ppdone!
Thursday, July 31, 2008
BUSY WITH PP!And that stands for Professional Profiling ! :)
So so, I did my PP within a day okay,and it does have quality.
And I am glad *'s there!
I need secrets in my blog to make ya'll wanna know ? Lol.
So I have my superhero who'll be there during weekends.
And he's funny.
Okay apart from that, I had a weird dream it was a tad bit scary.
And Rajiv had to be an ass and be mean to J*.
omg rajiv yesterday i dreamt tht i drove my dad's company lorry(dun ask me how could i, it was auto) but i was driving la
omg then i bang into many ppl and things but nth happened to me know and the cars also
but the driving felt so real..
bang?..... juen must be beside u rite?
HAHAHA OMG!
GO DIE
Yeah I am kinda lost in some aspect.Been hearing things and its not exactly rumours.
But lets hope the light dawns upon the truth.
As I once remember quoting, 'The truth take 2 seconds to be spoken, the lie takes an entire life to cover each other.'
So if there's some truth you think you owe me, out with.
SPECIAL SHOUTOUT TO MS.LOVEY : I FRIGGING MISS YOU.AND PLEASE OH PLEASE RECEIVE THE PRESENT. :( I was ranting about it to my dad.He's like maybe she'll get it this week la. :(
YOU HAVE TO. OMG!

She's my awesome sister by love and I love her too much.
Picture blurred on intention, shes too pretty to show ya'll!
A video I owe you guys will be up tomorrow. :)
And also Sam's bday photos will be up tomorrow.
And a few videos of this awesome dancer.
Lastly, some interesting news if your a fan of dhool/danz areana/any dance thing:
Blog to read Click here!
They are pretty awesome ay! :)
Any afterall we live by our equation which J* knows well of :
Indians = ?
Lol.
Much loves.
HAPPYBIRTHDAYSAM!
Tuesday, July 29, 2008

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

:)

Prettyyyyy!!






