no more.
Monday, August 14, 2006
been long. ok not really, but i survived the prayers on saturday. thinking about it, people in trance are not really scary.( yeh so kana& oswind, im not scared k! anymore. )
my mum got it lah. but nah she didnt do much, those singers came over and sang some devotional songs. they were really impactful. for me that is, cause thats when you feel as if you're communicating with god lah, and then you think of all that's bothering you and you pour it out to him, in the form of tears and you feel better already.
so yeah, my cousins came over, thurga did too and my mum's frens... was ok. feeling drifted from them already due to the break. we haven been meeting regularly.
prayers ended at 10, served alot of them... damn tiring, had to miss like 30 mins of my fav tamil movie lah. not that i cld concentrate with all the noise anyways. its your fav too yeh?
yeh so, my cousins left the latest, at 11.30, and i hit the sofa immediately, but no i cldnt sleep. so yeh thankfully, kana kept me accompanied yeh, smsing me throughout till like 2 am, and i cldnt take it, i slept. refreshing sleep that was.
and no, i cant put down whatever i intended to, cause its not right. yeh.
but neverthless, i'll say this now. i loved you the most and will do so forever.
but take your time, cause it hurts just as much for me.
and yeh, i wont be coming online ah....cause im busy already and will be for long time.
( i know amy you'll be rolling your eyes. cause you know why actually) i love you lah woman.
thats all yeh.
thanks thurga for all your words.