Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Thinking about the past does result in a smile on you doesn't it?
The times, you wished never end, the times you wished you could pause.
Then how come it doesnt?
In times of despair, was the times I thought you could be there.
I really did friend.
I always thought you felt the closeness the way I did
You were persistent about it too
But our pirorities were different
Time after time , I gave in
Only to find myself back to the square one
Others told me, I didnt deserve you
You only cared about the times you were down
You never once took the initiative to guess how I was even through my choice of words
But once again, I chose, to believe
To find myself back where I was lost
I didn't want to lose you
I didn't want to be as close as before
But it only proved me wrong
You told me, this'll go far
I asked myself, told myself to believe
But I failed
The simple reason, you weren't genuine
Or were you?
You changed yourself for other people but you didnt realise
You got close to people who weren't related to you but to your loved ones
Which often involved the phase of neglecting me
There were times, when I thought I should open up TO you
I did
Your reaction, though, was over-whelming
You'd brush off the matter like as if it didnt matter
But then again it didnt did it?
Even then
I accepted - You
I believed - In You
I love - You
And I'll continue doing so.
For, you'll always be my bestfriend. :)
Okayyyy! That was just random as it may sound.
I'm feeling so restless, but my dad was kind enough to do me a huge favour.
I've been wanting to get back to my keyboard lately, but since my charger was spoilt, I had to rely on batteries, which I didnt get till earlier.
I love my dad. He knows I love musicccc.
I went to Little India earlier.Juen didnt accompany as per planned. Pssshhh.
But yeah, I guess I'll see you tomorrow bro?
I wanna go do my hair, then after that, Pasta=ing? Bad will be meeting me after that.
I think.
Lol.
I got my suit for my Seanpaul cousin's R.O.M.
And for once, I loveeeeeee it!
So much.
Cost quite a bit. But its worth it. :)
I really need the score for the piece Matsuri.
Have you guys heard that?
Remebered playing this song back in primary school,under the tutelage of Mr. Simon Ng.
He was the best band Instuctor I ever had. Singapore will ever have. :D
I'll have the video up. Its really soothing. And, the beginning may seem boring with an old guy with long hair and all,but he's legend lah! So's his pieces.