/28/2008 9:30:10 PM Samantha G :( BUT U KNOW SOMEHTING. i came into this world at 11.58pm
7/28/2008 9:30:17 PM Samantha G :( HAHAHAHAHHAHAH!! relax and come out."
(So go check out the time of this entry!)
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMG.
I HOPE TODAY WAS A BLAST AND WE THREW IN A SUNFLOWER FOR YOU BRO!
THATS A FIRST FOR US TOO !
DIDNT THROW LITERALLY.
BUT YOU DESERVE THE SUN-FLOWER SAM-SHINE! :)
So Ms.Relax Queen, I hope you really love our card/presents!
Its been awesome knowing you that 3-4 years,and you have taught me,taught Juen alot.
And if there's one thing I won't worry about you, it is about us drifting away.
Simply cause, I know even if 10 years from now or even if we stay in different continents I know I'll still be in your thoughts somehow.
You have taught me how to divert my attention to the more important things.
You have taught me to become wiser.
You have taught me how important life is with the right things.(Education)
You have become very important to me.
So to many more birthdays with you : HAPPY FRIGGING 19TH BRO!
So I had a great time with SamG today! Along with her khakis Aruna(YAY!We hung out),Kiki,Sarah .They are a great bunch!
Smart people and funny and sweet, they are awesome. Aruna is seriously so cute la, I love that chick.
She'll talk as if she'll handle everything.
Like how we were talking if we should order fries,and Aruna'll casuaully say,'Yaya, we should.'.
And I'm like,'Shut up Aruna',and she'll give a cute face.Lol! :)
SamG you have awesome friends and don't bully Kiki la! She's so innocent.
CONGRATS KIKI FOR GETTING THE "*" GRADE FOR FYP! LOL.
MUCH LOVES !
things happen..
Saturday, July 26, 2008
I think I have said something about writing about this matter for the last time before.
But damn dogs are dogs arent they?
So here's to you :
Don't be a effing balless ass, getting your friend to call my friend.
BALLESS NO?
Whats disgusting is you trying your mighty best to get numbers of my friends so you can go crying out to them?
Behave like a men, or first behave like a human.
My friends never intervened till you forced it to occur.
Your friend has a life I bet or maybe she doesnt if she's living it off by calling my friends.
Yeah, I think its an issue, calling my friends is an issue.
Cause duh, dumb ass they are my friends.
Whats more lifeless is saying things like 'Don't tell Shahl....', no seriously my friends dont give a shit to any of ya'll.
See the difference is simple, you spent your effing free time talking about me and how to get to me or my friends like 24/7 or less but you do?But hey, thanks for attention.
I get more good out of it.Maybe except seeing the faces I swear to god I wish not to.
The thing with me and my friends is we dont know who the eff you are so we dont talk about people we dont know.
So thats the maturity level difference.
Spot on ?
Appearing infront of me like an effing loser wont change anything.
Omg, I never ever regretted anything in my life but this.
Begging won't change a shit too.
And getting the eyes checked would be the best thing to do seeing as, one can claim how i look at you?
Omg!
Please LAST thing I'll do.
No really, living in a self-denial world is not healthy.
But if thats your life then kudos.
Bloodsucking leeches should remain as leeches, but stop sucking my life.
LAST WORDS TYPED IN REGARDS.
I SWEAR.
NEVER EVER .
On a sadder note,
I feel the need to apologise to you.
And here's my apology to you.
I know I have hurt you.
I am sorry about it,but you know you really know don't you?
You know where I place you in my life?
You know that today, when you came down just for me I was awed, it didnt take you more than 30 mins but you were down.
Just to assure that I'm fine.
You didnt need to.
But you did.
But don't just throw words at me, cause you're important to me.
So very important to me that I need you as long as life can take me.
Its true that I felt otherwise over the accumulated feelings,but you changed all of it.
Through your words and most importantly your actions.
I told you not to come down today, but you did.
And I realised you wanted to be there regardless of what I said.
I may have said about the ending, yes I did only cause I didnt feel anything.
I didn't receive anything from your end to feel so.
If I am wrong to expect it, I'm sorry.
But I am going to be honest and say I expect it.
I expect you to be there for me when I have problems .
I expect you to be there giving me your shoulder literally while I cry/complain to you.
I expect you to be that one special friend who's never failed me. :(
And while I type all this,I know your ready to give them all to me.I do know.
I'm sorry boy.
I really am.
Once again, I have to go through this phase .
And even if its a permanent one, then thank you for all that you have done.
I'm going to thank you regardless how you say you dont need my thanks.
I am going to remain thankful till the day comes where I'll be in your house doing up someone else's bday card.
I am going to remain thankful till the day comes where I'll be screaming your name out while you dance.
I am going to remain thankful till the day comes where you go psycho in your house.
I am going to remain thankful till the day you yell at me for arriving late.
I am going to remain thankful till the day you tell me I dont have to be.
And if all these doesnt happen ever, then I'll remain thankful for the rest of my life.
Till then, I'm sure you have your other loves.
To think that i even had plans on watching every Dhool episode with you along with J* in your house. :(
Looks like it'll never happen huh?
I am sorry.
Thanks T* for all that you have done.
I love you.
And almost like a rollercoaster ride...of feelings.
I'm exhausted.
P/s : My blog's song's changed..
And the tears continue....
HAPPY BDAE MS.LOVEY!
Friday, July 25, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MS.LOVEY!
I AM GOING TO RISK IT AND PUT ATLEAST ONE PICTURE OF HER,CAUSE I BELIEVE YA'LL NEED TO KNOW HOW GORGEOUS SHE IS INSIDE OUT!
Juen's like saying why only one!?
Lol.Okay 3 pics and thats it.
I hope the birthday lady doesnt go mad that I am FINALLY putting up her picture.
So here's to my sister not by blood but love.
HAPPY FRIGGING BIRTHDAY.
You deserve to feel damnnnn happy today!
Cause you just deserve to!
Your have been sucha important person in my life even by living miles away.
And you never fail to be there for me as well.
I love you for who you are.
And you have been more than a sister/friend to me in the past months I've known you.
You're really nice and genuine and nothing people say will change my views on that.
I may know you through a lame friendster, but thank god for that as I WOULD have missed out on something so rare and beautiful.
My family's waiting to see you.
They have been watching me prepare your presents at home and all.
And seen your photo up on my collage, you are definitely an addition to my life.
I am waiting patiently(not very now) for your arrival.
Come by your new jengjeng okay!
We'll cam-whore.
Bring your pretty bestfriend too, and I'll bring you to meet all my lovies and also to all our lepak area.
And we'll have fun.
I am visualizing already so's the cheena doll J*. Hahaha.
i know!!!! SO PRETTY RIGHT?
HAVE FUN TODAY!
SERIOUSLY!
GO DO ALL THE HOT STUFF WITH YOUR HOT JENGJENG!
And and and, call me!
Omg, I cannot believe we have never spoken over the phone,but we have utilized every other way.
Emails,smses,msn,friendster,tags.
LOL!
So here's to you and to our beautiful love filled relationship!!!!
I love you so much.
I can't wait for you to get the present !!!! :)
Love love love you~
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY ONCE AGAIN!!
Much loves!!!
happybirthdaygaga!
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE ONLY INDIAN GIRLFRIEND I GREW UP WITH!!!


