I'VE FINALLY GOTTEN MY LAPTOP.
GOODNESS! HOW SLOW HAVE THE PAST 15-16 DAYS WENT BY MAAAN.But I'm really glad I can get back to the world of internet.Gosh, saying that already makes me feel good.
But damn, being cut out from the net world is sucky ay.
So first things first.
HOW DID THE CARD AND THE TOP REACH AMY!!!
I'm glad its still in a reasonably good state. Yep.Was afraid the glitters may all fall out by then. But it didnt much.So yeah.Amy couldnt get a photo of the top cause Missy wore that top today to school.Aww..I'm glad she used it,the top says this, "Drop Knowledge not Bombs."
AND DAMN, when JUEN AND I saw that top we both turned and looked at each other and knew this was it, the perfect gift for our favourite bombie!
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MY COMPUTER'S OFFICIALLY DOWN!
LIKE SERIOUSLY !
DAMN, SO I won't be blogging like as per normal.
Right now I'm in Juen's house and I have to share a couple of things with ya'll.
I met Juen yesteday at 11 am at the Macdonalds at Admiralty and we had breakfast and all, and Juen was in sucha weird mood. She was so damn blur lah!
When it was our turn to actually order she actually shouted, "OMG, HOW? I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO ORDER!?"
And the cashier was actually was shocked that Juen just screamed like that.
AFter that we headed down to Tiong Baru plaza to meet a friend.
And I think Tiong Baru Shopping centre's like the gayest one ever!
They don't really have interesting shops there.
But there was this cage thing for kids, to play in the place full of balls.(Sounds wrong, I know, don't start Diamond!)
But there was this girl who was playing in it, and I told her to throw me one ball and I was expecting her to just resume playing and so we turned and was about to walk when she went. "Excuse me....your ball."
AND OMG, HOW CUTE DID SHE LOOK!
Like she was damn cute when she said that, and she threw the ball to me but obviously its was a cage thing she was in, so the ball didnt come out.Hahha.
So after walking around, I finally met my friend cause I had to pass something .
After that Juen and I really needed a drink, so we went to Mos burger to get Ice Tea.
And I was soooooo thirsty I couldnt wait to drink.
So while walking outta the complex, I was gona drink my tea when I just dropped it in midst of 20 plus people.And omg, I was so sad I started shouting there, and this Juen will laugh so loudly.
Omg...like I really wanted the whole drink to myself, like wanna drink till I quench my thirst, but nooooo, it had to slip from my hands. FUCK.
Juen then decided to be nice for the first time in her life, and she offered to buy me another one.
And she did, and we were finally off in 851 to Tekka to meet my mum and bro.
Bus ride will take foreverrrrrr.
And yeah, we finally met them and we were off to get saris as my cousin's wedding is coming up.
Bro wanted to get himself a suit.
And I got this disgusting colour combination for myself. But didnt do anything about it, as mum found it nice.
And then we were looking suits for my brother and ended up having this stupid saleswoman pissing us all off. Goodness!
Then we went to the shops above tekka market and Juen bought a punjabi suit!
OMG!
LIKE REALLY!
It looks damn nice , my bro was so shocked she was really into buying it and eventually he was helping her choose it.
AND AS USUAL SHE HAD TO STRESS OVER IT.
"how how? which one ah...omg omg..."
AND THIS WENT ON FOR 10 MINS.
But yeh, she bought a nice one along with that she got bangles for herself and we went to have lunch together.And I hate it when she and my bro combines and irritate the shit outta me.
Walauehh.
She will be coming for my cousin's wedding wearing her punjabi suit, I'll take photos.
And yeah, so news for today.
For myself, my appeal didnt work out.
So I'm going to RP.
And thats it.....I just don't wanna go there, but yeah.
Arun's leaving tonightttttttt!
More like later morning to Taiwan at 2.30 am.
But yeah, have to be at the airport earlier and all.
I'm gonna miss him!
Don-Bear thing is gona be quiet for a while.
So Diamond, you're gona be losing all the future gamblings!
:D
And it will be on 17 April when Arun comes back, thats 35 lonnnngggg daysss.
