omnamashivaya
Monday, March 31, 2008

I am mentally exhausted.
The different emotions and feelings I've been through the last few days are over whelming.
Like from a super happy mood to something really heartbreaking.
And yet again I find myself in a very solemn mood.
It happened on last Friday where my Eldest sis, one of my super loved ones kinda told us about her father-in-law's condition.
I knew that Uncle, he was someone very nice and ready to talk to you whenever he sees you kinda person.
So we all rushed down, to see the uncle in his ward. We knew he had very little time.
And I guess we would do anything for my eldest sis and her husband who then really needed all of us.
So I went to see the uncle who was breathing with the help of an Oxygen tank. Unconscious.
It broke my heart to see my sis continue talking into the ears of her father in law.
It was painful.
'Wake up pa(dad), you told me you want to eat thosai right. Wake up pa, all of us are here,'
And she did that for a few hours, believe it or.
My sis was very close her father in law.
And then when the grandchildren arrived to visit their grandfather, my eldest sis asked the youngest one there to come and talk to his grandfather.
That sight was the major heartbreak for me.
The boy was barely 8, he went saying 'Thatta(Grandpa),wake up,play with me, thatta,Wake up!’
My eldest sis’s husband who's also one of my favourite brothers, was heartbroken, very much, and seeing him and my sis, the pillars of our family in that stage was hurting.
I left after being there for 2 hours.
I intended to come over to the hospital after my dance in the evening.
I was getting ready to leave my home to go for my class, when my look-a-like sis texted me saying Uncle has went to God.
And that feeling is really sucky, because we would have been there for the last few hours but we didnt. But yeah, the good thing was, all the Uncle's close relations were there.
Every man would want their loved ones next to them as they go.
So at night I went over to stay my look-a-like sis's house as the Uncle who passed on leaves above her house.
And the uncle's wife was really lost.
She was just keeping quiet.
Her sons were all quiet too.
My sis was the youngest daughter in law.
And she was the pillar for all of them right then.
My look-a-like sis and I went to bond with the grandchildren of the uncle.
They didnt quite understand that their grandpa was not there no more.
But we played with them, and were with them till about 1 am.
Come next day, the Uncle was due from the Mortuary.
He came to his house, and that’s when the screams, cries and wailings started.
It's bad.
Like you don't have to be closely connected to the person to feel it, but by just being, the vibrations of the place take over your feelings.
To know the feeling of lost, you might have to go through it for some.
And I knew how it felt. I did.
My eldest sister was sitting next to her father in law crying her heart out.
My look-a-like sis and I went next to her and sat with her.
We just wanted to be with her, and be there for her.
More importantly to be there paying my last respects to the Uncle.
But as I saw the uncle lying there, I realised he seemed very peaceful.
From a patient of cancer to the sufferings in his last few weeks, he looked so calm there.
Like he was going to begin life again, but this time with the Lord himself.
Even as I thought of that, I couldnt just avoid the sunken feelings. That a life has gone. And the tears didnt stop for a while then.
I personally think its so painful for the wife, as all her old friends come and sit next to her and begin wailing too, demanding to know what happened.
She just lost her love,her life, I mean its courtesy and respect you don't ask such questions then.
And I swear every old lady which walked in did the same.
First they would hug her, then cry with her, and then ask her what happen.
The first thing they did was really nice, but you just destroyed the strength you gave her by asking her for details.
Thats what I feel.
I was exhausted already. By then, the grandchildren were very much attached to my look-a-like sis and I.
They wanted us to be with them, so we brought up games from my sis's place to play with them.
And that night something happened, my sisters and I experienced it, and I guess we all knew who that was.
But yeh.
The next day was the day where preparations started early noon.
As per our custom we would have to bathe the Uncle, and dress him up in his favourite clothes before laying him in the coffin.
