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Since 24/08/06 ................... Person/People here right now!

I think I have said something about writing about this matter for the last time before.
But damn dogs are dogs arent they?
So here's to you :
Don't be a effing balless ass, getting your friend to call my friend.
BALLESS NO?
Whats disgusting is you trying your mighty best to get numbers of my friends so you can go crying out to them?
Behave like a men, or first behave like a human.

My friends never intervened till you forced it to occur.


Your friend has a life I bet or maybe she doesnt if she's living it off by calling my friends.
Yeah, I think its an issue, calling my friends is an issue.
Cause duh, dumb ass they are my friends.
Whats more lifeless is saying things like 'Don't tell Shahl....', no seriously my friends dont give a shit to any of ya'll.
See the difference is simple, you spent your effing free time talking about me and how to get to me or my friends like 24/7 or less but you do?But hey, thanks for attention.
I get more good out of it.Maybe except seeing the faces I swear to god I wish not to.
The thing with me and my friends is we dont know who the eff you are so we dont talk about people we dont know.
So thats the maturity level difference.
Spot on ?

Appearing infront of me like an effing loser wont change anything.
Omg, I never ever regretted anything in my life but this.
Begging won't change a shit too.
And getting the eyes checked would be the best thing to do seeing as, one can claim how i look at you?
Omg!
Please LAST thing I'll do.
No really, living in a self-denial world is not healthy.
But if thats your life then kudos.

Bloodsucking leeches should remain as leeches, but stop sucking my life.

LAST WORDS TYPED IN REGARDS.
I SWEAR.
NEVER EVER .


On a sadder note,
I feel the need to apologise to you.

And here's my apology to you.
I know I have hurt you.
I am sorry about it,but you know you really know don't you?
You know where I place you in my life?
You know that today, when you came down just for me I was awed, it didnt take you more than 30 mins but you were down.
Just to assure that I'm fine.
You didnt need to.
But you did.

But don't just throw words at me, cause you're important to me.
So very important to me that I need you as long as life can take me.
Its true that I felt otherwise over the accumulated feelings,but you changed all of it.
Through your words and most importantly your actions.
I told you not to come down today, but you did.
And I realised you wanted to be there regardless of what I said.
I may have said about the ending, yes I did only cause I didnt feel anything.
I didn't receive anything from your end to feel so.

If I am wrong to expect it, I'm sorry.
But I am going to be honest and say I expect it.
I expect you to be there for me when I have problems .
I expect you to be there giving me your shoulder literally while I cry/complain to you.
I expect you to be that one special friend who's never failed me. :(

And while I type all this,I know your ready to give them all to me.I do know.

I'm sorry boy.
I really am.
Once again, I have to go through this phase .
And even if its a permanent one, then thank you for all that you have done.
I'm going to thank you regardless how you say you dont need my thanks.
I am going to remain thankful till the day comes where I'll be in your house doing up someone else's bday card.
I am going to remain thankful till the day comes where I'll be screaming your name out while you dance.
I am going to remain thankful till the day comes where you go psycho in your house.
I am going to remain thankful till the day you yell at me for arriving late.
I am going to remain thankful till the day you tell me I dont have to be.

And if all these doesnt happen ever, then I'll remain thankful for the rest of my life.

Till then, I'm sure you have your other loves.

To think that i even had plans on watching every Dhool episode with you along with J* in your house. :(
Looks like it'll never happen huh?


I am sorry.

Thanks T* for all that you have done.
I love you.


And almost like a rollercoaster ride...of feelings.
I'm exhausted.

P/s : My blog's song's changed..

And the tears continue....