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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

SO!
LIVERPOOL WONNNNN!!!!
YAY! AWESOME. POWER. THE BEST.
Gerrard's passes were awesome, although he missed a goal!
He did assist alright! AND THAT WAS THE BEST ONE EVER.

Today was my first paper.
Tamil paper one and two.
Thanks to all who smsed me the night before and the few hours before my paper to wish me luck and all.
I left home at 7 am, reached that Siling school at 7.25.
I really dislike that school, its disgusting lah!

They have brown fungus growing on the seats of the toilet bowls.Only have toilets in certain level.Damn, dirty as it can be, the mosquitoes were another irritant.
Yeah so, paper started at 8, I choose to do the letter writing and I wrote a compo which I have to elaborate an incident which made me realise the importance of friendship.
Yeah, so it was alright, but I'll know how alright it was next year.
I didnt write the question numbers for both letter and compo, I thought I'll be getting zero then.

I called Gaga, she said they'll penalise, yep. So that was convincing to a certain extent.
Paper two started at 10.30 am, yeah, did my best.
Met Juen at 12.30, went to have lunch at Pizza hut.
I was still worried about me not indicating my questions i attempted, so I called Jem who in return said he didnt write it for last year's english, and he didnt fail so it was alright.
Yeah, then we headed to this fashion at Sun plaza.
Juen needed clothes.

Then I saw my tamil teacher!!!!!!! I was relieved I need a professional's answer to my doubt.
So I told her that I forgot about writing the numbers, then she said they will be able to distinguish the letter format so they'll know its a letter you wrote. And for my compo, since the 3 given titles were widely apart, it will be fine. But yeah, she scolded me for not remembering.
Saw my paper, checked my answers..
Lost 2 marks from 2 sections, duno how many other marks I will be losing.
But I did my best yeah.

So i was beat, came home and slept from 5 -8. Watched chinese drama at 9!
I love the drama, Fiona's hot!
So yeah, decided to destress myself for the night, so I watched tv, used the computer and decided to call Diana.
Yep, talking to her was fun!Although we don't really talk but sms, when I called her, it was a very comfortable chat, She relieving all her funny and stressful moments, me doing just that too.
She's damn cute.
I realised she's a sweet-natured girl, yeah, just the perfect one for ....
So yeah after talking to her for quite some time, I told her we'll catch up soon.
She then sends me a msg saying how much she enjoyed our talk, yeah she's damn sweet.
She loves SURYA TOO!
So yeah about 15 mins we were on just about how hot he is, and how we can find someone who looks just like him here.

Ok, so now its 1.15 am, I've gotta go study.
Yay Juen and Gaga thinks my private pics are awesome!
Hell yeah.
I may just end up putting them here.
Maybe.

I haven met Angela for a few days, I doubt I'll be able to. Same for Gaga, so I'll see you guys anytime after 10 NOV.
YAY.Can't wait.And amy's comingggggggg!!!! YAY!

I'll remember those words of yours and you must of mine:
Smile at things again...I hope. I want it to.

Lovessss

Saturday, October 28, 2006

This monday's my tamil paperrr!
Goodness, scary as it can be I'm not going to leave the hall with any regrets.
I honestly cant wait for 10 Nov to come, then I'll have just 1 paper left, MCQ.
Gotta meet up with people after exams, spend time with my cousins, family.
And I can't wait to get into my poly too.

I added some photos on friendster!
But I put them under private photos, and should anyone want to view it they can request to see it.I would very much like to put the pictures here too, but my blog isnt private totally.
Yeah so, view them k!
http://www.friendster.com/shahlocks

Just submit for request, and I shall approve if I think you deserve to see it lah.
Quite personal!
I already allowed Amy and Gaga access without waiting for their requests cause yeah, they wouldnt mind looking.

So I just came back from my gma's house, good thing was it was a cab ride there and another back, but damn my gma lives with my aunt who's not exactly a quiet person.
Pffft.
I've got a headache now thanks to the speakers she had .
Pool's match at 10.....I really hope they win it.
Damn, Gerrard's totally off the last matches.

Eh Juen, Gaga, Angela wanna go Gentings with me and my family!!!???
Tell me k!
I will be going and its going to be boring seeing as my brother WILL not play the fun rides with me. Damn, I need company!