The casket guys were there helping out, and the place was really crowded.
So many people.
And then finally the sons and grandson had to like walk ahead before the Uncle is placed in the coffin.
It was heartbreaking, cause the sons and grandson has to like wear the Indian tradition, like a white vesti(sarong) around their waists, ith our holy ash smeared all across their body.
And the small boy had to wear that too. Bare upper torso with the vesti.
Gosh.
And then we were off to the Crematorium.
Just before that, we had the Uncle body rest under the block for the last time, and for those who wanna pay their respects before he’s put in the van which brings him to the Crematorium.
And my sis and her husband, broke down and it was the worst they have had.
Seeing my sis in that state was so heartbreaking.
Then suddenly one of the grandchild , this girl, realised that her grandfather’s going away for good.
And she started screaming, ‘NOOOO!! Grandpa!!!!’
And she did that for 10 mins, while all the grandchildren were asked to go round the van where their grandfather is for 3 rounds.
She screamed and cried, and omg, I brokedown bad.
She kept asking her grandfather not to leave her, and my sis was on her wits too.
It was painful.Very much painful.
And after that, the girl didn’t allow anyone to touch her, but she came to me and hugged me.
That feeling is really helpless.
Its like you cannot do anything but hug that girl.
And then we were off to the crematorium by the transport.
Was my first time, and it was an unusual experience for me.
All the way there, they played the Lord Shiva’s songs/mantras.
As we believe he is the one who’ll take us back. And all I did was to chant along, asking for the Uncle’s soul to rest in peace.
And then, all of us gathered in the hall, for the last rituals. Where the youngest/last son has to do the last rites. And that was my eldest sis’s husband. It was sad, but for the final time, we all went round the Uncle body in the hall, and as I took a last look at him,he looked like a King in his attire.
He did.
He was going to off like a King too.
In our tradition, is such that the last son of the deceased if it’s the mum/dad who passed away, that he should walk around the body with a clay pot on his shoulder filled with water and the casket people will break a hole in that pot in every round. So by the third round all the water will be spilled on the floor. The last son has to do this with all the other sons/grandsons but only he has leave the hall without taking a last look.
So my brother actually couldn’t come with us to the place where we can watch how the Uncle’s body is sent to the place where it'll be reduced to ashes. But his other brothers could.
And I really wanted everyone to chant our Lord Shiva’s mantra. But I just couldn’t like brave up to request that.
But thankfully, my eldest Uncle, started chanting, ‘Siva Siva’, and the crowd in the hall all followed.
My eldest sis, couldn’t bear and it and while the Uncle’s body moved on the automatic stretcher, she cried into the shoulders of one of my aunt.
And we were all requested not to cry but to chant along.
As ya’ll may notice I did use the term Uncle’s body and all. Not out of disrespect.
Only because, we believe that the16 days from his death day, he’ll still be around.
And so, his soul remains here meanwhile.
But yeah, we all know the Uncle will be reaching God soon, his soul that is, and he’s at peace now.
It’s a hard thing facing situations like these, funerals and all.
As much as we cannot answer why this happens, we know we have to go back where we initially came from, and that’s God.
As much as its going to hurt, there’ll still be tears and sadness but we will have to know that no one can take care of us like how the Lord does.
And even in this period, there are selfish, heartless people who don’t quite get the situation of ‘life and death’, it may sound stupid that I used it .But it is Life and Death.
If that’s nothing, then you seriously are nothing .Nothing valuable.
Mean people aren’t born mean, but there’ll come a time where I’m sure they’ll face a worse situation.
Or on second thoughts I would want them to.
Cause your nothing if you don’t realise the worth of a life.
P/s : On a lighter note, I might blog soon . :)
Loves
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOMBIE!!
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
(There are two posts aiite! :) )