But I can't wait for my cousin's wedding now, on 25 March, I'll finally get to meet my cousins like a few days before and also the ROD people.
YAY!
They went clubbing a few days back, and the DON had to be in action, hearing all the stuffs Diamond did really cracked me up! Diamond was suppose to send me the pictures of himself with the rest, but he has yet to. So when he does, and when I'm back in Juen's house to blog I'll put that up.
And after that occasion, it would be Panguni, like the smaller version of Thaipusam.
And my Seanpaul cousin's carrying the fire-pot.Like fire in a pot and he'll carry it. Scary boy.
Its gona be fun to reunite with them again though.
:D
I CAN'T STAND IT!
MY COMP'S DOWN.
ARGHHH.
And best part it cant even be switched on in safe mode.
Now I've got to wait till school starts for me to get myself a laptop and then come back to my daily msn-ing.Or even blogging.
And, Amy its gona be quite some time before we can talk daily and all, so call me whenever possible bro. I can't always be coming to Juen's house lor.
I wonder how I'm gona keep myself occupied for the next 30 plus days till term starts.
Damn, maybe its time for my XBOX to be in action.
K then, I guess that'll be all.
Till next timeeee!
Sam's coming over to my house tomorrow.To visit my mum :)
Yeah. Guess Juen'll join as well cause we'll be out early morn tomorrow.
I'll miss you, my cam-whoring partner/bear/Arun.
ahah.
Loves and misses.
P/S: Don't emo pls DON, I'm here for you!Always, even if you turn gay.
I frigging loveeeee youuuuuu.
I'll miss you so much.
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I swear Hannibal’s like the most disgusting movie I’ve watched!
Seriously…its so damn gory. And horrible and so effing bloody all over.
And I think you guys shouldn’t watch it unless you really like gory movies.
Mainly its about this kid with his sister who were abandoned in their house after their parents die. And a troop comes in and uses them as an excuse to stay in their house.
And they end up eating Hannibal’s(Hero) sister!
So then, this Hannibal grows up with vague memories of his sister’s eaters.
Finally gets hold of them and kills them one by one.
More like chop their heads one by one. AND THATS FRIGGING DISGUSTING, THEY ACTUALLY SHOW ME THE HEAD HANGING!
Yeah, omg! And since they ate his sister, he eats them up too.
But he’s really smart in the movie, a medical student so he does things smartly.
Yeah and the ending is a stupid one. But yeaahhh, its ok lah.
After watching the movie, I was just walking around Bugis with my friend when I realised the fountain which spurts water up/out was under repair.
I really loved looking at it lah.Pity it wasn’t working.
Juen’s like world biggest cuckoobird I’ve known lah.
There I was sitting in Macs with my friend and she walks by looking in and at everyone else except us!
That even cracked my friend up lah!
Hahah, and so I had to go out and actually shout her name out for her to realize I’m just there.
Yeah so we 3 were walking randomly around Bugis.
I’m glad she can click with my friend.
Juen’s now famous for saying, “Huh? What thing?”
Yeah, so after my friend left, Juen and I went to Pastamania for lunch and then we were walking around looking for interesting things to buy.
And we ended up taking neoprints!
YAY.
It was nice.
Yep.
Headed home afterwhich, we took 960 back to Woodlands Interchange and it was a fast ride home.Only took an hour.Yeah, and I slept through it.
And when I came back I was so beat, but I came online and was chatting with Juen and Diamond till I decided to get my nap at 7.30 till 9.30 and then had dinner and back to sleep at 10.30 till 1.30am when Diamond decides to call me!
And right after that Arun called, and so we had three way.
It was funny talking to them until the part they started mocking me thanks to JUEN’S RUMOURS.
ASS YOU JUEN!
Spoke to Arun till 3 plus and he hangs up, and then I was talking to Diamond till 4 plus and I decided to sleep.
And damn those guys think so highly of themselves.
They call themselves “DB” like detention barracks except that it stands for, “Don-Bear”. Diamond is known as DON to most, and Arun as Bear.
Which I think is so damn gay.
But yeah, they are one team whenever the ROD people play blackjack and they win quite a lot.