I witnessed something a few days back, between two friends. Yeah, they were having some talk, then the other thanks her friend for his concern or something and he said this, "thanks? that made it seemed as if things are ordinary .... maybe you still think it is... well I don't,"
and he walked off.
It's interesting to see how a word thanks can affect one.
Yeah, but that girl recovered fast too, she walked off as well.

Ok, gotta go prepare for my exams.

10 feb 2006, you created a space in me. Epitome of eye-candy & more. WOOPPPP.

Sometimes you have to highlight things to see its beneath. Get me?
I think I miss a certain lot of people.
Os, Pp, Amy, Gaga, V**,Pavitra.tnesh.
Got it?

LOVESSS BABYYYYYYY.

0209 wooooooo

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

PICTURES I'VE WAITED FOR.

"The begining."

Credits to me of course. I love this card design, many even asked for an extra copy.
See the "Admission ticket" engraved above?

Once again, the decorations we intially slogged for, me, Juen and Angela.
But yeah I did everything again with the help of Juen's stencil.
Thanks guys!

My most favourite picture! I love my bro!

Another one.

Family photo is a must yeah. I love them all.

The edits done by the photographer.

I couldnt' resist.

This I like, and so does Angela and Gaga very much, featuring BLONDIE!
Hahaha, funny guy he.

Me and Sammy at the welcome table, getting people to sign on the press-on-photo album.

The entrance of the ballroom. My bro!

All the way from1998-2006, Secondary school mates.

This emcee's HILARIOUS alright! Yeah he's the brother of another comedian; Puravalan.
Those balloons were all inflated by a great deal of effort alright.

The game where by two volunteers were asked to get 5 objects selected by the Emcee.
One of it was a blazer, and Sammy didnt quite get a blazer, so the emcee's asking all of us if that looks like one.Hahah, Sammy was very sporting.

They were the first two to dance. That guy Afiq,was so funny lah, was telling everybody he's gay and he doesnt dance with girls.

Sam dancing, Afiq doing aces workout! Seriously!

The awesome "Secret Receipe" cake!

This I loveeeeee.....

Everyone was up, just to see my bro blow his 21st. Sean paul in the houseee!
The one in the white suit, he's happening.

Another angle of the family members.

And friends.

The all famous one at it again, disturbing the emcee.

Emcee had to know what he had against him.
So he was asking my cousin why he loved disturbing him.

Blowing the lights !

Original POOL jersey babyyyyyy!

Yeah, bro's got the best lot of friends.

The coolest guys I've known.
Esp the one at the right...phewwww!

A bunch of his glamourous friends.
Yeah that girl one the far left is Aneesh who took part in the programme, "Chasing your dreams" in Vasantham,

R.O.D , 466, anything you say, they're IT.

Blink feat Big, always.

MY COUSINS. FANTASTIC ONES. The whole lot.
I love them so much!

The actual opening of the dance floor.

Indian folk tradition, to go round a certain someone and clap while at it.

The ever famous reggae step these guys are known for.
HOT.

And the theme, "Black,White & Diamond babayyyyyy!"

Gaga and me! woooop!

Juen's first in a dress, looks beautiful alright!

And yes, my beautiful woman, Angelean!!!

Cam-whoring at the hotel.

At our table, along with Jem.Loves loves loves.

Small pic, yet style. Like you say it bro, "We rock!"
Love ya.

TEMPTED TO TOUCH?

" THE ENDING"

Alright, 02-09-06, one of the best days of my life.

LOVES.

part 2

So yeah, its been really weally longgggg!
Happy Deepavali ya'll and yeah ....bombers day.

Okay so I invited Jem,Juen, Sammy, Vane, Angela and Gaga along w her bro.
Vane, Angela and Gaga couldnt make it though.
So yeah, was fun having Juen, Jem and Sam over.
We watching tamil movies together with Jem criticising the bad colour combination tamil films adopted. HAHAHA, but yeah, was great!!