HAPPY BOMB DAYYYY BOMBIE! :)


Have a blast okay bombie!!!
:)
And and and, your awesome and so have an awesome day bestfriendddd! :)
Its been 12 years since I've known you, and the times where you came back are really treasured by me.
Keep coming leh.
So this is gna be short.
Have a wonderful day bro.
AND I LOVE YOUUUUU SOOOOO MUCHHHH! :)
For all the times you were there bro : Thanks
For all the times you made us laugh : Thanks
For all the times you made fool out of yourself : THANKS DO IT MORE BRO! Lol.
Remember how you push a 'PULL' door ? That was funny.
And thanks alot for simply being the bestest friend :)
Loves babe.
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Read on my post below!!!
PANGUNIandjesz

Wooo,in Singaporeee?

HOT HOT HOT LEH!
And its been an awesome weekend.
With Panguni and staying over at cousins. I totally had a blast. : )
Well MR.SUPERSTAR came over to Singapore babyyy!!
EMCEE JESZ IN TOWN!
I was hyped up man.
He came for some meeting I suppose and dropped by for Panguni too.
And I went later for Panguni this year,as I had another prayers at my place.
So I went to join my cousins who were all preparing for Ragu(Gana bro’s brother) to finish piercing and all.
And then I saw my aunt and uncle and everyone.
It was nice seeing them lor.
And while I walked to the end to the place where the walk starts, I saw so many
chariots and kavadis, they were mind blowing!
Seriously, I walked and walked to the tent and it was damn far.
But I was just caught up looking at them all. So then, my sis told me Jesz was somewhere there too, and I said hi and all!
He was with two other friends. One a Singapore PR.
So I guess that’s how they have been making their way around Singapore for the few days here. More like 2 days.
SO back to Panguni!
There were people who also dragged chariots with it hooked onto them.
So its like literally huge hooks being hooked on to your back and you drag that 50-100 kg chariot across.
There were many who did that, and Tnesh was following a group of people who did just that.
There was this particular guy whom I noticed along with my sis, he was so vigorously dancing and pulling the chariot which was not moving . So basically he wanted to like dance and feel a lot of pain?!
I mean that’s not necessary,seeing as once again the main purpose is to deliver the milkpot which is attached to his chariot.
And that milk in that pot will be poured on our Lord.
But see, that’s not really the issue which I want to share about ah, its more of how the guy was being so vigorous dancing on the spot pulling himself so the hooks would stretch from his skin CAUSING blood to flow!
And I really think its very insane.
Its a clean holy place, where all one needs to do is to pray and serve the milk he/she has carried thus far.
But with blood and all?
Not necessary!
At all!
Its just unclean,and defeats the whole purpose.
But then again, if having blood trickle down their backs makes them happy then so be it lor.
And sadly I didn’t snap a pic with my Superstar.
Infact we didn’t really talk much.
Cause it was so packed there.
He was just sharing with us on how he didn’t expect Singapore to have it so grand. And I’m like ‘Of course lor, Singapore lehhhh.’
But according to him, back where he’s from, whenever people pierce it’s a sure thing they would get a trance .
And he was shocked seeing how people here didn’t even feel anything during the piercing.
Yep, then after 20 mins I was there, Jesz and his friends made their way back.
We carried on following Ragu’s kavadi.
It was nice, I mean for a change, all of them sang different songs.
So singing /clapping along was what my sis and I did.
As we were walking, it was really very jammed up la.
So every 5 mins or so, we would be staying there, and just waiting for the crowd to move ahead.
Then along the way I saw Oswind and gang. But not Vik nor Tnesh.
Spoke to him for a while and then walked ahead.
And that’s when I saw Oswind again, but with Vik.
Vik was all about how my sister gave him a stone look when Vik was like looking at her.
Till he asked her why she was staring at him and if she didn’t know who he was, my sister did something which she normally does and walked away.
SHE LAUGHED LOR!
Hahah, so I was laughing hearing the story,just then my sis approached me.
And I asked if this was the friend she saw as she told she thinks she saw my friend earlier.
Then I told her that was Vik,and she started laughing saying that was him.
Then my cousins and the guys with us started hitting the drums and all, and they were chanting the name of the kavadi’s bearer. And other things as well.
And suddenly Muhes(Vik’s brother) thought he can blend in and shout something else too. But when he shouted, “GALATICOS” , that’s exactly when the guys stopped playing the drums, and everyone turned to look for the person who shouted that!
Hahahaha, was damn funny la.
And Oswind and Vik has to just start chanting this :
'Shahlu Kutty!', NONSTOP!
I was so embarrassed.
It was damn loud for the records.
Till my Seanpaul cousin came and asked one of the sisters how come I have support and all.
Afterwhich, I saw Tnesh!
YAY!
And we were behind him, so the group he followed entered the temple first.
And then us.
It was nice seeing the Lord with milk showered on him.
Then it was time for us to like dissemble the kavadis.
We girls had coffee meanwhile.
And I saw Tnesh there again with some fan.
Hahaha, friend actually.
He was damn nice la , he was like, 'This is my bestfriend' to that girl.
And I was like awww but I said, 'Er but your not my bestfriend.'
And he stared! Lol.
He was trying his best to guess who is who there.
Like who was my Seanpaul cousin, who was this person and that.
It was nice seeing and talking to that one. :)
And then Arun's dad sent my uncle,aunty,my sis and I home first!
I was damn tired la, so happy to go home!
WAHHHHH!!!!! Well,sadly, i doubt my sis will be sending me the panguni pics okay!
So I 'm gna have to blog without it! :( How saddd.
But I have other important pics!
Come SATURDAY!!!
We went to meet Jesz for lunch! Along with his friends.
It was nice ay.
His friends are Raj and Logessh.
Raj is someone quiet but cracks jokes now and then, and he's also a rapper I reckon? He's cool! :)
As for Logessh he's damn funny la, he's always laughing.
So of course my sis found her partner, they were laughing for the slightest things. Super nice people, friendly and easy going.
Its easy to just mingle with really nice people and hearing all their stories.
Though it was for a very short period of time, hearing about all the stories was funn! Stories of Sliverscreen Actors like Vijay and all.
Wooo!
Jesz has some upcoming projects and its major projects, so I'm gona be waiting for itttt! But sadly, I doubt Yogi B and Natz will be having a performance here anytime soon. :(
But they have one right up at Chicago,Newyork and India.
WHOAAA RIGHT!
See their fame maaan, its awesome.
They deserve it! :)
Then of course Jesz had to mock the way I blog, and he was like, 'Omg kill me now!' Lol. :)
Jesz was wearing the shirt he bought from Singapore the last time.
Gold and Black seriously makes the best combination man.
There was this chick, who recognised Jesz,but Jesz didnt, hahah, but I did okay! See how good I am, I know his fans/friends and all.
And yeh, she took a pic with Jesz. Lol.
After lunch, we were still talking, and then when it was time for them to go, I was like,'Sis!Camera!', and she was like, 'Oh ya'
and Jesz turned then and said this in tamil, 'Thats why I was thinking why the camera haven appear so long already.'
Lol, I'm like of courseee maaaaan!!!
We have to save the best for the last.
So we got the restaurant guy to snap for us. :)