And I hope you guys lose later, cause I’m not going overrrrr!
ARGHHH!
I miss my Seanpaul cousin so mucccccchhhh!
Kunane, if you ever read this.
Just wanna say I love you!!!!!
And I miss you a whole lot!
So its Friday night, and I’m just gona burn my night off by sleeping.
Seeing as my bro is back from camp, I can’t go online much.
Yep.
So yeah, that’s about all.
Might be seeing Juen tomorrow, go down to PS to shop for some stuff.
Maybe only ah.
At the same time pop by OP to visit Angela.
She’s working there.
Arun’s flying off this 14. And will be away for one month.One longgggg month.
He’ll be there like for the the last half of March
and first half of April.And when he comes back, that’s when school starts for me.
16th April that is.
I’m gona miss all his crap.
So Diamond, you know, you’re gona be calling me and entertaining most of the times k. And I’m not a sexually aroused person or whatever shit you say I am lah.
Walauehhhh.
Oh and, Mubeena’s working at Body Shop at Bugis, and I only came to know yesterday.
That’s great lah, to work in a place full of perfumes!
God I love PERFUMES!
I miss you too Mubeena! :D
I guess, that’ll be all.
Little something for you Diamond,
In life we do meet all kinds of people,
But out of which some are special
And if I ever could do something
It will be for me to have known you earlier
Simply because you’re one great person
With a great heart and the best friend one can be
And should you ever think life’s not giving you the best
Then maybe its time to stop and realize you’re the best.
And nothing else beats that.
You’ll certainly move ahead with all the best things and people
You deserve them all.
And we all love you DON!
My Dino certainly does.
:D
And I’ll never agree on the part that the smile of yours is the reflection of ours cause I’m pretty sure you’re the cause of our smiles.
I just wanted to let you know this.
Yep and its random.
Loves Loves.
I've got something to blog about.
So Vik just called me to ask me about my posting. Ass that one, will tell me to wipe my sh*t with the cert from there.
Its been a while.
Many things been happening.But something which I learnt from the things which happened is that I’m not really very strong.
I’m not.
I still remember this letter written to me by an ex school mate of mine.
He said this in his letter, “ Shahl, sometimes you remind me of my mum, she always keeps her sorrows inside and is always cheerful on the outside.”
And I smiled while reading this, not because I’m proud to be a person like this, but the fact that its not easy to be that kinda person.
And some ask, why the hell I don’t tell things to everyone then.
But the simple answer is I fear.
I really do.
What if sub-consciously, I expect all the people I share my problems with to be there for me all the time?
I wouldn’t want that consciously. And so everytime I think of telling my friends something tragic which happened. I think many many times before telling.
Even for the case of my friend who’s always been there for me, Juen.
I thought and thought many times if I should tell her that my mum’s been hospitalized.
Yep, my mum is.
And don’t ask me more.
But we went down to the hospital on Sunday afternoon. My mum was really in such unbearable pain. And it pained me to see her in that state.
And so we rushed down, and even then I felt God was even testing us in that crucial moment, cause not an empty cab came along!
And after about 15 mins, the taxi came.
And the trip all the way to KK hospital got me thinking and crying.
About how the people around me actually think that I’m problem-less.
I’m not. I really am not.
I have so many things going on in my head that sometimes I wish I had a pensieve.
To store all my thoughts inside. I wish I had a pill which can make me sleep and wake up to find things back to normal.
And sometimes I really really wonder whats the difference of being alive and dead?
Ya kkkk, enough emoinggg.
When we finally reached the A&E, we had to wait for about 20 mins before my mum could consult the doctor. And she was brought in for a jap and also got her blood tested.So, I was sitting and just waiting for her to come out, where I realised most of the patients were crying.And then suddenly the whole aura of pain and all affected me.I couldn’t stand it.
It was very very sad to see them all crying and not able to have someone there with them.There was this European woman, she was making many sounds out of irritance every now and then.
But afterwhile, it was time for her to collect her prescriptions and she was tearing.
And seeing that I got so upset.So my mum was cleared, she was allowed to go home cause she had a jap to stop her symptoms of menopause.