So that was on Sat, come Sunday my cousins came over along with my family friends.
Tiring it was, and the next day I had to go back to the kindergarten to relieft. So had only 5 hours of sleep.DANNG.
And my supervisor called me on Sunday night, asking if I could get my friend to relieft too.
So I got Angela~
Yeah, she agreed, so yes we met monday morn, went over to the kindergarten, she was comfortable alright. So tomorrow we gotta go back again, more like later.Yeah.
While we were teaching in separate class, someone knocks on the main door, the class I was in.
And it was SAM AND JUEN!
So since my Supervisor wasnt around, the aunty invited them in, and they waited while I taught the kids!
Angela was three rooms away, so I went over to call her to mine.
A cute girl Juen couldnt resist.
Yeah, so after 5pm, we headed to my crib, they chilled munching on the cookies and all.
And I got ready to go to Gaga's house.
Gaga invited me,sam,angela,juen and shaun. Yeah.

We cabbed down, as it was near but darn extra charge was $3.So we met Shaun down the block and went up. So we settled, talking and laughing our guts out. Gaga's bro is totally cute. He was playing poker with us. He got v comfortable with us and even Shaun .yes.
We ordered canadian at 9.15 while watching the chinese drama.
Yeah it was FUN.Made our way home at 10pm.
Gaga afterwhich smsed me saying, " Thanks for coming over , u brought great company! we shld gt together soon."Yeah.
My loviessss.

Pictures.

A whole lot of the elephant-god statues. My best friend!

Shaun.Angelean.Sammy.

My nails!

Beautiful swing. Deprived childhood; Juen.

Shaun and K7 at the game of Stress!

Gaga and me. Love ya woman!

Stripes, their thing. Angela and June. <3>
Kesavan,Juen,Shaun,Sam and Gaga.

Yeah so anyways the story about this magical man whom I know continues like this.
(If you have no idea what Im talking, then read the previous post first yeh?)
The one who can tell you everything based on your name and bdae ? Yeah Muni Anne.
Yeah so, he was first seeing my sis. So he started telling her things, not asking her but telling her that at this particular age you did it and this happened and he confirms with her if it did happen or didnt.
And I remember the feeling I had within me looking at my sis nodding to all his says.
It was scary, the feeling's like, " damn, everything is out".
I even remember there was one thing he asked her," Your bf has india link right?"
I'm like okayyyy, I didnt even know she had one. So she along with the other elder sis laughed and said , 'yeah, he's from India.'
It was about an hour for him to tell her all that she should know, I'm not gona go into details cause its her life.
But yeh, for me I'l tell most of the things.
So while he was seeing for my sis, her bro and my bro then turns up at the house and im like shit lah, cause if he's gona say things my bro doesnt know then Im dead.
I was hoping he wouldnt.

Afterwhich it was my cousin sis-in-law's turn hers took an hour too, it got scarier by the minute. He started asking her if she had a grandma in her house who loves her alot(as in compared to her other family members), asked her if there was once a god photo which fell from the wall!!!
Yes, and I was thinking how, just how he could even tell her about her family members when he has never met her before!
God's gift.Yeah.
Next was my cousin's turn the one who was the same age as me.
She is the most silent one of us all . BUT when Muni anne started telling her things and asking her if it was true we were shocked! She did have a bubbly side to her yeah.
He told her to take part in the coming thaipusam(2006) and walk behind her father as she would get alot of blessings.He told her this on 26/12/05 so yeah, my cousin did take part this year.

Yeah while he was seeing her, my brother was with my cousin bro at the hall preparing for Liverpool match.
Yeah, and my eldest sis's husband(DIE-HARD FAN OF POOL) then turns to our direction and asks," dei Muni, today who will win?"
And he replied saying, " Liverpool, 2-0."
We were like whoaaa, alright we'll see how it goes.
Muni anne only saw my cousin sis for about 25 mins and then we all took a break.
And the reason was, they wantd a break before the finale!
Yeah, since I was the last one , they said it was gona be an interesting one.

And yeah, my turn. At 11.15 pm. I was really scared . Even my bro keep glancing back from the hall to see if it was started. And he asked for my full name and d.o.b and started writing things on the paper.
My turn!!!!
He wrote something, looked up at not me but my eldest sis and asked her, "16 years old can go club ah now?"
IM LIKE DIE DIE DIE. My brother turns and stares at me my cousin bro looks at me with his mouth open, my sisters infront widen their eyes.
I couldnt manage a sound.
And my eldest sis says," I dont know la, maybe can"
Then he turns to me and asks, " you went right?"
I decided to lie, I couldnt stand the pressure alright!
So I said, "No..noo...."
Then he said wait ah, and he went on calculating , and then said, " Ya la, you went twice"
OMGGGGG.
I did, in my entire life, twice . Honestly twice!
So he said, tell me the truth so I can go on telling you more.
No shit, I didnt want anymore already!