Loggesh in Green,Raj in white. :)


Afterwhich we bade farewell, and I was off with my sis on her bike home.
And while riding, my sis was saying,'I love riding in this weather la.'
It was windy and about to rain kinda.
And just as she was about done saying that, it start drizzling, so its like we werent having any raincoat on okay.
We couldnt stop anywhere nearby too,the rain got heavier and heavier, was so painful all the raindrops falling on our body!
And I was telling my sis,'Wow,Ka, see God heard what you said, he gave you the weather you love with a bit more of an emphasis!' Lol.
Walauuu, and then after 349202 years we saw a flyover ahead, and stopped there. WE WERE DRENCHED LIKE SERIOUSLY! I WAS WET HEAD TO TOE.
And you know what my sis did upon getting off the bike? She laughed?! But thats not the funniest thing, she was like, 'Come lets take photos.' OMG RIGHT!
SO we did. Hahaha, there were some other motorcyclists who stopped there too. And this two guys were smoking and all to keep warm, we were shivering in the cold.
And when they were leaving they were nice enough to say,'Okay girls,take care and ride okay.' Lol. :)
Yea, and then had a hot shower once I was back at aunts.
Relaxed at my sis's place, and then we cabbed over to my place on Sat evening.
My sis and i were just watching tv and having soup on Sat night.
And come Sunday, I went to the Marsiling temple for its renovation prayers.
Like we would renovate temples every 12 years, and we would have major prayers for that. So many thousands of people were there.
They even blocked the minor road infront of the temple.
Those who had tickets could like sit and watch the prayers from outside the temple. Mainly it actually involves the pinnacles above the temple having water being poured on them.
Thats like the main highlight. So when the priests climb up right to the top you know, and pour the water on the pinnacles.
THere were about 5/6 pinnacles .
So each pinnacle had like 1-2 priests. When the water is poured that means that the temple is now ready to be prayed in and all lor.
Like a brand new opening.
In India, theres a practise that, if only a Garuda flies over the pinnacles of the temple ,that would be the green signal to begin the pouring of water ,or simply put it has given permission for us to pray at that temple. In Singapore its rare to find Garudas yes? But you know what!
The Emcee there was going on about how the priests are getting ready to pour the water when the clock strikes 11 am,
when a garuda came from nowhere, flew above the temple and disappeared.
He was like, 'And as we all are waiting for the moment....Oh!A garuda just flew pass, try to feast your eyes on it.'
All of us were ecstatic!
Like of course we are happy, we were given the green signal.
So people were all smiling,clapping. :)
The power of God. :)
YEAH BASICALLY THATS HOW MY WEEKEND WAS! I would come back to blog soon aiite. :)
And now for the best photos for the last!


