I hate this so much, I wish I can put this to an end.
Even if it means leaving forever.
I wish I could.
I hate this .
I hate hate hate hate.
I wish I was someone else.
I'm not cheerful as you think.
I'm not problem-less as you assume.
I can be concluded as a hope-less.
I need a bit of respect too.
And a bit more of love.
Seeing as neither can occur while I'm here.....
The tears don't mean a shit.
Better off dead.

MY BLOG SKIN'S SUPER GAY LAH.
KILL ME PLS.
Cause I kinda upgrade it from HTML to XML i dont even know what shit that is.
But I'm gna try and do something.
AMY I LOVE U K?
Juen come tomorrow if you want lor.
Emcee Jesz gave me a comment lor.Nothing great, but STILL.
And I also have others giving me comments, but I'm not accepting it just as yet cause I DONT want Jesz's comment to be pushed down.
Crazy I know.
I love him lor.
K dooms day tomorrow. :(
I just want to share this with someone/anyone who feels hurt/anger/disappointment.
Its hard to look back on your past which is missed.
Especially if you wanted it very much.
But the thing is, the moment the action is not reciprocated it’s gona suck not for the other party but for you yeah?
I know as much as you smile and laugh now friend, you still wished things were the way you want it to be.
However, sometimes it was supposed to be this way .
You were supposed to realise after all the shit that, this is not IT.
How can words be thrown at you like that?
It’s not right.
To me it isn’t anyways.
But the fact that you play an important role in many’s life, think about all the fun and laughters they have thanks to you.
You’re still very much appreciated .
Always will be.
So if one doesn’t appreciate you, Then they haven’t had the luck to keep you forever.
You’ll still smile, you’ll still shine, cause you’re going to be fine.
Half the people we meet along our lives aren’t here to stay forever.
Cause there are more who means more .
I’ve personally met so many friends who entered my life and left.
But I know that, I’ll still walk on despite it all.
And if you believe hard enough, you’ll find the answer right there friend.
And the answer is……
This mess is not to stay, but to fade.
However slow it may take.
Hurry up on it.
There’s still so much to see.
: )
So this was partly why , Sarah and I were having two minds on going the night before, but we told each other we would still go.When I woke up at 7 am, I saw 2 messages, one from Vik and
Sarah. Vik's was supposedly more for Juen telling her, should I skip class then we could all go lepak at the airport viewing mall.Damn cool lah.
The next message was just the message to tell me that I was not going to go school, and Sarah said something like not going to school. SO yeah, I didnt!LOL.
While getting ready to meet Juen and Vik at Woodlands, Mira smses me asking if I went school or not. Mira was in class then, but somehow, she left class and met us at Woodlands.
Lol sorry Birthday girl ! But I hope you had fun with us.
Then while waiting for Vik, we went to get Munchy donuts lah, woooo!
And Juen went 'YAY!', as usual upon seeing a tray of green tea donuts, and then we met Vik and went to take 858 and was off to the airport.
It was a sleepy but funny bus ride.
Having Vik with us was why.
Upon reaching terminal 1, I remembered July 11, the day my bro left.
Its been 3 months already, since the departure of my bro.
Damn sad lah.
But yeah, he'll back soon. :)
So we sky train-ed to Terminal 2, cause some baby(who was so excited to board the train) wanted to .Vik lor.
Then upon reaching, we sat down and chilled, while Mira was entertaining herself by making a card for her BF.
Lol.Vik was being a loser and started playing crazy taxi and going through all the DAMNED photos in Mira's laptop.
Gosh.
And Juen'll laugh for anything that embarrasses and irritates the shit outta me.
BIRTHDAY GIRL AND ME. :)
Juena and Mira.
Heavenly looking.
JELLY BEANS.
Nice posture.
Gangster seh.
Ho Shu Jun ( A.p)
I like this shot.
Juen's Green tea donut. The one she shed her tears for.
Nice lor.

According to Vik, it was some lost Cinderella's shoe la.
The gayness never stops emerging.
POPEYES.
Damn nice uh.
I was actually telling Vik,'Eh smile leh', and he was staring away.
And I'm like, 'No thats not how people smile', and this resulted him in this.
Lol.
Pretty woman.
Loser.

Mira you look different not?
So all of us were mean(Silly green bean) and ate infront of Mira. Yeah, shut up.
Juen's photography skills apparently.
And he starts..
'Everytime i put my chin in it, i just hope it does not get stuck in the cup.'
This time its the mouth lah.Lol.
So we took the train back home. Vik was travelling us towards Dover and the rest of us, Woodlands.
It was a fun ride home lah. Mira practically slept it off. Juen was entertaining Vik and I . I'll share more about that later.