And he told me all kinda things. Untill this point my tears flowed and my sis suggested I see him alone in the room.
Yeah so he asked me if it was true I wanted to skip one paper for O levels!
I did! Along with Juen and Angela, we thought of not going for Geog, but we did in the end.
It was so damn true! Everything he said.
He asked me many personal questions too, things I never told anybody.
He assured me though. Told me to be prepared for my O's results as I'll do well for one subject only and chances are I'll pass all subjects.
And yes I have seven credits, aceing my Humanities.
I then couldnt take it, poured my guts out. Yeah. He told me how I have problems communicating with my mum. How I had friends who........

And then he told me to close my eyes, think of a friend who'll never expose me in trouble despite being in trouble togther. I thought, one face came to my mind and at the moment Muni anne says, " yes, that person is your true friend."
Astonishing but true. You know who? :)

I always loved Gaga's daddy car as it was a 7 seater. Always told myself I have to drive that.
And Muni told me, " You want to drive a 7-seater car right??"
Im like OKAYYY. He knows lahh! HOWWW?
Went on asking if I have ideas to migrate to Australia.
I did.I did.
Told me that where ever I go black follows me, should it be my clothes or shoes.He says its good .
Cause anyone who borns on a certain date, as for mine 26, 2+6=8.
Those adding up to 8, can never avoid black.
17 is another eg.
He told me, soon one of my friends will ask me to go msia with them.
Thats dumb right! I was thinking who would wana ask me to go msia wih them!
Yes and my friend did, my pri sch friend shoba just 1 week later.
GOODNESS.
He told me I'll see a house, with a horse infront of the house two of its leg up in the air and the other apparently on the ground. Should I see that I have to call him immediately. Something bad yeah, but I haven seen it. Thats good! I dun wanna scare myself.

He said many many things, told me to specifically pray to certain deities.
Shocked me with what I have done before.
Everybody else were allowed to take down whatever Muni anne said, except me, he said it was because mine's facing the bad time and so he doesnt want me to take down these things.
So he consoled me, told me to retake my O's no matter the results.
(at this point I haven taken my results)
I felt much better talking to him. When I came outta the room it was 12 midnight. Yeah.
45 mins of talking to him
And yes, pool match was over with pool win 2-0!
I SWEAR THIS IS TRUE.

He's awesome yeah. He' frigging famous at woodlands,yishun,Jurong!
Yeah.Since then I started contacting him.
After that day I changed myself yes for the better. Even he told me he sees some changes in me.
Over the months we met up frequently.He came over to my house to see for my mum, dad,bro and me again! We celebrated his bdae at my crib! Suprise one! That was great.
Yeah, so he's awesome.Really.I haven told everything he told me cause I cant, but yeah he actually predicted Tsunami before it occurred.
This year he predicted another thing, I would have told you guys already personally that is.
I can't write it down. Its a worldwide issue.
And yeah, he'll always tell me, "Soon you will forget me.... you gona be someone great, after that where can rmb me?You will be in Aus I in Singapore..."
I'll always laugh when he says it everytime we talk over the phone, but I can never forget a person like him.

Yeah thats alot, but its 100% true.

LOVES.

muni anne part 1

Saturday, October 14, 2006

Ok so I just came back from a short walk at 1 .15 am.
Scary lah, cause I sneaked down. While I sat at the shed and attempt to clear my mind, a strong gush of wind blows...damnnn, I called Juen afterwhich. My bro came back! But he's at GV now watching some movie.

I'm really happy cause I FINALLY got back in touch with AMMYYYYY!
Like after 2 weeks, felt like 2 months!
Yeah, so Amy had lots to share or more like lots to hear from me .yep.
I love ya! :DDDDDD
So Amy's coming on 3rd dec instead.
dangg.

Yeah so to continue, this week came and ended so fast!
Over the week many things occurred. All for the better.
Like Muni anne said, everything happens for a good.
Yeah speaking of which, I must so totally blog about someone so great!

