
Text me k?
I can't wait. Sam, bring camera k! Some real photos need to be taken before you fly off.

Sam's flying off on the 8 July to Perth, UWA, where Amy's studying too.
And her course ends within 3 years, so its going to be one long stay there la.
So 1st July Amy comes back for a short trip. (Shaun you wanna meet her? Lol)
And 8 July Sam leaves..

And before that, Tnesh leaves on the 9 June to camp.
So yes, so many outings, so little time.
And I really can't afford time after school these days, I really want to get going with my FYP, so I am really busy I might actually be ignoring some people,but don't mistake me leh, I'll come back when I am free. :)

But yes, Thini boy, we need to go out with Gaga soon k? She wanna go out with you before you head to camp! :)) And with Sam too!
And we seriously need to take some good photos so I can set it as my wallpaper k bestfriend? I love you so much. And know that k?

Ms.Lovey wants me and my friends to come down for her Engagement la.
How I wish I can.
But Tnesh promised me to drive me down in Jan, that is if I can get out of my house. -.-
I still can't believe I met her la! Haha.

And you know what? I am sick, so sick of all the hiding, the lying the manipulative,sly, cunning attitudes.
So here's to ya'll, I am officially calling it quits on you people.
Have fun together. I'm out,don't frigging even bother about who's this for.
Disgusted enough. No really, when I mean I am out it means I am.
So dont effing come back and ask me why what who and all.
I don't intend to waste anymore time on you.
And maybe nobody would know your intentions, but we know how true you were.

Did I mention that I watched this Tamil movie with Tnesh, and he convinced Lalang to come along. (*YAY*)
And it was so so fun watching a psychotic movie with a psycho on my right.
Kk, Tnesh, hold it k? Lol.
But really, Tnesh is so nice la. Paid for our tix all.
Thank you dearest.
Its a movie worth watching, so watch Sarvam k!!

I love you. :)

That's all for now.
Amy, I know k, I know. :)
Godspeed and my love.

So this how my best post starts off...a preview now....

"I reach this stage where I start making decisions.
And clear bold ones.
As for now,I would only say I am more than satisfied with everyone around me.
I am so thankful for every single one around me that I feel dumb I had to miss certain people.

As I once said, keep the people you had in your past in your heart where it requires no revision but just permanence.
To the friends I had in my past, especially one, thank you thank you for all that you have done.
But today I reached the thought that, hell you don't deserve me.
You don't deserve the best.
And one day when it dawns on you, its gona hurt you. Not the way it hurt me, but something even worse.

You taught me one thing, you taught me to stand on my own feet.
I was handicapped while you were always there on my side .
I was la. Totally.
With the thought that you're always gona be next to me, I barely had to feel alone.
But it taught me well.
It taught me so well to learn how to be independent.
It taught me to control over thoughts and emotions.
I knew how to start keeping things to myself, just so I don't end up making everything an issue.

I wouldnt hate you.
I wouldnt dislike you.
At the same time I wouldnt have the same thoughts I once did.
Cause you jeopardized it.
But thank you for that, I've came way far......"