The classic way.
' SE-VE-N SER-GEANT ', 'Gimme gimme more gimme more gimme gimme more .'
Sickasses.
Plagiarism lor.
Cool uh.
.
Stress.
Juen was playing this soccer game in my phone.
So the aim was to score at the given bulls-eye thing lah.
So as you increased on the stages it becomes more challenging. Firstly there's no one but just the ball to kick, next i'll be with one defender and then two.
So Juen was playing,and she coudnt score cause the two defenders were APPARENTLY blocking the goalpost.
And she turned to Vik and I and asked, 'What this people doing here? How I take them off?"
AND OMG LAH, it was so hilarious, Vik and I started laughing non-stop.
lol.
I mean, imagine a person trying to kick the ball for atleast 30 times, then decides to ask us what those people were doing there.
LOL.
God's child.Lol.
I love them much.
Pretty earring.

:D
Star-ring us.
Thats all for my excursion.
Super fun lah.
Its fun hanging out with the best people at one time. Eh Vik,next time hang out with us more, and maybe our all-star Tnesh can do the same.
:D If your fans allow you to.
I'M OFF.
I miss my class.
Gosh.
Seriously.
:)
So I went to tutor my cousin earlier, after that I called AMYBABY.
And I was talking to her mum before talking to AMy.
Its so nice hearing that one after SO long lah.
Amy I miss you still.
And then, I got Vik to call us and he was just irritating Amy. Hahah, damn funny and cute lah.
Lol.
Right bombie? :)
Do your essays chopchop lah, dont stress so much.Love you AMY.
And to my bro, if you read this, call us sometime soon.
Missing you. :)
And finally........
Even if the mess is here to stay, it'll be cleared. :)
You'll walk through it lor .

Another interesting day todayyy.
So, it was SAKURA time .
Initially Rara was supposed to join us but yeah, she couldn't. :(
So at 4.30 pm, we made our way to Causewaypoint.
So the we consist of , myself,Sarah,Lessy and Mira.
Then Juen joined us at Cold storage when Mira was buying something.
Then we made our way to Sakura.
But not quite Sakura yet.Lessy and Sarah went off to go and get a cake for Mira first.
Mira didnt know of course.
But it was scary, seeing as Juen, Mira and myself had to go to sakura to reserve a table first, we were coming up the escalator.
And on our left was the Bengawan Solo shop where Lessy and Sarah we ordering the cake.
I spotted them the moment we were almost reaching, then Juen did too.
So we diverted Mira's attention by saying,'Omg, look at that!' pointing away to some random object in Watsons.
Good thing was Mira fell for.
She falls for everything lah.Loser.
Hahhahaa.
And then we continued waiting for the time t go Sakura seeing as we needed to be there by 6.30pm.
Vik and Ghaz then joins us at 6.45 pm, entered Sakura and waited for our meals to be done and also for the fasting time to arrive.
It was a good meal ay.
Vik and Ghaz are real a good company!!!!!!!!!
I love them lah.
Afterwhich, Lessy went to collect the cake secretly, and Mira didnt notice a shit at all lah!
Actually none of us did.
Then Mira accompanied me to the toilet while the rest of them got the cake ready.
Lol.
AND THEN IT WAS SURPRISE FOR HER.
I LOVE YOU!!

MY MIRABABYYY.
Lessy and Sarah rj-ing.
Time to blow her candleesss.
Happy 18th lor.
All smiles.
As usual, our cake cutter.
Lol, yes its the same cake for Sarah that time.
And also for Vik lor.
Love love love.
Sweeeeet.
Pretty ladiessss.
The last slice, which was PACKED home to Mira's.
The entertainers. Ghaz's damn funny lah, randomly start using tamil words.
Don't be emo leh.
Not cute lah.
Walau.
:D
The 6 of them.
Only HO SHU JUN was ready enough for round 2.
Lessy and SARAH.
:)
Ya'll look good here.
Mira and Vikneshvaran.
Birthday Boy and Birthday Girl.
Wtf, literally.
Ahem. Hahahh. :P
Ghaz's so cuckoobirdy.
Sarah was having cheek cramps due Vik and Ghaz cracking her up.
:D
I love you always.
Where's the link!?
Cheybah. Losers in my life.

GHAZ!

My best everrrrr.Damn tall lah.
After the cake cutting we were just slacking near Macs and snapping away.
I had fun.
Im sure you guys did too yeh?
Love ya'll.
Tnesh was too busy to join us lah.Just die.
And its sad Rara couldnt. :(
I'm tired now. :D
AMY, talk to me soon k.
Sammy, it'll be alright. Trust me lor.