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Since 24/08/06 ................... Person/People here right now!

Its the strike of 6 March.
Its been 4 years since the departure of my favourite granny.
And I miss her so much, it really hurts at times.
Talking to her endlessly was my past time then.
She would always make balls of rice and feed me.
She would buy me my favourite drink.
When I'm lacking of money she would grumble should I ask her yet she would give it to me.

4 years have passed Atta.
And my last three birthdays were celebrated without your presence.
I hope you know that I love you much and I miss you so much.
I remember how you would hide the canes just so Mum/Dad don't whack me.
I remember how you would call me even if you went to stay at another Relative's.
I remember how you would complain about washing my school shoes yet you would.
I remember how you would buy me hair accessories and pamper me with it.
I remember how during deepavalis you love putting more oil on my head.
I remember how I would hide the cakes I bought knowing you love them just as much.
I remember how during my birthday you would give me money, atleast $20.- And I would only look forward to your gift. :)
I remember how you make funny noises when I'm angry.
And I remember how you would wipe my tears off my face and tell me not to cry.
And right now, at this moment your not here to do the same, and the tears keeping flowing.

Yet I wasn't exactly nice was I Atta?
I'm sorry I truly am.
I never knew what it would be like if I lost someone .
And when you passed on it bothered me so much I would ask God to take me with you.
I would. I did.
But I realised you never really got what you wanted.
I remember how you always told me you would want to see me dance in temples.
How you would want to be there when I graduate.
And before all of it could occur, you left me.
All alone.

You remember how we would talk in codes over the phone, so that no one would know that I want you to get me something?
Or even how I would meet you under the block so we could go to the shops secretly.
I loved every moment atta.
I really did.
And I wouldnt want you here back with the sinful me.
I wouldnt, I know you are so much better up there.
With Lord Shiva and my bestfriend . :)

But always remember atta, that your favourite grandchild always love you.

I'm sorry.

I want you to forgive me for everything.As even till today I would never forgive myself for being an ass on that day you passed on.

And I would never remove your ring off my finger atta, I promise you.
I would take it along with me everywhere.
Cause thats you.
You're with me.
Always.

6/03/2004

You left.