LOVES AND MISSES YA'LL!!
PANGUNI
Friday, March 21, 2008

Its 'Panguni Uttiram' today.

The day Lord Muruga marries.

Brothers : )
So, theres gna be a HUGE gathering with all the Indians at Sembawang .
Thats it la.
All the north people will start showing their gots.
And I'm more interested in the different kinds of chariots and kavadis involved la.
The way they have the deities decorated and al.
Seeing them all makes me very happy! :)
Oh yeah, I have a few updates.
On Wednesday I had a meeting with the most difficult group.
Lol,its difficult cause we hardly ever have a meeting just for us kinda?
So that involved,Tnesh,Vik Pravin and Juen!And special appearance of Tnesh's girlfriend.
She's sweet ay.:)
Normally it would be Juen,Tnesh and I.
Or Vik Tnesh,Juen and I.
Or Pravin,Juen and I.
So for all 5 of us to actually gather it was wow.
At first only la.
After that,we started out daidee game.
And ya'll know how Pravin always stays in the zero range.
HE ACTUALLY WON THIS TIME.
Like omg he won!
First to reach 5 wins that is.
And omg la, I was getting mocked cause this time,the one in the zero range was ME!
Vik wouldnt stop reminding how many points they have and I dont have any.
Started connecting my zero wins to egg,asking me to eat eggs.
Connecting it to the starbucks sign which is circular representing a ZERO.
WAHHH IRRITATING LA!
(HAPPY ALREADY PRAVIN!?SCORES ARE UP MAN! )
So after a late evening spent, Vik flew home in his bike,and the rest of us in train! :(
Hahaa, but yeh it was really nice hanging with all 4.
And Tnesh said that when Amy comes back we are all gona hang together. :)
YAY!

And yesterday,Juen and I met my sis, and afterwhich we chilled with Tnesh.
At starbucks as usual. Lol.
And we played like for 2 hours there,till the lights went out.21 rounds of daidee.
And the first to reach 10 would be the winner.
SO its time I got back in game. And I won!YAY.
Tnesh don't be a soreloser.
Okay so tomorrow's Pravin's birthday.
And seeing as I'm gona be staying over at cousins,AFTER 12345689 years ,I wouldnt' blogging.
So here you go loser!
HAPPY FRIGGING BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE!
Have a blast, and and and remain as the gayest amongst us okay! :)
You rock lor!

P for Patrick :)

They never fail to eat the shit out of my life. :)