So i saw him first when I was 11. But I didnt remember it. Yeah so it was 26 dec 2005.
I was over at my cousin-sis's house along with my 2 of my other cousin-sisters and my cousin-sis-in-law. Yeah so all 5 of us were chilling out and talking about random things. When my eldest sis , the one who's house we were in started telling us about her friend and her husband also started telling us how remarkably great he is.
So we got excited as my sis went on telling us how he even tells her past right on her face and up to what animal she'll soon see and what it'll be doing or what colour it will be in.
I was amazed that such a person exist yeah, so along with other sisters we told our eldest one to call him down. She thought it was a good idea too, and yeah she warned us that he may not come down today cause he has many people to attend to. Keeping our fingers crossed she called .
And she said, "I've got 4 girls waiting to see you...come over lah!"
AND HE SAID OK, he was currently seeing another person in marsiling then, so he said he'll cab over.

So we waited , and he came. He came, said hi and all to my sis and her husband as they were sec sch mates for long they are tight. So he went to kitchen, washed his legs saw us, near the dinning area and he turned immediately to me and said, "I ve seen you somewhere."
I felt so too lah, then my sis said it must be during her house warming.
Yeah then he settled down and looked at me again and said, " why you wanna be so stubborn? u can listen to your mum and life will be better"
And whoaaa, like he slapped me right then with those words. He just said it ok.
So he asked who wanted to see me first, and we agreed on the eldest to the youngest.
So I was with my cousin sisters who were 23 and 16 and cousin-sis-in-law who was 22.
So I was more than glad to be last, my 16 yr old cousin was born in Jan so yeah older.
And he asked my sis for her name and birth date and then it started.
Something real and magical.
The irony, but 100% true.
I'll continue this story tmr. Too much of facts.
Overload-

I went to watch WTC with angelean and juen earlier, left half an hour before the show for soe reason. Haha.

Wana say thanks to GAGA!!! Thanks for all your help friend.
The thing wouldnt have been beautiful if not for you.
Although I didnt listen to one part of your advice ahaha.
I love YOU.

Thanks Amy for cracking me up! ahahah. cuckoobird ay!
SAMMY for your sms. :D
Juen for entertaining me even thou Im tired.

Lastly, thanks for the message. Don't know if it came out right.
But your mum's words were consoling in a way. I love her ! :D
Replaced?Best? Wished? My presence?
Was with you all the while , right there in your heart.
I love you and your "smile". :)

I'm missing my bro now! Damn.
Will be meeting Juen tmr, heading down to lil india perhaps. Yeah.
Will be seeing my cousins this sunday! Can't wait.

Juen thinks she's great cause Amy found her cool and Gaga found her pretty.
HAHA, there Juen, I just made you famous.

Like so totally potaaatoooo.
OGAY. I MISS PAVITRA NOW.AHAHAHA.
COME BACK MY "OGAY" PARTNER!

Loves.

STAY ALIVE

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Some people love to share their stuff with their best friends.
Some people dont mind sharing it with anyone.
Some people dont like to share it at all.
And I don't.

But I feel comfortable when people tell me theirs.
Thats not being selfish.
I rather you tell me about your stuff and I stand by you while you face it, than to let you know what I'm facing.

So I'm losing it alright.

And you didnt realise all these while that I have never actually poured my guts out to you?
You called and asked all you wanted to know, but there's nothing to share cause its really nothing.
I assure you that.
But one sentence of yours made me ponder. You said,
" Don't bullshit, you think about this everyday!"
Yes I do think about it everyday .
I REALLY DO.

I don't think you'll ever know why, but if you do you'll think about it for a day and forget it the next.
Thats not wrong, thats human nature. So why the temporary fuss?
Leave it.Forget it.(Your bestfriend's 4 fav words)
So I hope you dont get the wrong idea that I hate people sharing their stuff with me cause I dont at all! Cause you did mention that you finally realise how I feel about ppl sharing er stuff with me!
Cuckoobird lah you!
Infact it makes me realise that I can actually help you out when you come to me when you're not clear or confused.

And yes I wish I was one of the stars above lah, just looking down at the people and shinning at them with all my might.
And I wont do any harm to the public properties k!
I hope you enjoyed your Contender.
Thanks for hanging up on me.

