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Thursday, May 08, 2008

Cool or what sehhhh!!!

IF YOU GUYS DIDNT KNOW I like KURUVI(Vijay's latest movie) because of MY SUPERSTAR also okay!Lol.

Vijay's not my fav. (Sorry Ms.V**n*)
Hahaha.I still love you thou! <3

I am mentally exhausted.
And I wish I could take a break from it all.
All the shit's that happening.

I wish...I wish I wish.
I am glad for the little people who are around me for the past few days/weeks.
:)
Thanks Loser! Juen Who else loses like you bro?
'I'll cut her up!' Lol.
Thanks wei! :) *Lovey*
My lookalikesis.
Viknesh ! :)
I swear I adore them too much.

Its been way long since I really spoke to Vik, I've been falling asleep earlier these day,waiting to just be alone in MY room which belongs to me totally.
Atleast for now.
And its fun.
Once its dawn,I can't wait to go school.
Once its 4pm, I can't wait to go home.
Well I used to .
But now it can wait.
Oh well...

You know how a friend gives you the most random assurance, and at that moment everything else flies out.
Not an inch of sadness remains.
And so thats what happened.
me : Don't want ah.later if.....then how?
Vik : Ey! Why you scared? you got me know!

And you gotta go temple with me sometime soon know. :)

I spent 2 hours in the temple today.
Every Thursdays I go to the temple.
So I couldnt wait today, any reason to be out of home is peaceful for me.
And besides to a temple, where its all nice and calm, I was needing it.

And soooo, I reached at 8,prayed and all by 8.30pm.
Then I sat to watch the performances.
There was a musical group playing for an hour till about 9.
Then I noticed there were little girls dressed up in the classical dance costumes~
I was excited la wei, seeing them , was like seeing my past,when you get all excited about performing.

And to my amazement, their teacher was a senior sister under my Guru too.
Now she has her own classes and all.
Cool or what?
Eventually I TOO wanna have my own.
But you gotta graduate from dance lor.
Which means Sindhu, she got her graduation cert when she was 14 know? She could actually start her own class, but of course she is too young.
But graduating at a young age isnt easy! Sindhu's awesome lor.
So yeh, the senior recognised me, and she smiled.

I badly wanted to watch all the performances.So I STAYED till 10 pm.
All alone, just enjoying the grace of those little girls.
They were good for their age.
Honestly. Especially two girls who caught my apple.
There are pictures below k, one's extremely cute!!!
LIKE SUPER SHORT AND CUTEEEE and dances so adorably.
Another's AWESOME AWESOME dancer, like the future Sindhu kinda?
She dances so nicely, she's the one in red aiite.

THIS IS THE CUTE ONE!
Omg la, so short and cute can!

A kavadi dance.

See the girl la!! SO cuteee.And her expressions are too adorable while she dances.

You see the red one?
She's the future Sindhu la!

So after the 9 items, I went to the sister and told her the dances were awesome.
And she gave me a hug thanking me for staying till the end.
I had to tell her the girl in red is awesome and she was so happy hearing my comments.

With that I left the temple, full of thoughts.
I think alot.
I deduce alot.
I read people alot.

But while I walked, all I wished was to be back in the temple, surrounded by unknown people.
Where there's patience and calamity.Where there's love to God .
Where there's music and dance.
Where there's serenity even though you have people around you.
But one common thing unites us all, the love for God.

I am very thankful for everything that has happened thus far, and I realised that even if my life has to end right now, I would do so happily cause I've seen all that I want.
Well atleast 70% of it.
And its more than enough for me right now.

But I know as life goes on, its not going to be enough.
I spoke to this friend recently, and she commented saying,'Aiya Shahl, I've beenthinking ah...I think friends come and go la, by now we should realise already, we are 19..'
And thinking about it, I agree but partially?
Some do come and go.
Some stay but some don't.
But sometimes the one staying can't be all that you want.
And those who go can be all that you want.
But to see it in a positive way would be to thankful for all those who are there for you at the current moment,no?
Cause the past is not who you are now.
I am not my past.
I am my present and future.
Everyday I become a newer person.

Something random from a friend :

I love u ..omg, i feel so weird

forget it

-.-

huh?

who say?

erm, cos just now i thinking abt u in the bus

awwww

thn i just wan to express wad i feel towards u but

-.-

siaoooo hahaha

haha

why u think abt me

i mean friend friend love ok

of coz laaa

OMG u think am dumb or what

i feel that u're very good, u care for ur friends alot and i feel very happy to be ur friend.... as a friend, i feel loved by u... i feel secure that u wont leave me alone whn i need someone

so just wann to thanks u for everything and thanks GOD that i found a friend like u

end...

WAH ARE U sweet or what! and u ought to know i feel the same abt u i know u wld be there for me too maaan

so thanks tooo! and im glad i found u..

haha lucky u feel the same way, oh else that will be weird rite

Hahahah, adorable or what this friend of mine?
I don't wanna say who la, but this friend is scared of hugs!
Lol! Familiar? :)

Shahlocks. says:
no need for tht, i will be glad when u see thru this, and i will be there lor behind you..
Thurga says:
gaga sends hugs to shahl! (Awwww, so much of love. :) )
Thurga says:
sen our pics!!
Thurga says:
i tried to steal it frm ya blog
Thurga says:
n gt scolded
Thurga says:
REALLY BADLY
Thurga says:
thks ah fren

HAHAH! Damn funny la!
I am very particular about my pictures la!
Juen helped me out with the anti copy photo thing!
Lol. Thanks bro.
Try saving my pic, you'll see what Thurga means.

I want to visualize what I want.
I am going to do just that.
What stands between me and that visualization is myself.
I'll get what I think.

And I think birds with red eyes are being missed or whattttttt! :)

Loves and Misses ya'll.

p/s : I am not troubling anyone at home. So stop getting your imagining running wild.