SO prettyy.

During NDP!(National Day Parade Ms.Lovey) Lol.
I remember how Gaga laughed at me saying that I could be spotted from across the stadium for wearing blue among the blue of red! Lol.

I always forget that Sam and Gaga know each other.
OMG YOU'RE TWENTY BABE!
HOW OLD IS THATTTT?
HAHAHA.
ANYWAYS, I AM TRULY HAPPY I HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE.
YOUR ALWAYS DOING THE NICEST THING EVERRRRRR FOR ME.
I remember those times I'll be working in John Little and you'll come with your mum and bro to see me and also to pass me the hot waffle you know I love.
I remember those times I'll be the first to be called up when you have a NDP ticket,movie ticket,a dance show ticket and we'll go together having so much of fun.
I remember those times I'll come to your house to celebrate the end of O'levels and we'll watch Ghajini to celebrate it.Lol.
I remember those times we would go to malls and shop and argue about which is nicer and in the end I'm always right.
Lol.
I can go on with the memories we have thus far, but I wont, cause there are so many memories coming along.
We are going to a long way as friends.
ANd I love you for who you are Gaga!
And I love your bro too.Hahaha.
I am very thankful for having you.
And I wish that this day would be an extremely sweet one!
Love you so much babe.
thanksss

Special thanks to a few people.
Sam
Amy
Juen
My eldest sister.
Had a huge omg time earlier.
And I am glad that even right now with my swollen eyes I have ya'll to turn to.
Thanks Sam for making sure I am alright,constantly telling me what to do and all.
It means alot for me to know that theres someone there who listens to all that I say, BEFORE commenting.
Means hell alot.
To Amy,you dont know how your sms made me cry more and smile at the same time,but bro the bestest thing I ever can have is you, and not only that,but the fact that we can stay in different parts of the world and you'll still SMS/CALL/MSN just to make sure I am okay.
You'll send me the nicest thing and tell me to be strong,and all the time you say I am strong tears me up,cause you know me.You know very well. :)
And what was AMY'S sms? Lol. "Don't cry,ur so much stronger than this.Smile please pretty girl love u always."
I knowww I have the best of friends uh.
Juen is classic as always.
Calls me, "OI! WHAT HAPPEN?"
Hahahaha, sometimes thinking about her while I cry makes me laugh.
And thanks bro, I know your always there 24/7 especially after midnight. -.-
Hahahha.
Thanks Ya'll.
My Eldest sis gave me a good long talk and it ended with so much of tears.
But I realise I need to do certain things to make my life better la.
My sis really spoke in sucha way that it went straight to my heart.
And I won't forget anything she said. :)
Okayyy anyways...
I got more pics I stole from Killabeez.


Yes T*'s acting all gay.

Coolio la.