OK SO, TODAY I WATCHED STAY ALIVE!!! AGAIN!!!!!
Met Juen and Shaun at 2 and headed down to GV.
Must say, the entering of the theatre was indeed a bit taxing. ;)
Sophia Bush's like the HOTTEST WOMAN.

So it wasnt as scary as the previous time but SHAUN got scared this part and he waved his arm around and pushed the drink on Juen! HAHAHA.
Juen went, "CAn you not spill the drink on me!!!!"
Yeah, so the movie's awesome cause Sophia Bush was in it.
Waiting for her next movie a remake of Hitcher in year 2007.
Speaking of which Order of the phoneix is also gona be OUTTTTTTT NEXT June.

After the movie we headed to NP's foodcourt and lunched and then we helped Shaun in marking some p5 students' compositions. Omg, IT was so funny! Hahaha, Juen and I agreed on how we dont remember writing compositions the way these kids did.
So there was one compo you gotta write with reference to a picture.
So there was this funny kid who started his compo like this;
" This is a classroom. There are many people standing. There is one boy playing. Got one frog jumping,...." And yes, it was more of an oral thing.
It was damn funny, as we took turns reading all the compos and then marking them for content only. =DDDDDDDD I totally laughed my GUTSSSSS OUT.

For Shaun, Juen and Thurga, " So pootttaatooo maaaan! yeah!"
Yeah, so Shaun was letting us on about how he marked a compo yesterday which was writing a story about a Trip like a holiday.
So there was this chinese boy who wrote it like this,

"one monday, it was morning the sun was yellow and bright i and family decide to have trip so i tell my three fren, but my father only say two fren, not three frens so i never tell my other fren dan she angry wif me coz i never tell her to come to the trip in my house so in the end, she forgiving me but i dun care her friendship."
HAHAHAHAHA. OMG. Its so funnyyy....

And do watch World Trade Centre. It's gona be awesome for sure.
And Sam, I just wana say I miss you too yeah thanks for your continuous messages of emphasizing that you are here for me and all.
So yeh, come 21st Oct its Deepavali. Drop by my house for lunch yeah.
HAHA. Yeah, went to Sam's blog earlier saw that it was Amy's Dad's bdae today.
So Amy ,babe, pass on my wishes to your dad ay! And when you come over , we'll celebrate Deepavali, Xmas and New year together!!!
CANT WAIT.

Yeah, Juen's now scaring herself thinking about the Stay alive movie.
cuckoobird that one.
Yay, so tomorrow I'll be meeting Juen at noon, heading down to her school get some stuff done. Afterwhich mee tup with JEM!!!!!
OMG. I MISS HIM AND HIS LAME JOKES,yeah I actually do miss his jokes.
A small reunion for the week.

Oh yeah, I had this dream that I was in Sp's auditorium . In there was also Pp,Leonard,Fiona Xie and this girl.Pp and Leonard was sitting way up and m way down and that girl in the middle.
So Fiona Xie's the host, and it so happens that it was Pravin's bdae then, yeah all e way back to 22 March. Hahaha, ok so Fiona Xie decides on singing a song for Pp since its his bdae if he comes down to the stage. So Leonard pushes him and urges him to come but he refuses like a spoilt brat sitting on his seat.He was SHY.
Yeah so this girl goes up to him and also pulls him desperately lah. And he still refuses to come down. That girl then gives up but comes down the stairs with a huge smile and goes on exclaming, " I TOUCHED PRAVIN! I TOUCHED HIM! YAY"
Omg...sickass, so I dont know how the dream formed up but I know why I dreamt of Fiona Xie wanting to sing a song for the birthday boy.
It was because, a few weeks back Shaun was telling me that on his birthday he was at Hard Rock Cafe and Maia Lee , one of 2004 singapore idol finalists sang for him.Yeah so it kinda went into my sub-conscious mind .
And what you dream iS actually what your sub-conscious mind retains.

Hahaha, I told Pp, Juen and Shaun about this dream and you guys know who's that girl.
And Pp told me that he's a hero that is why everyone wanted him on stage.
Like wtF LAH.
Gay ass didnt have the balls to come down to the stage!
I know its all a dream but still.

Lovess.