And so, I walked out , with a sigh of relief that she didn’t have to be admitted.
But while walking out I saw that European lady again! This time she was really losing it, she was crying so hard. And I couldn’t just walk pass her could I?
So I went up to her, and asked her if she’s okay.
And she nodded her head, and I tell her not to worry and things are going to be fine and she looks at me and says thanks.
And in the eyes, I saw her sincerity when she said thanks even while crying.
Simple because, sometimes, all we need is hope.
And then my mum came out from the A&E and she saw the European lady , and then it was her turn to go talk to her, despite her crying herself from her pain.
Yeah and then we cabbed back home.
And although I was glad she was admitted, I had this feeling in me, that I had to get rid off.
And thankfully enough, Arun smses me. J
And so, according to the doctor my mum should be fine after the injection but come this morning, she was in tears from all the pain and so I had to rush down again to the hospital. And this time, we had to wait for about an hour plus to finally consult the doctor.I couldn’t go in with my mum to see the doctor and she came out with the news that she has to be admitted to have some operation.And for a moment I just stoned.Cause I didn’t know how to react.
So I called one by one, my dad, my bro, my aunts, uncles, and finally down to my cousins and friends. Ok maybe, friend.
And that’s Juen first.
I really did wish I had either Juen or Amy then by my side, cause I would have atleast felt composedAnd maybe just a hug would have made me feel better.
But no I was lost every now and then.
It sucks.
The whole going-to-the-hospital things totally sucks.
However I do know of a person, or should I say DON, who loves going down to hospitals.
Weird one that Diamond.
HAHA.
By then it was 2 pm before we went up to my mum’s ward, and at 3.30 my brother joined me after taking time off from camp and shortly later my dad came.
So I went to have lunch with bro and the food was sick lah.
Yeah, afterwhich I went up to see my mum again, and we left before my mum went for her operation.
And I have to say thanks to Diamond who called me, cause somehow the whole operation thing got pushed to the back of my mind. And that’s the max I can do to not and think about something.
So thanks Diamond, for calling and cracking me up .
And when he came to know my mum was admitted he asked me this, “ Should I comeee?” like he was dragging the whole thing and it was so damn cute, I started laughing. But yeah, its ok DON, you don’t have to.
HAHA.
My bro and I left the hospital at 5 pm, took 980 to Sembawang and from there 962 home.Journey took an hour plus.
While going home, Arun smsed me, and yeah I told him about my mum.
Thanks for your concern. Mean a lot.
My mum called like at 8pm, she said that, she just had her operation and her womb is cleaned and all.Its really painful thou.
Yeah she’ll be fine.
Thanks Sam for offering to come down.
J
Sam’s mum called me earlier, to ask me where her daughter was. But yeah, I didn’t know, so I just received a call from her again and lost child is back home.
Her mum kinda told me about how to improve my mum’s problems.
Thanks Sam and to your mummy as well.
I’m fine. I’m just hoping my mum comes back home tomorrow, and things can go back to normal, we have many family occasions coming up and she has to be feeling good for all of them.
I blogged it off.I’m feeling much better now!
Yay, and I love Amy’s post.
Check it out, www.lets-get-crunk.blogspot.com
Made me tear but it was damn nice.
And I know I do have you bro.
Always will remember that.
Its my poly-posting tomorrow, probably at 8 am. I’m going down to the temple tomorrow thou, like at 7.30 am cause its my grandma’s 3rd year anniversary since she left me.
Yep, so afterwhich, I’ll meet Juen and head down to KK once again to visit my mum.
Thanks JUEN!
I really hope to get into a good course.
Juen and I went to Bugis the other day. Yep, again.
And we were so bored and we got the idea from Arun to take neoprints.
I was talking to him while shopping with Juen, and I asked him what I can do seeing as it was raining cats and dogs.
And so he suggested neoprints, and I told Juen and she got so wacky.
Haha, and yeh we took neoprints.


For Amy love.
And it says, "Love you Amy."
And he said, " I love you, I love you k."
I'm out.And Diamond, you'll be gooooood!
Before I start blogging about anything else, it is one of my extremely closefriend's birthday!
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