Sophia Bush ! Sooo hot and gorgeous.
"baby baby o my baby
don you worry we'll make merry"
Hahaha,its damn cute that the song lyrics can make you happy! :)
Love you Ms.Loveyyy! :)
I'll be back with some interesting pictures and news.
Atleast I hope i do! :)
OKAY I'M OFF! :)
brandnewvideos
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
OKAY!
THE TWO VIDEOS ARE UP AFTER 10000 YEARS!
Yogi B and Dr Burn and EMCEEJESZ of course! :)
Indian girls
Damn cute la they all, with the indian traditional on them! Goshhh.
(eh i meant,YogiB,Dr.Burn and Mc Jesz all being in traditional is damn cute lor! )
Madai thiranthu
Watch out for this boy okay, who's the 'past' of Yogi B.
ADORABLE!
And proceed to read on my posts below aiite! ?:)
reowreow
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Remember the gay bike I saw?
Pretty right? :)
This rose is MINE.
My mums la, but so pretty right?
And if you happen to be an Indian,and have cable to watch SunTv,
then look out for every Sunday's episode of 'Superstar', not for the show really,but more for like YOGI B AND NATCHATRA'S Feature!
Super hot okay!
Thus far, the first episode was aiite right?
I mean although the lead dancer of that video was a bit funny-cute, lol, but yeh, the video was aiite.Which Tnesh my very own superstar doesnt agree to!
Lol,Juens still crazy about Dr.Burn.
And there are like 2 more videos I guess of Yogi B ,Dr Burn and EMCEEJESZ!
Coming up!
And if you want to watch them first then hold up, I'm going to be uploading both upcoming videos on youtube babyyyyy!!!
The first episode was :Kamasutra
Second : Indian Girls
Third : Madai Thiranthu
The first one I have already put it in my post below below below.
2nd 3rd coming upppp babyyy! :)
I had one of the funniest conferences last night.
It was between Juen,Vik Tnesh and myself.
So we were kinda talking about the usual,and Vik randomly says this to Tnesh,
'Dei I feel like getting married tomorrow da.'
And a moment of silence.
And Juen went, 'Okay lets go.'
Another moment of silence.
EVERYONE BURST OUT OF LAUGHING.
JUEN IS super effing funny.
Its like, she said it in a the most casual tone, and we couldnt take it.
And after recovering for our laughing session Vik replied saying : 'My mum say cannot marry chinese-simpson.'
LOL!
Juen's way of saying hi is the latest shit now, she goes in sucha happy mood,that Vik and Tnesh can totally imitate.
The next time yall hear Juen go 'Hi.', do remember the tone.
Its damn funny.

Gosh, they make the best pair yet lor!
Super hot.

I wanna watch this movie too!

And tell me if you know of a woman more gorgeous than her.

Juen's fav,she's hot ay.
Okay for all the hype of the pics, its just that, Juen and I caught Dhoom2 together.
Juen loved it .I did.
ANd its by far my most favourite hindi movie, maybe after Kuch2HotaHai.
Awesome storyline, perfect script.HOT actors/actresses.
But seriously, thats a awesome video.
And I'm loving Hritik Roshan!
And then yesterday I watched another Hindi movie,'Kyon Ho Gaya Na'.
A simple love story, but having Vivek Oberoi act in it, goshhh, his puppy eyes just steals the limelight man.


Back to some Kollywood,which is tamilwood. Vijayyyy!
Your favourite right Ms.Lovey? :)

This movie,needs to be watched,in theaters okay.
Not only for him,but becauseeeeee, Yogi B and Natchatra are featured in the song track, and they are like in the movie!
like first ever together!!!

As much as I dont want to say it, Tnesh does look a bit like him ay.
Okay,not a bit like 3/4 there?
But ya speaking of this ass, not Vijay,Tnesh.
Yeah, he was in my area today, and both Juen and I were there, and we saw him as usual surrounded by 13747292 girls.
AND HE IGNORED US.
Lol, but on confirmation our friend says he swear he didnt saw us.
So forgiven lor! Pssssh.
When this ass went to Thailand, he had like this chick approach him and have their pic snap.
Thats like very common in Thailand lor, and they ll make you pay for the photo after its printed.
I had a sec sch friend of mine asking me who that guy in sleeveless was in the post below this, and Im like thats Tnesh.
And she was shocked, as she and I guess a couple more didnt know that Tnesh has like a whoaaaa muscular bodyyyy! :)
Now prepare for a heartache.
Hahahah! Damn funny.
And now a nicer pic.

Juen looks awesome here babyyyy!
OKAY THATS ALL!!
I LOVE YOU ALL! :)
Hope things are going good for you bro.
I have 3 more weeks of holis man!
And to my Ms.Lovey!
I love yaaaa alottt!
:)
'Reowww reoww', stay tuned to hear Tnesh's first hit single. :)
nthtoblog
Saturday, March 15, 2008

I totally dig the jacket man.
Been long been long.
Hectic week it was, but I'm glad it passed.
But having awesome people around me made me feel lots better.
My sis was one!Having dinner with now and then really made me feel more lighthearted.
Lots more and ya'll know who.
Juen,Ms.Lovey!,Vik,Tnesh and all. :)
Okayyy anyways!
I'm kinda wordless.
Thats a first.
But I guess I'll just wait till something interesting happens to fill this up.
I saw this super nice bike the other day.
Its gay ay, like happy gay.
Lately, Juen's been a paparrazi .
So guess who they are aiite?