:) YA'LL ROCK MY WORLD BIG TIME!
And to you , I don't really care about priorities anymore,cause I just don't.
Or maybe I do.
But it doesnt matter,cause to me, whether your happy is the most important thing.
So don't got hard on yourself.
Everything will be fine for you. :)
Much lovessss
Monday, July 21, 2008
I
THINK
I NEED TO PUT
THIS
POST
SO
THAT THE
POST BELOW
DOESNT HIT MY TEMPLATE
AND
GET
SCREWED UP
SO IF
YOU REALLY WANNA
KNOW WHATS GOING ON THUS FARRRRRR
READ
OKAYY!!!
CHECK OUT T*S HOT ABS OKAY!!
HAHAHAHAHA!!!!
:)
A bit more...
bear with meeeeee
XOXO
YOU KNOW YOU LOVE ME
killabeezvickyparty
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Got pictures to upload! And alot of things to talk about.
SO first up!!
SAT NIGHT = T*'S HOT COMPETITION AT SP!
So, met J*,Sam at admiralty and was off to Dover.
Then we waited for Dianalove(T*'s girlfriend) .
Who by the way made us wait for like 294754920 years
just because her boyfriend's a Superstar.-.-
Lol.
I was seriously in a pool of Indians man.
Like i felt intimidated cause we are the biggest judgmental people,
so its more than normal to have a group of people stare at you and discuss about you in your face!?
So yeh, we saw many funny people too la.
The way they dressed up, they would turn Sp into a club if allowed. -.-
So we were there from like 5.30,waiting to enter the convention centre at 6pm.
But knowing Indian timing and all, we entered at like 6.30pm,
and the show was supposed to start at 6 know?
But yeh,very accustomed to this, show started at 7.30pm.
I was like praying and praying for the show to start cause
I initially asked V*
to fetch me at 7.30pm,but show started then,
so I quickly smsed him to pick me up at 8.15, hoping with all my might that
5 performance in 45 mins = possible.
Cause T* was the fifth group to perform out of like 18 groups?
ANd omg, I swear the SUPPORT they got!?!?!
OVER-WHELMING KNOW?
Like even the host who by the way was Vishnu knew about Killabeez's popularity.
So there were 2 hosts, one was this guy Vishnu the other was this girl,
so they took turns shouting out the 18 groups who were performing la.
So it went like this : "AGNI RELOADED!!!!" *People scream to support*
And the female host goes on to say another team, "SYNCHRONIZ*, and their supporters
clap and shout.
But for like Killabeez it was different?
He said this in a very nonchalant tone, 'Okay next one...killabeez', and the auditorium
screamed , like literally it went wild.
And of course Diana,J* and I were screaming la! Not sure of Sam,
I never heard her scream before! Hahahaha.
It was nice supporting your bestfriend and that feeling beats
everything else hands down.
Like i believe a friend expects his/her bestfriend to be there for him/her
while they do their best things ?
So I AM PROUD i went down, cause I am DAMN proud of T*, he's awesome and you'll see why.
Oh yeh,before the show started we met T*,and they were like all set with make-up,'
extensions braided, omg la I SWEAR T* LOOK DAMN PRETTY.
The make-up was done so perfectly, they outshined all the other dancers then itself la.
Their costume all revealed their assets which most of them had : 6 pac.
And we need not go to T*'s 6 pacs, they speak for themselves.
Hahaha, but yeh their costume was super nice?
It was different, and their dance involved contemporary moves?
IT WAS HOTNESS!!
Believe it or not I have watched T*'s performance more than 21 times now and I am not bored.
SeriouslY!
Throughout the 5 groups who danced, T*'s group was OUTSTANDING
and they were the only group who had most of the people in the auditorium clapping to their dance!
Thats not surprising know,but the fact that their song was a slow song and yet people clapped
along was whoaaa, and of course Dianalove and I started the clapping thing!
Coincidentally all us Killabeez supporters sat in the same area and we were damn near to the stage
so the support was huge!!!!
So came the time for them to perform,and omg omg omg the support seriously la,
was WHOAAA.
We were screaming our lungs out, they began their dance and it was SUPER NICE.
I swear I would say this would be their best choregraphy like EVER!
And the moves were sleek.
Ya'll know how dancers seldom change their position,
like if they are behind they remain behind most of the times?
It wasn't so with these beez la,
T* was flying from one corner to another, and they were all doing it,
thou I saw T* flying here and there and they would do it in sucha a nice way that sometimes you would expect them
to bang into each other or something but NO THEY WERE PERFECT PERFECT PERFECT.
Ya'll must watch the video and of course we have the best resolution of it cause J* FILMED it and once again thanks to the front seats.
After the dance was over I left my girls and went down to wait for V*,and the place I waited was where all the dancers were so T* was there and he like sent me to the place V* was gna pick me up asking me over and over again if it was nice I'm like, 'HELL YEAH!'
So V* came with Ghaz and we were off to Safra.
I was fashionably late for the first ever time for a party by 2 hours.I reached at 9pm.
Saw my dance mate there,Priya that is and then saw Bambam's cousin who was the birthday girl's ex classmate. :)
So I sat with them and yeh the party was whoaaa la.
The birthday girl is SO GORGEOUS omg!
Oh yeh, I got to know her through Priya and coincidentally her brother is also someone from the same gang asT*& V* but we arent close la.
And the Indian community is seriously small know,my mum was a ex colleague of all the aunties of the birthday girl so they all knew me .They are really very nice people I must say.
Party was great. I wasn't with V* and all,cause I sat with the girls.And its nice la sometimes to be away from your close friends although we are attending the same function.Lol.
Then came the time for performances, the birthday girl(Vicky)'s cousins were very supportive,giving solo performances and all. And there was a performance for Vicky and she didnt have a clue about and that performance was by Priya(my dance mate) who's the bestfriend of Vicky, performing along with the 2 cousins of Vicky.
So I sat with Priya and at times going out to talk to Oswind,Andy and all. :)
Then finally it was time to cut the cake?
And it wasnt just the 21st birthday cake,it was also Vicky's brother's birthday, the younger brother that is.
So they had another cake for him.
But the bomb was, they got like 21 people if am not wrong to give roses to Vicky?
So significant right?
Like 21 most important people to her, and of course her bestfriend Priya was one of the most important.
So sweet.
Yeh afterwhich,was the surprise performance by Priya and the cousins.
I recorded it too! Super cute la.
Oh yeh the deejay was good la, playing all the superrrr nice songs.
Around 10.30 pm, the dance floor started, and then I went into the area to snap photos of V* dancing like an OMG TYPICAL INDIAN okay!?
And he'll say that he don't like to go places where there are many many indians.
Ironic uh. -.-
Hahaha but it was damn funny la.
I'll put pics up aiite?
Priya liked pulled me to dance,but no la I didnt really cause like...yeh...ahaha
So I was trying to tell Vicky that I needed to go off, so while she was dancing, I went up to her ear to shout cause the music was loud, and after hearing me she pulled me and danced with me, lol so for like a few seconds.
V* was missing, and I had to be home by 11, it was 10.45 pm already la.
Saw Vicky's parents just before I left so I thanked them and said bye,
then I saw all the aunties and said bye too.
And then thats when, lets say something interesting happened.
The last person I expect to come and talk to me did.
And it was not normal cause .....it was pretty nice which isnt what I expect from him.
Me : "Hey I am off uh,see yaa.Thanks anyways."
* : *walks towards me* "Ohh leaving now uh?Vik not sending you?"
Me : "Eh no la he going out with the guys.."
* : "How you going back?"
Me : "Cab laaa.."
* : "Ohh okok..." *keeps quiet for like 3 seconds..*
Me : "K see you and thank you"
And I rushed down to get a cab back home as I was getting late.
And the sms after that was the bomb :
"...hey you can take cab yourself right?.."
Pretty sure I can -.- lol, but the action was nice so when asked why?
"i thought of accompanying you, but when I turn back to the stairs you went boom."
Whoa uhh, my exit was so bombastic. Lol.
But yeahhhh....
So Rajiv, I still don't think the person is nice cause you told me that a normal person cannot have two sides right!And no, I am not the devil -.-
That aside... :)
I came home at 11.07, anxious for J*'s call to tell me Killabeez won
I was damn sure they'll win top 3 la, but yeh when it was narrowed down to top 2, J* called me.
"Eh Shahl, you listen okay, now top 2,
they havent announce I damn scared!!
Omg omg, Killabeez and AgniReloaded."
I was like, 'OMG OMG OMG!', THEN the host was like asking the auditorium, "Killabeez or Agni?" and all I heard was "KILLABEEZZZZ!!!! KILLABEEZ", even through the phone know.
Their support was HUGE!
But Agni won first lor!! :(
T* was sad, cause I guess the second place is always the most irritating one, like you were this close but yeh..
I DON'T CARE I AM GOING TO SAY THAT ON
17 AUGUST KILLABEEZ ARE GOING TO GET THROUGH DHOOLS QUARTER FINALS!!!
I am damn sure lor.
:)
But good prize they won for winning 2nd, 1000 cash,600 worth of vouchers for JeanS
(Hottest Indian club) and some vouchers for Rico Fitness club. :)
I AM OFFICIALLY KILLABEEZ BIGGEST FAN!
This was the first time I saw them perform?
So YEHH!! :)
I am going to put the video up soon.So hold up aiite? :)
ITS HOT STUFF YOU GOTTA WAIT!
Meanwhile pictures from the DANZ ARENA and Vicky's 21st!! :)
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SO pretty la this pic both ya'll!!