This might be a lil tough for a guess.
But he's a brother of one of the usuals mentioned in my blog.
The other day my sis came over to my crib,along with me and Juen returning home.
So my mum didnt know my sis was coming.
When she opened the door to get ready to ask me why I didnt answer her call.
She took a look at my sis, at me, back at my sis and started laughing,'I was wondering who was who!!! Aiyooo....you two uhh.'
Hahahaha, even my mum had a doubt for that split second.Lol.
My sis's all face stone look.
My sis,Juen and I had a rather funny time at PH last evening.
Like, we ordered two Ice tea and one Mango Fizz.
And the guy who took our orders seemed quite gangster la, so many tatoos and super skiny.
Look very garang.
So after that, someone else approached us with our drinks.
But with only two of our drinks.
One lemon tea was not sent.
Lol, so we waited okay, thinking the person will send again.
But after 5 mins, still haven send, and its not as if an Ice tea requires 10 mins of boiling,20 mins of serving and all.
Walau, so we called the guy who initially took our order.
And Juen said, 'Er we ordered two ice teas .'
Indicating to the only glass of ice tea we've received.
And he can this okay, 'Ya you ordered 2.'
And he walks away!
Like wtf, so funny!
I mean,he just confirmed our order.
We know what we order, so that was a reminder for him to bring the second ice tea.
Walau.
But he just repeats whatever we said and goes on doing his work.
Abrupt as this might sound.
I'll be back later..
Lovess
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
OMG OMG OMG! :)
Tuesday, March 11, 2008

:)
And thanks to Tnesh,I'm adoring this group so much!(Below)
Like omg, they are whoaaaa!
Watch the two videos aiite?
AND IF you like them which I'm sure of, you guys can watch the other 3 on youtube.
They have five thus far! :) Its the 'America's Best Dance Crew' by the way.
Soooo hot!
And its like so cute,cause they have different themes every week
I suddenly had the thought after watching some movie trailer earlier on the issue of guys not being able to have close girlfriends after they have a gf.
Which I think is true .
I mean, you can be close and all, but there comes a time where your closeguy friend has a gf, and thou he would/might put you first its still sensible the friend backs off.
Cause people tend to have commitments, and you don't want to come in between.
I watched leap years, and there was some really nice quotes shown.
Like how this famous guy,I forgot his name la, yeh he said, he if was to sum up life in 3 words it would be : it goes on.
Now that is so true isnt it?
And another favourite of mine, which I always say so would be, 'Coincidences are GOD's way of remaining anonymous.'
I remember how I always tell Juen and all that its not a coincidence its fate, meaning God wanted it that way.
And it makes alot of sense.
Of late, I realised how simple it is for someone to have just end a friendship like that?
Cause I think besides betraying there wouldnt be any other reasons you just end a relationship.
But people do have their views, and I do have mine.
Oh well!
Leap years was good ,very good for a Singapore's production.
I watched it with my cousin.
And then met Juen and we watched another movie.
Damn nice lor.
Oh and thanks babe for attending to my calls and checking things out for as much as I demanded you do as I say.
Lol, but seeing as you have nothing better to do during your attachment at RP,atleast you were entertained while I called you right Pp? :)
Movie checking isnt after all something tough. :)
K Wed wed wed?Okay, on ? :)
Don't think you big police all know, wanna catch my sis for buying compatible battery instead of Ori all. :)
Wednesday might just be the day Juen and I always dreamt of! :)
Gotta wait till Thursday to know what aiite ?
My superstar texted me! :)
It was a pleasant surprise.
Panguni's coming!And I can't wait!Panguni can be said as the smaller version of Thaipusam.

And I miss this colour lor!
School's opening!
And I guess I can wait.
Or maybe not.Lol.
Random but true : 'I love ya blog ! I love it so much! Advice has been put forth in a beautiful manner.'
Awww! :)
I miss youuu!