This is Dianalove :)

Or better known as SMILE yes T* ? Lol,kk dont scared I wont steal the name. Haha.

Pretty uh? But seriously this was right after they performed
where I saw T* while waiting for V*,but without the perspiration all the
make up is beautiful T* looked prettier than any of us. Lol.




While awaiting the results!


As for the partyyyy :
I took a picture with BamBam's cousin! She's so pretty la.

And of course Priyaaaa

Oh and I didnt manage to snap a picture of Vicky in her sari,
but I got a few in her 2nd & 3rd attire! :)

This was when she was entering to cut her cake
and the kids were blasting the poppers.



And Oswind was more than ready to snap yes, but shave NO. Lol.
Shavee laaaa!

Minus Andy, he was snapping too.


She was posing for the photographer who
also photographed for my ceremony,and my bro's 21st!~ :)
They are gooood! :)
AND OMG, i got a few hot pictures of Vicky i
n her studio shots which were on shown to us.

My favourite picture!!


HOT LA!

The two adorable ones.

Her third attire, modern one for the dance floor!! Hot uhhh!!

While waiting for Kana to come to start the dance floor.
This 21st was very different,ya'll know how the birthday girl/boy starts off the dance floor with his/her bestfriend/cousin, but since this family has 4 kids, all 4 started the dance floor!
Awww right? Lol.

Dance floor!


See I so good la, they dance I snap! Hahaha :)
But its nice to take photos during a dance floor.
Thats when the anjedis of the Indians are unleashed.
Like V* for the perfect example.

Wasn't I right?
You wouldnt know that was V* if not for me telling.

Andyyyyy and me!
Anyways, come today I offically have watched Killabeez videos like close to 35 times now?
My aim in 100 by this week.
And I don't have to go to youtube to watch it cause I HAVE THE ORIGINAL BABY.
And its the best quality yet!
:) You can go compare k when I have it up soon. :)
That's all for the lowdowwwnnn.
And I miss a few people.
AMELIA DIANE DASS.
I LOVE AND MISS YOU ALOT BRO!!
Ms.Lovey!!
Tomorrow must catch up okay! Today a bit busy!
:) LOVE YOUR FRIENDSTER COMMENTS.
So yep,come today I didnt go school, cause, I got my reasons la.
Will say why soon.
Met up with J* got some stuff done, and i AM SO HAPPY I got it done.
These past few days have been like so tough for me. :)
BUT FOR A GOOD CAUSE! :)
Oh and yes, met Sam in the evening and we had dinner at Karus!
YAY! :)
And now I am back home knowing that I need to blog before I lose the spice-ness in my blog.
AND MY DAMN KILLABEEZ VIDEO WHICH WAS PERFECTLY
FILMED BY J* HAS VIEWS OF 170 WITHIN LIKE 24 HOURS?
Omg!!!
Oh and reason for Killabeez attire would be explained soon okay.When I have the video up!
Omg, Pavitra was so cute today.
I received a sms from her, "Shaaaahl! i dreamt that we went to disneyland and you fainted when Tigger hugged you cos he's a big CAT.lol."
CUTE UH! Even in dreams she'll remember i have a HUGE phobia for cats. -.-
Ironically what I dreamt today was, this dog walking on
2 legs and giving me its arrogant face as it approaches me
and it puts both his front legs around me and hug me like a human being?
Weird no?
Hahaha. :)
I caught up with my lookalike sis S* today!
AND I MISS HER ALOT LA! :)
Loves and misses ya'll!