Gorgeous! :)
Pravin not your gf k?
And I finally realised what I wanna do after my Poly! :)

Remains as my favourite drama man!
One tree hill!
Loves and Misses ya'll! :)
license yall!!
Friday, March 07, 2008
So its time ya'll , of me to announce the happiest news yet!
I got my frigging license!!!!
And of course praying always help.
Lol, I was awake like from 5.30 pm last evening to 12.30 pm today!?
I had work initially , then it got cancelled, so from TPY I made my way to the temple.
We had a major funtion going on, known as ,'Mahashivarathiri' where people all fast by being awake for the four prayers which occurs from 10.30 pm to next morn 4 -6.30 am.
For our Lord Shiva. (The Ultimate)

Soooo, I was like in the temple from 1opm last night till 6.10 am today, left just as when the fourth prayer came to an end.
I wasn't really tired tired.
Cause being the temple, the vibes are all so high and you can just feel the happiness within y0u.
I wondered if I could stay till the end cause I had to leave home at 7.10 and all.
But talking to my bro about it, he told me to have faith, Lord Shiva will make anything possible and so he did! :)
And so after 4th prayers I rushed home , reaching at 6.40am, showering and getting ready to be at my driving centre at 8 am!
And I was early, I had complete faith in God and myself(Genie too lol*)
Reached at 8, had to wait till 8.15 where I could go for my warm up before my test began at 9.15 am.
But somehow, I didnt perform during my warm up. Like the areas of strength were where I cocked it up.
Yet I knew that I was not nervous.Secret's why. :)
So afterwhich, we went for balloting and I got my TP officer.
A chinese guy.
Rather old but seemed aiite.
I got the Route 9 which was very long but simpler I guess?
Proceeded to my car at 9.20 pm.
Sat down waiting for the officer to give me the queue, started my engine, did my stuff and was back in the office at 9.45 am.
Just 25 mins.
And oh my god in that 25 mins, my mind was working too fast. My heart was beating faster than that.
I was perspiring, cause the TP officer rather have the windows winded down!
No aircon!
Lol, once I went out to do my course in the road after completing my circuit, I knew I had to perfect it, cause I already accumulated like 4 points in the circuit. And it was a good ride.
I was confident.
I knew what I wanted . :)
So yeah, after I was done with the road and back in the centre,the TP officer said this, 'Okay lets go up to the office.'
And I was feeling a bit nervous but somehow I had a smile cause I knew I was this close.
So we sat down in the office, and he's like
'Hmm, your crank course and directional change uh..ahahahahah, can improve uh..'
I'm like, 'Okay sir..*smiles*', then he said,
'On the road you can be a bit faster la...but nvm ah, lets see you got..... 10 points,okay la I pass you. '
I'm like : 'OMG!(not really) Oh...thanksss!!'
So yeah, waited for my temp license for like 348920224849 years, even Juen finished her practical.
So yeah, sharing with my loved ones about my happy news made me even more happy. :)
I'm really thankful lor! Esp to those who wished me luck :
My parents!Tnesh,Pravin,Juen,*Lovey*!
It was nice ya'll.
Thanks much. :)
Yeah coming back, I'm glad cause I'm the only one who got a license in my family. Don't fret bro. Get one in Aussie and convert it here! LOL! :) I feel as if I can achieve anything at all.
My parents are really happy thou, like I did it maaan.
Okay now, you can starting rushing off to publicise what you just learnt.
My life concerns you much doesnt it? :)
Thanks for the attention babe.
I mean afterall focusing much energy on me only means I get more good.
Thank you for that. No really, thanks.
And seeing as I havent slept for 20hrs, I went home and died from 12.30 pm to 5 pm.
Wanted to go work,but before that I had the chance to meet both Tnesh and Pravin! :)
I missed them hell lot man.
Then since my lookalike sis was free, we met up to celebrate getting license . We had dinner at Cavana.
Juen along with us, and of course time for daidee,race and all. Pravin then joined us after his driving. :D
Was damn fun la.
Pravin, next time don't walk so fast you know, sends the wrong message. Lol. Back home now, still tired. I'm going to sleep soon! :)
p/s : Juen's passing hers next.
Loves lovesssss